the year3s wanted to take fotos with the accelerated....well, why not...:)
was last day at ED.....okla, fun la...now ive got 3months of ward to survive before im a full pledged staff nurse....ouh have to pass the 3 exams as well...LoL....okla need to sleep....anyways thnks janice, kenny, the wees for the supper + drinks...and the wii was definitely fun....gonna get one plus a big screen next year.....woots....
bye ED
CPR
learn cpr....it can save ur loved ones....
today at the A&E, 2 elderly died bcos their heart collapse and they could have been saved if the family knew cpr...the intervention was only done when the paramedics arrived by then, the patients has already collapse for a period of time which means reviving the patient back could be a problem as circulation has already stopped and probably the patient is already brain dead. IF the family knew cpr, perhaps the 2 men would've been alive....
we did what we could, i give the two cardiac compressions as my colleagues ventilate them and the doctor inject them with adrenalin, in hopes of reviving them....shocks were given but nothing could been done...help came late, if the family knew cpr, they could stand a better chance....
please go learn cpr......
i dont want no -isms
dog-eat-dog.....isms
old skool....
yeah lets make one thing clear, i dont want no isms, ill be start my clinical placements tommorow onwards....pls...no isms, grade me fairly.....im capable, i know.
HOL-GUH
i wanna sell my silver-top holga, never been used....i bought two but finally decided to use the all-black one...60bucks for a brand new silver top holga is brand new.
Hardcore at heart?
i went to give ratnor support for his band...but at the same time, just catching up on the local music scene.....LCHC for today....
was bored to death for a couple of bands...but some bands like stampede and ratnor's recover, really bring back old memories.....i love hardcore music back then....but i didnt know matnor was actually stampede's drummer....anyhoos....stampede played a cover from one of my favourite bands.....Snapcase..caboose.....woots...i was screaming my lungs out...the lyrics though faded a little, bulk of it still etched in my memory... they are awesome.......and recover(ratnor's band) was awesome too....
was a great day despite getting wet along the way and the delays.....and the boring bands, it was well worth it....thnks boy for accompanying me thru out...and im glad sazz enjoyed it too...i just hope shots from my LCA turn out well...adios peeps, need to sleep to wake up early tumoro to finish up my essay....
and to some ppl, grow up la....keeping grudges is back in the olden days when ppl still speak dialects and not english...LoL.....
Another great Friday
Lomo ppl, the fun bunch....i certainly had fun today....
laughing, sweating, tiring, etc.....im enjoying life....i have very little restriction or conflicts nowadays as compared to last time, where i really had to choose between one or the other....now i just do what id like to do......the best thing is, its such a great way to unwind especially after mugging for my ICA...was a great feeling to be laughing practically the whole of friday......love you guys, everyone....
i wish to ride the singapore flyer one day....probably on my birthday, in the early morning so i can have the cabin all to myself....$29 per ride on the 29th of december when i will turn 29years old....fucken cool right?...LoL
Baked beans.....
i just had dinner.....baked beans, sausages and bread. nopes im not dead broke and nopes im not on a diet. im just plain lazy to whip up anything cos im mugging for tumoros paper...and times like this makes me miss mom....times like this made me cherish her....and reminds me how i took things that she did for the family for granted.
when i use to live with mom, i say id enjoy most mom's care towards us....she works and she still can whip up delicious meals for us and even when she's too tired to do so, she'd stop by to buy food for us....i barely need to do anything back then, occasionally id help out...boil rice and stuffs...and prepare the ingredients especially when she cook in large amounts like hari raya..... mom is the best....
i was a latch key kid from aged 9 to about 12.....through these years mom never one bit neglected me, through these years, i've never had any hardship except the occasional loneliness...
she's so capable, everything settled, we never had loans, the fridge is always loaded with food and she even had time to bring me out during her off days, i still remembered when she brought me to science center to see the dinosaur exhibition, i still have the polaroid which we took and i was wearing that favourite TMNT tee she bought me, i will scan in that soon......
none of her siblings came to help, none lend a hand, be it financially or physically, i was left to fend for myself as mom was left to bring me up single handedly....
but still society has nothing better to do but talk nonsense which pressured her to remarry......seriously i think she's better off alone than re-marrying....this is what society does....they do things in the interest of the macro perspective, the community, SAVE FACE, NAME...etc..the large family but not the individual, none at the interest of the individual....society is indeed cruel at times...
mom, you're the greatest....all of my frens, cherish your moms for they are indeed superwomen....
