ntah

many things running thru my mind....yes it might seem minor but its bcos one thing leads to another....its very hard for me to trust ppl....especially wen in my life, ppl i trusted has taken my trust for granted....my best fren in sec school actually stabbed my back....and then so on and so on, i shall not mention cos the rest is rather unpleasant.

yes u might say i overeact but wen i put trust in someone, it means alot bcos for me, trusting someone is really difficult bcos of my past experience, till now even amongst my circle of frens....i trust the few that is closer to me only...the rest, id rather keep things to myself....cos i know itll spill or leak or sumthin like that....and i know some do talk behind my back....

i shant continue i hope he/she understands...its bcos its not the first time, tts why im really affected by it...

i dunno la im tired yet i dont feel sleepy....u know wat i feel like doing now? skate..
just channel the negativity out....

alisha putri(forgot her middle name) was ubber cute...the almost 2year old really got me smiling, laughing and observing at her antics....alisha u cheered me up today u know...and of course the guys la.....unknowingly u guys made me feel a little better.

i just took papers on behavioral modifications and abnormal psychology....maybe i should apply wat ive learnt to myself....