the first print outs


it costs alot more than if i were to print with hairul but too bad his company caught fire, no joke man.....so well, sometimes u gotta do it all yourself....well here's the tail...im going to print the shrouds next...hope it turns out fine.....wasnt really satisfied with the tail...but hey, its my first attempt, i will get better at it...

I wanna work for the secret service

The number 29 approaching soon...sigh, getting old....boohooo...
It's not that I do not want to be old, it's just that when you get older, it also meant you have less time to accomplish and do things you'd wanna do. And yes, life expectancy is increasing cos of healthcare and all but that does not mean a perfect health. I need to build up my savings and sign up with health insurance for the future cos I know I'd need a total knee replacement when I get old. My knees have used and abused over the younger days and even at present.

Speaking of health, with my bigger paycheck, I can afford to indulge myself in health supplements and probably some equipment like knee braces and all to preserve what I have now, my mobility, ability and agility.

Still on the issue of health, I think I will get mom that electronic BP set so that she can monitor her blood pressure and make sure she takes care of her health and monitor herself. I want her to live as long as possible in the pink of health to see her son somewhere....I don't know if I am too ambitious but prolly till she's able to see her son with a degree holding a clinician or NM position, InsyahAllah. But I just can't hope, I need to work hard for it and currently, I can say I am slacking but I will try my best. Capricorns, what dya expect? They'd climb to great heights and when/if they get there, they make sure they don't come down....LoL

Gotta go, on AM shift and still contemplating whether to join Ain,Khairul,Ross and their friends for iftar. Frankly, I'm not really excited cos if I was/am, I wouldn't have to consider, I'd just go. So now, I get the picture, I am losing interest. Bye peeps.

And yes its not about being perfect but its about adaptability, understanding and compromising. One way traffic makes you go round and round when you miss a turn.

help

somehow deep inside of me needs help....just a little part of me and frankly i dunno who to turn to.

i guess its pretty harmless but it'd be great if i find a perfect someone to talk to, that's all and it is sure hard to come across one....booohoo....some of my superiors are right, they can see thru me...i'm someone who likes to bottle up at times. hey nurses are human too....

You by Bad Religion

"You"

There's a place where everyone can be happy.
It's the most beautiful place in the whole fucking world.
It's made of candy canes and planes and bright red choo-choo trains,
And the meanest little boys and the most innocent little girls,
And you know I wish that I could got there.
It's a road that I have not found.
And I wish you the best of luck, dear.
Drop a card or letter to my side of town.
Because there's no time for fussing and fighting my friend,
But baby I'm amazed at the hate that you can send and
You... painted my entire world.
But I... don't have the turpentine to clean what you have soiled.
And I won't forget it.
There's a place where everyone can be right,
Even though you remain determined to be opposed.
Admittance requires no qualifications:
It's where everyone has been and where everybody goes.
So please try not to be impatient,
For we all hate standing in line.
And when the farm is good and bought, you'll be there without a thought,
And eternity, my friend, is a long fucking time.
Because there's no time for fussing and fighting my friend,
But baby I'm amazed at the hate that you can send and
You... painted my entire world.
But I... don't have the turpentine to clean what you have soiled.
And I won't forget it.

last day, new findings

Today was the last day of the 4 days long orientation/induction program. Half the time I got bored and sleepy. LoL.

Today I discovered where our staff gym was, Sahidah showed me and boy I can picture myself being there more cos its free and I can always go there after AM shift, I can already picture seeing 65-70 on the weighing scale...woots....must set goal, must not procrastinate....LoL

Someone posted a comment on my previous entry, quote: "Lomotion misses you..." LoL... I miss shooting too....but just not yet...probably after Ramadhan I'll go trigger happy once again....to whomever who misses me, you're missed too...:)...

Anyways like I said the 4days program was a little boring but I kept hearing repeated comments that male-nurses have brighter future...I hope it is true, I'm hoping for that sponsorship for advance dip specializing in psychiatric nursing and after that a degree. I'm aiming for that Nurse-Clinician position at least, I give myself 3-5years. :)

I have set a date, when to start my driving lessons....after 1st week of Ramadhan, I just hope I won't postpone it further due to busy probational assignments at work, my freelance job, my band, my hobbies and my social life....sigh....I'm really an occupied person nowadays. Ouh I can't take anyone of them out cos it's interrelated whereby leaving out one will affect the other....:) I just need excellent time management, which meant less surfing/youtube/teevee.....:) adios peeps...

ska without horns

ska without horns isnt complete....a switch is good, think bad religion, nofx, screeching weasle and everything ol' school alike.