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i cant wait till i start work, abled and probably financial stable...if my grams is still alive, id like to take care of him....frankly, i hate my aunties and uncles... some of them...actually most of them....lies, lies, lies.......urrghhh....
i dont know when im abled enough, when i have my own flat....and hopefully can afford a maid so that i can look after my grandfather....give the elders their final years a happy one...
Grass or weeds?
"The grass may be greener on the other side, but happy gardeners are less likely to notice."
~Rowland Miller & Jeffry Simpson, 1990
i dig 4 wheels
i dig skateboarding...and i have to pass todays session due to personal commitments such as my nearing datelines, my sociology+psychology test on thursday and managing my finances. ive been trying to earn extra pocket money from trading....trying to start again what i did before....:)
polaroid dying...
money-minded ppl are snapping up polaroid films in the name of profit, not love...
soon, polaroid films will vanish from the shelves and will be sold at ridiculous prices by individuals....at auctions and their websites...
theres always ppl who wanna make a quick buck off others interests.....if it is sold at a reasonable market price is fine.....but usually the tendency for the price to sky-rocket is inevitable....
money does indeed make the world go round.....
~ a saddened polaroid lover...
Laughing my ass out loud...
i cant believe that im still doing crazy stuffs....LoL.....good friday is 'Shoot Each Other Day'. where every photographer is a model as well, with their own themes...i was thinking superheroes but hey a clown would be cool too, evil clown....u know macam rob zombie's movies....LoL...
well, we'll see how it turns out.....:)
CIV
during my teenage years i am one of those who listened to music not from the mainstream. when i was 14-15 i was influenced with bands like black flag, fugazi, minor threat, the adicts, chaos uk, sex pistols, operation ivy.....then at secondary three i met zulNY(LoL) who introduced me to NYHC and LCHC....i love it as much as the punk bands that azmi intially introduced me to. zul is actually din's(ignite records now known as straights records) elder brother, he introduced me to the LCHC community whom usually hung out at dhoby ghaut(thats where i first time met malis). anyways thats where my musical influences grow...i never sort of hang out with them but i loaned all the cds from zul like 'change of strength', 'youth of today', 'quiksand', 'madball', 'integrity' and many more.....one of my favourites which i end up buying the cds was 'shelter' and 'integrity' both for their powerful vocals and guitar riffs not so much so for the lyrics...
about 'shelter'
shelter's main man was Ray Cappo....aka 'ray of today' from his ex-band 'Youth of Today' he has this powerful not low voice like most ang-mohs have. his voice really stands out when he was with 'shelter'...then somewhere in between he formed CIV which i got hooked too, i would say a post-hardcore kinda music band...more kinder to the ears and general public, catchy tunes and some messages in their songs... and yesterday ive been listening to this fav song of mine over and over again on imeem, i even embedded it on my friendster. its amazing how mp3s can bring back memories...back then i was young...LoL and much fatter but much healthier...LoL
this saturday heratnor will be playing for recover a LCHC band...at substation
contemplating whether to go or not...but i guess i will...anyone wanna tag along
tulang ouh
shiate....wanna take fotos...but fingers all red....id rather not 'contaminate' my LCA or Haiqal'a holga...LoL...
anyway janice, joy, yani and kay invited me to join them for dinner at al-ameen... tulang....woots.....nice....nice....and nice.....bone-marrow of cows....woots...nice having dinner with them, chit-chats, bitch about stuff at skool...i actually enjoy hanging out with them...though at first i dont really like janice because she can be too direct...anyways, nice tulang....and BUTTER CHICKEN....woots....fattening but who cares...once a while ok mah....hehehehe
shiate again, i lost a bid....a camera i wanted....that cosina damn sexy lor....unlike all the cam i had....although i still find my FE2 sexy but i feel the cosina much more sexier....oh wells, too bad....ok gotta finish my assignments...see ya baybeh....
finally i pray to god that all of us will stay healthy and keep the diseases far away from us. and hopefully they will lower down the age limit for singles to buy a flat.. LoL....i want my own home la....no more renting....
a child comforting himself
nope im no longer a child....but being that the roll that came from my FE2 sucks...i gotta comfort myself....at least theres 1 lovely shot! i forgot, totally, the sun was freaking bright and hot and shooting with a large aperture is definitely going to ruin the fotos....so the succesful one the sole one with rich colours came from the last frame when it was about close to 7pm? when the sun was not so bright....
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