u & u & u..

the imaginations so real, tt i actually feel it, i feel the joy of pushing that wooden 2b pencil thru ur ears.......the tot of it piercing ur delicate eardrums is beyond description, i cant imagine the joy i would feel.....you, YOU are so damn talented, god gave u a talent that u abused......i agree i have misused mine too....but mine does not harm anyone......the evil within u, is masked by the external, superficial material called skin......if i had giant palms, i wouldve squashed u, crushed u with my barehands to stop u from inflicting pain.....humanity is indeed the devil, the devil is just a figment of everyone's imagination....in actual fact, the devil is within u, u made urself do evil things, not the devil.....u enjoyed the misdeeds while it lasted only to regret in the latter part of ur life when u realised uve been bad.....u are actually aiding urself in self-destruction.why put on a mask, reveal urself, bukalah topeng mu....why when u are so arrogant, so confident, so strong. i have been accessorized in performing an act, an act tt devil condones.....

life has indeed been wonderful but not wonderful enough, humans are never satisfied with wat they have, i admit to that.....i always wished for more & more.... in the transition between birth to death comes life....and in life i learn alot not at school not from twisted teachers but from individuals who unknowingly imparted their knowledge and skills to me most willingly. im glad. real glad. if only theres someone who couldve read my mind, they'd be shocked, amazed at the sight at the information they obtained without my permission.

disbelief, a word that has appeared in my vocabulary like a virus multiplying against time. disbelief of many things.....but in the end i accepted it as facts and reality that have been thrown to me in my face.im living for a reason, and that is one of them to accept watever is given, either i rectify or i leave it pulling me down thru the hole smaller that the pores on ur skin to bring me down.

do i appear sick to u? or am i just too honest with wat i feel? i believe some of us have similar tots like mine. im not sick, its just occassional hatred engulfing me...