1st day of success....

Sick BMW G650





Will this beast be between my legs one day? hahaha....

Ouh happy fasting fellow muslims....lets welcome ramadhan everyone...:)

A day when everything went wrong

#1 almost late for dentist when the sweeper uncle decide to use the lift to unload alot of stuffs.

#2 the charge for the dental was a little unexpected but hey its worth it but kinda over budget for this month.

#3 forgot the melody me and bird came up with last week

#4 flu-ish

#5 rained so i had to postpone meet up with ain at 6pm

#6 didn't book gv cos i forgot the password and i got an sms saying yati-remi just delivered.

#7 arrived at orchard, drizzle a little, and wheelock doesn't allow unauthorized bikes to park anymore or risk clamping.

#8 was supposed to go KKH with the guys but they smsed a tad too last minute and we were having dinner. so in the end we forgo it cos of visiting hours and all.

#9 so left with nothing to do, guys decided to split and me and ain went hunting for seats to "4bia". no luck, ended up at coffee bean, coffee and chat before she headed home.

#10 went to collect my bike only to discover the gantry screwed up and i couldnt exit, stucked for like bloody 45minutes and the hotline wasn't one bit helpful and not one bloody wilson-parking staff(who apparently was skiving) came to my rescue, they should sack the bugger....i ended up exiting by following another bike and risking my head getting hit by the barrier. but i made it.

#11 bloody stupid drivers along the way who either doesn't know to use the signals or have pig trotters as hands(that should explain the difficulty to flick the signal switched).

im glad the mishaps stop there, i forgo jam session cos of the parking incident was the final straw...warning do not park at wilson parking, the staff won't attend to u if u cant exit or anything liddat....i paid for fucked up service.

Suddenly

Suddenly I felt like listening to....

angel - shaggy

Anyways, I think certain parts of me have grown up....and when I think of what I have done and not done before the age of say 25.....alot of 'could have done' came to mind but hey, no regrets....I'm aiming for that advance dip now, that's all. Get into the good books of my superiors, outstanding performances and in no time I am very sure I'd be there.....

6 more years to my own apartment. I am not so psyched bout marriage, I just don't know why...probably the hassles of getting there is too much for me. Must I go thru all the 'customs' that we created? Customs or culture is not religion, so why follow them more strictly? I have no idea....

Anyways, ForceVomit rock my socks with 'KidsWhoWTF' and 'Siti' and other numbers that I didn't catch the title. Anyways thanks Aisha, else I guess I wouldn't have went. LoL

Dental appointment at 850....oh my gosh its been eons since I went and my sets not in good shape...somehow at this age, theres still fear with dentists, although i'm already in the health profession. LoL.

Sorry Hisham, couldn't make it yest...was tired after baybeats and all...cheers, bro. May you and all of us prosper....:) yes I'd want that Beemer too....a little too big a dream does no harm, not dreaming at all is harmful.

The start


The start of the racing gears.....wanted to get Oakley initially but they cost like $115 bucks...and this month i only got like 2/3 or my pay. So I thought I'd go for cheaper one...so I ended up this sleek MFizz at $40(after bargaining from $45). The Alpinestar that I browsed was fucken awesome but they cost $160. Bonus I'm going to get those Rjays race suit and boots, plus Shoei Hornet DS or Arai TX Motard....:)

Alhamdullilah

Yeah I'm glad many ppl are willing to help me and all. Even my nursing officer who helped me look for a room/flat nearer to work. So he found out that NC.Fatimah the Diabetes Clinician had a room as her eldest daughter was already married and not staying with the family. She can tell that I have problems and she told me that she can tell that I'm the sort that rather kept everything to myself. She even said that, she can treat me as their own son, her elder son is in NS, there's only her youngest son. I'm touched but then again, sympathy gets me a little uncomfortable. I don't know if its ego cos I'm not the egoistic sort. But somehow I prefer to be surviving on my own, even now I feel like buying my own flat but legislation won't allow me to do so and somehow I feel obligated to stay here as Bird's mom already trusted me and all...

