its been a while....

updates of me life...oh so viciously.....

been better, been a lil more bz.....with abg aman retiring.....the ol man gone, my workload certainly doubled......with one of my staff on medical leave for her operation, that adds on even more.....but im enduring while i can, till i get a better one, meanwhile i cant let go of this job i need it......for many reasons....

i certainly need to organize my playlist....its haywire in there, one minute integrity is playing and the next track is jamal abdillah's ghazal untuk rabiah....can u imagine? certainly music changes moods but not in such a sudden manner......

my previous post was full of angst....this one, im a little more relaxed...i think love is in the air but wat worries me if its one-sided....but anyway, i miss her up right there in the north.....i actually blurted out the truth tt ive been hiding...i like going out with her....i didnt want to say tt to avoid frightening her off but on wednesday i blurted out.....anyways, it did not scare her off, so tts a little blessing, means i still get to go out with her..... a lil different from previous girls that i date, im calm when im with her, she brings out the calmness in me.... and i like it....even if she would stay a friend, id appreciate that.....

shahreil is getting a gilera, heeee i guess after all he likes the bike and wats more, yati likes it too......i envy those two, six years is definitely a long time. and its about time guys, u two tie the know....:)

so looks like 1 more gilly fren on the list...more rides it seems but everyones getting older, getting busier....everyones going home earlier.....:)...time not to be wasted, age catching up, in a couple of days ill be 26....im not holding back anymore.....gotta go all out, really....my week long leave, ive got no cash for a holidae but tts a blessing in disguise, its the time i can hunt for jobs, its the time i can seek opportunity and its the time certainly to loose weight...hahahaha.. oh n its abt time for me to sketch another graf n put my thoughts on the walls of tt sk8 park again....gotta keep my mark going...seriously, its a stress reliever when im adding colours to those walls.....

tumoro, afternoon shift....a drag...but more relaxing....weekends, i like cos my work load is a lot lighter as i do less manual but more planning and paper work...speaking of work, i almost quarreled with my boss in the office, i was fuming mad when he reprimanded me for ordering excess stocks...he said i was new, etc....but im a risk taker, i know that stock is limited, so i ordered the bulk of it not so much only 10cartons each, i know its high value and adds to cost....but on the first day ive already sold almost 2 cartons...doesnt that bring in sales......he stopped me from arguing and asked me to listen to him, i shut my mouth, controled myself as i breathe heavily...but at the end of the day, all i know is i did it for the good of the store and at the end of the day i know i brought in sales....in business if u dare not take risks, then ure not fit to be in the business....a well calculated risk, brings in a handsome profit and even if it doesnt work, loss is minimal....that was wat i tot but i guess my boss, being old & rather conservative and not that adventurous....

will write again some more.......gotta check out a link.....adios pals...yani, i miss u...:)