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I hope tonight turns out well. I'm praying hard.
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I received a mailer from noise.sg, apparently they raised the age limit to 35years. There's a design a logo competition, interpretation of noise.sg in visual and tee design. I don't consider myself a designer, I would call myself expressive....LoL. I'm gonna give it a shot as there's prize money involved and of course exposure. My work was selected 4 years ago by MTV and I was offered to work freelance and that my animation to be used but greed struck me and they turned me down. I could have just said yes instead of query how much would they pay me. I hope I win some dough, you can never get enough dough when everything's seems so expensive.

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If things do not work out tonight or what I planned for do not work out. I hope I find someone and get married pretty soon. Cos I don't wanna be wasting moolahs or yusoffs on rent and end up with nothing and worse I end up unable to save up. If my plan works, even though I might not be able to save but at the end of the day I'll have my own flat and that I believe is a HUGE investment and sacrifice.

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I am serious about life and my future, I can't afford any more mistakes, I'll be 30 next year and that's like almost half of my life gone with regards to the present mean life expectancy of Singaporeans. And of course I can't let anyone screw up my path.

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