Life somehow always comes u to situation where you are stuck in a dilemma and needed you to make tough choices. Like frens over prospects, dates over frens, work over freelance & part-time job, cameras over supermoto, the band and many more.....being occupied with so many things aint easy....I need proper planning....I just hope I won't get burned out cos I love all the things I am doing currently and I want to excel in all of them....can't help it la...capricorns have the tendency to be ambitious....they'd climb to great heights....LoL....

Ok gotta solat fajr and get ready for work....adios peeps, wish me luck with life. :)

Ryan Iskandar


my latest pal, ryan iskandar.....congrats shahreil n yati!

minds...

I had a splendid weekend although a couple of not so good stuffs happening on saturday. I dunno if I was caught on the speed camera.....and someone stole my cashcard.

Apart from that I had a splendid time with Ain....we watched 'Pathology', good show, not fantastic but good. I enjoyed my time with Ain & I guess I am adapting to her, we do have certain similarities after all. I guess I am giving it a go, a try at it, who knows right? I think I am going to ask her out again this weekend. :)

Rashid got engaged today...in May next year, he's tying the knot. Congrats pal...

Yati gave birth to a handsome young man, Ryan Iskandar....I held him in my arms, I wish I will have my own in the near future. Congrats Yati and Shahreil.....:)

Ended the day at the coffee shop with Lin, Mankey, Halem, Pen & Adzwan....

I love my friends and I'm sorry Shah and the rest of the supermoto guys cos I have to forgo Saturday's meet up at Ben n Jerry's. Maybe next time yeah?....:)

Rent

Looking to rent room near sengkang area.....pals if you know of anyone renting out pls inform me. Sengkang/Ang Mo Kio/Hougang would be fine....cheerios.....

thursday

Ok it's horoscopes are meant as entertainment and accuracy are purely coincidental, I read not because I believe but hey here it goes, the one at facebook says:
'Capricorn: Do your best to be responsive to others without actually being responsible for them. Your charm and self-confidence will attract members of the opposite sex today. If you are not currently in a relationship, now is a great time to start one. You deserve the best, so don't settle for anything less.'

Good night peeps, enjoy your week....

wats next?

Firstly, pay increment within a week at sixth avenue...then came the salary offer that exceeded marginally with my expectation....now another opportunity to make some extra cash. Alhamdullilah, although I can say, I'm not a perfect or good muslim but thank God, I know HE is helping me. Could my dream of owning my own flat be realised sooner than I imagine? What next? Well, I wanna work hard for my degree cos while waiting for that promotion and a chance at advance diploma in 2 years, I'll have all the opportunity to find out more about the degree and a chance of adding 400bucks more to my paycheck monthly....the thing is WHO. I know I'll meet the WHO, whom will guide and give me information....... I just know....

Today I met my other officer, my NM(nurse manager). He's a little intimidating but being thru all kinds of stuff, I was fine conversing with him. One thing I am glad with working at 72 is the staffs are all male, theres VERY LITTLE politics compared to the general wards where females made the majority, I am not being sexist here but its just my experience, thats all.

My preceptor wasn't as bad as I assume he'd be(because of his reaction on day 1). He's fine after all, although there's some negativity, just some....but hey, I can work with him. You see, being a newbie in anywhere is all about adapting, I'm talking bout anywhere, not only your workplace, your new circle of friends. But that doesn't mean you let them step on you. You adapt but you show as well, you're not just another nail on that wooden block waiting to be hit on. You are alive.

Tomorrow as always I am going to discover stuffs on my own cos' as usual I don't enjoy the ridicule, criticisms and negativity I get. I always go discover things with an open mind, analyse and then all the negativity can come in if theres justification to do so. Else, even if I reject, I let it be.

I'm missing Sherry, she's a fun pal to hang out with but I guess she's busy with her new job. :)

Saturday, first jamming session after donkey years, meet up with the supermoto boys and probably meeting Ain.....jammed packed weekend.....Sunday, pay Bird's mom a visit and Rashid's engagement......woots I'm occupied....

