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Been awhile....wokay....so Monday I went out with Ain, I can sense we are more comfortable with each other, I don't feel so restricted, I don't feel like I have to be extra careful, I feel like I can be myself. That's good and soon we can hang out more, cos soon I'll be living within the same neighborhood. Anyways Ain's great company, just that both of us are not 100% comfortable with each other yet and Ain reminded me of what my grandmother said on the first day of raya. LoL.

Friday night met up with the guys, had dinner. I feel like I needed to be out rather than stay cooped up at home and stuck with canceled plans. So, after work I decided to join the usual gang at our fav coffee stall.

Saturday was 'jalan raya' day. I was prepared, new haircut, ironed my baju and waited for Halem's call as he was to fetch me and Adil. Was a little excited cos its my first 'jalan raya' for after 3 or 4 years of missing it. So I donned the yellow baju with the head-dress and 'samping', almost a complete Malay outfit 'cept for my red crocs(instead of the traditional 'chapal') cos I did not do any shopping this Shawal. I didn't want to wear the purple, I don't know why, I just don't feel like the purple. So there we are, almost everyone came, it was fun at first, laughing, joking and all. Halfway thru, in my mind was...'What's the point of all this? I am just kidding myself! Yes, my friends do make me laugh and all but still I'm just kidding myself!, No I do not enjoy it 100% cos I don't see a need to celebrate when everything else is haphazard. Ok so I need a break, Ok...' Something like that la...

I was laughing, joking and making more jokes, just to entertain myself and to listen to the laughter that came from my friends. The kids brought me joy as I see them enjoying themselves, running around, misbehaving and making some mothers scream in the process. I'm thankful that my kind friends asked me along but I don't see a point in 'jalan raya'. First of all, I am kidding myself. Secondly, you visit each others' place for? I just don't see the point there. 'Perjumpaan'(Gathering) probably but this, I don't see a point. Honest.

So that marks the end of the week...I started the new week with night duty last night. Wasn't as bad as I expected, in fact, it was great cos at least my preceptor was not so cranky as on other shifts and I managed to get him to sign some of my assessments/assignments as well. LoL

So, What's in store for this week? Couple of my friends are pretty occupied nowadays, so I don't expect to get a yes when I ask them out. Friday evening, Elvan wants a farewell rideout with the west-side Drzboys, I am not keen but since they do think 'bout me, I'll turn up for their sake. Saturday would be my last day residing on western soil, after which I will be in the east, I have a feeling for some time at least while I am still working at IMH or when I can have my own flat near to work. I'm hunting for somebody to help me shift on Saturday. I think last resort, I'll take the cab or transport my barang2 via the ol' skool way that I usually do, ferry them to and fro using huge backpacks on my bike. I think I'll choose the cab. I told a friend earlier to help me out but I guess I do not want to trouble him as he has something on that same day. I think I can manage around 4-5 trips, At most I get a sore butt...LoL

Okla peeps, gonna catch some sleep...probably wake up for lunch or dinner....LoL...

Gnite....