sweat sure feels great....

its almost been 2 weeks of cough since its started....i decided to see the doctor at bb polyclinic....i had to wait ages before my turn.....the doc said i have a throat infection.....more like URTI cos my nose were blocked too.....so she prescribed me a couple of medicine including amoxicillin, an anti-biotic.....babe, it was so strong that suddenly my temperature spiked and i became weak due to the battle of the anti-biotics and the infection......i planned to skate....i was weak but i had to skate...my legs just itched....so i down a couple of paracetamols.....and went skating just for an hour at my favourite spot.....i sweat, alot...and it felt good.....i managed to perfect my ollie....i ollied up clean.....i decided to try my feet at kickflips.....i did...but landed one foot only......its fear....its all in the mind...i know i could land it...but because of fear one foot dropped first to prevent me from falling...i have to eliminate that fear of mine and im sure id land that kickflip.....till next week or perhaps tumoro if im not tired.. its funny, im more passionate in skating than i was before although right now, im more fearful, more heavier and weaker in the legs.......i wasnt this passionate before....i never skated alone before back then....well i did but not like now....geee....

next weeks goal, land a kickflip and id be fucken happy.......later i gotta start on my case study.......its due next week....

ouh and im contemplating.....creative or apple? the creative comes with display.....at 55bucks....but ive always wanted that new shuffle....at 90bucks....uggh....tough decision....