1st day, 1st month

the 1st day of clinical placement at my future workplace....haiya late by 5mins, the gate refused to open and i exit at the wrong exit....and the traffic lights weren't forgiving....red after red after red.......the reason i woke too early, i slept again and i got a little late and plus it was raining but nice rain, just drizzles...

the nyp ci was cool...mr buddy tan...yes thats his name....hes a nice guy, his conversation would go between mix of malay and english....my guess he is baba.... buddy used to work at imh too....and he inspires me....well...sort off....im looking forward to actually be working there....soon....next july.....

speaking of which i already had plans...but i shall not note down here...cos im afraid the plan never came to 'life' but cut things short la...i wanna drive my family around, i wanna travel during my birthday next year....ooops ive let the cat out of the bag...

anyways....things change and yes ppl definitely change...over the couple of years, i changed too.....i was jus wondering if given my current state put back in time few years back when i was in skool or something how would it turn out? hehe...anyways speaking of which i just wished things didnt change from how it were abt a month ago... i was floating back then on cloud nine....everything were so sweet, even me being happy made mommy smile...

aiyah, mebbe she's right, im too sensitive...heh....but my heartaches are they real?

anyways good news, i got my digital line activated...yippeeee....hmm gotta find a chatter box fren...hurhurhur.....

to end this entry....words will be words but how do u show ur feelings? via words or actions, so here are the words that made up the usual phrase that probably u have seen repeatedly but hey what the heck...."annie, miss u, love u......"