Decision maker

As a staff nurse, you are supposed to be a good decision maker. I guess I can do that pretty well in my profession, most times I made the correct decision.

In life, it's a totally different ball game. I always face difficult situations whereby I have to make utterly difficult tough choices. I have to weigh between desire/wants and practicality most times. Believe me, I'm spoilt for choices but I don't like the decision making.

ONE OF THE SITUATION I'M FACING NOW IS(MEANS THERES MORE), whether to shift to Tampines or not. My cousin got his 4-room flat recently and he offered me a room. It is much nearer to work and thus I'll save on petrol and time BUT....I am already comfortable staying here, nobody bothers me(at least almost all the time). My frens are like 10 minutes ride away, my old bbss pals are around the corner. Basically I'm like in my own world. But staying in Tampines is not only for convenience, it's also for a cause, IF I go back there, we will be taking back Yai from the place his sons dumped him at. We WILL be his caregiver, afterall, although a generation away, we still have his blood dripping somewhere in our body. I am torn.....really...I need guidance, I need it from above for I could not trust the judgements of mere human beings for they might be blinded by the sweeter things in life.....speaking of which, I'm torn with ANOTHER situation, which I will leave to fate and guidance from above. I seriously can't believe I'm in the same situation years ago....and I don't wanna be at the loosing end, again.

I just hope my journey till my end of life will have less bumps and knocks, I just want a smoother ride, be it on my own or not.
IF I do live in Tampines, I guess you fellows would see less of me. Anyways, I don't think you people would even notice anyways, as I can see as time goes by, many of us drift apart even further, due to work commitments, family and all. And for the masses out there, my friends are actually MY 'family' other than of course mom and my 2 younger siblings.

Ok gotta go guys, trying a new route ZUl, taught me yesterday....and it does look alot shorter on streetdb.com