narrow minded

sorry for some of ya for being so narrow minded......

anyways today the brother(we call male nursing officers that) had a long talk with us about nursing to see whether we are into it.....his life story...i yawned a couple of times but hey, that fellow swear on it that he told the truth, respect....

the funny part was when he ask my age and if married.....and he said i should...he said i should pray to god...etc....etc.....i told him why im not married, i lost trust in girls and gaining that back is really tough when i get into new relationships and it happened again and again...so yeah...he said this, its not meant to be....ur match is somewhere out there already written....so yeah....perhaps he's right....

anyhus i still find MICU(medical intensive care unit) ubber boring.....and im wanting to discover my true real career prospects at IMH, im sick and tired of listening from the stories others tell that doesnt match sometimes.....if IMH suck, i have other options in mind, John Hopkins....the pay's good i heard...

sorry ratnor i have to forgo the trip to the costume store.......i was dead tired and the thunder gave me an excuse to not go....my back aching i guess from the 3months of hardwork...sharon told me this...dont worry larh, ure going to IMH, wouldnt have to lift anymore patients...u can rest there....she too, suggested places like at ang mo kio hospital for TCM, massage + acupuncture, i guess ill try some day, sounds cool...anyone wanna join me next weekend perhaps?

i pray for my own well being.....having money is not everything....having money without health is as good as having none......i just dont wanna be febrile and be a burden to the masses, if its my time, i wanna 'go' with ease with as little sufferings as possible......