train hard?

im a fan of fights....a little violence for entertainment can be healthy and sometimes educational. why? today Pitu lost the fight.....in contender asia/singapore. he trained very hard but ended up losing in the first round. sometimes you need to take a break from stuffs and chill a little off ur regime/routine.....need to slack....

i slack but sometimes over slack...hurhurhur.....

anyways, im not pretty happy with my performance at ttsh....i couldve been better, provide better nursing care and been more attentive, its not bout grades.....cos Miss.Tang said id probably get a B+ or an A for my prcp....its more bout satisfaction....taking the staff nurse role isnt easy, paperwork sucks and because of that, you have less contact with patients and if youre not alert enough and your junior suck at his/her job, thats it.....itll end up like me on tuesday, i wasnt happy with myself for that day.....i could have been more attentive....and i think the junior plays a part too...shouldve informed me....sigh but wat is past is past, its a learning experience and i certainly learn from it......

its a sad cubicle to be working in.....another patient passed away thurs morning....he's old but again, its sad....and those who neglect their old parents, shame on you....thats what made me sad. ungrateful society.....

anyways i have to log off......and tumoro i will try to finish my roll so that i can pass Pammy before she heads for home, her flight to Manila is on monday....so maybe ill pass her the roll tumoro or saturday.....we'll see....

theres more id want to write but i think id better go.....ok ill tell a little....i STILL wanna do certain things i said many times before....i still wanna get to do them before i get old and febrile.....:) gnite peeps....toodles...love y'all and mank, lin and boy, im looking forward to saturday.....:)