I can't wait for payday, wanna bring out mom for makan....any suggestions?

thick

gosh, the coat of paint on my handguards were too thick....i guess i going to sand it and spray all over again this weekend....looks like a good past-time...LoL anyways i lost that tiny allen key again darn...

had an evening of charades with the cool bbss ppl....:)....

an im going to have a project ska band with bird....he wants me as the vocals....hahaha can make it ker?....hahaha, we're going to play all originals....and i gonna write the lyrics...cool stuff right? pray for us that you'd see these ol'birds rocking the scene.....LoL...

gnite peeps

DAV

Yes that was the ward I am posted to, ward7A&B also known as DAV-ward, short for Disturbed-Aggressive-Violent, the notorious of the unsound, the ghetto of the mental institution. It's not that bad....one good thing is 3/4 of my colleagues are great and 3/4 of my patients are pretty harmless but its too early to say...cos first day and theres already 3 incidents of slapping! LoL.... Gotta hit the sheets....adios...tumoro 8-4pm again...for 2 weeks I'll enjoy Sundays off... but for the month of August I guess I'll loose out on the shift allowance....daym........

Roland my colleague told me to expect promotion in 2years to the next grade and being send to advance diploma if I do ok.....wooots!.....Ill be a RMN in around 3years then if everything go smoothly....ouh RMN is Registered-Mental-Nurse.....kelakar kalau cakap cepat2...bleh jadi Registered Mentelness....LoL

SN2

Today I signed the letter of appointment, SN2. I was posted to Ward72B of IMH. The salary they offered me was pretty good, infact it's the highest paying job I've ever had. If my calculations for the allowances is correct, it actually exceeded my initial expectations. Somehow the doubt and greed struck me and I do wonder at one point if I am getting paid enough. If my interpretation of what the HR told me is correct, its excluding my shift & hazard allowance which sum up to around $260. If I am correct in the calculations, it actually exceeded my expectations. I ranged mom after I signed, she was happy for me.

Monday I'll start work at IMH as a staff nurse in my off white uniform with blue linings. I still do not know what to expect yet but I'm staying optimistic. Anyways the ward I was posted to is a long stay ward, I just hope theres not too much bed bound patients, else, I need to work out more in order to be fit for the workload and to protect myself from any injuries like back strains and all. Nursing is not such an easy job you know, unless you are posted in some specialist clinic/outpatient or polyclinic. Anyways, I gotta stay in IMH for 3years and I think I will move on to the private sector for a much promising pay if I am not offered to further my studies after bond. If they do offer me for an advance diploma or degree, I'd stay longer in Buangkok Green. :)

Tumoro I still gotta work at 6th Avenue, I don't think I am quiting, I will work there part time, say once or twice a week. The extra income will go either to my savings(for my own flat) or hobby.

I think I'll limit shopping and all till end of the year, next year, I'll save more than the final few months of 2008.

Anger

Ouh I wanna vent my anger....you damn act pious piece of shit......what for if you step in and out of holy mosque when you criticize ppl and fitnah and hurl sarcasms at a fellow muslim? shame on you.....shall I hurl shit at you? Nah....you're already smelly as shit...your heart's full of maggots....so much for tonggang tonggek and kuar masuk masjid....so much for you bragging not missing religious class.....you hurt my mom, you made her hypertension worse.....I hope that you.....Neh......God knows what to do.....

Take off your veil and plastic masks la...go paint ultimate warrior on your face cos your berbual so world, so ultimate......LoL....pious my ass....

give up

The sticker tested my patience, the curved surface of the rear shroud got me furious...LoL...the stickers ended up like shriveled prunes....LoL.....luckily the stickers I designed were for the front shrouds(not curvy, easier to stick on)....

Highlight of the day, I managed to pull a proper stoppie but I dunno how high I got but I know the rear tyre left up quite abit....I've been trying stoppies for weeks and this is the best I got...will challenge myself further when I get handguards....you actually need balls to pull it off...seriously, when fear is there my tyres never leave the ground.........

Today was me and my bike(and adil n his orange tagged along).....I was feeling crazy today and finally I did adjust my suspension.....and that direct muffler is a no-no for me...too loud, too attention seeking(for the boys in white).....mediocre is fine for me...but you should've listened to the pipe with the direct/short muffler.....monstrous....

Tumoro I might consider getting the handguard.....100bucks is fine, although the clamp doesnt clamp properly...we'll see....

I still not happy with my gear 2 wheelies...LoL.....cmmon courage where are you? my fingers always refuse to let go off the clutch....hmmmfffttt...

Slowly....like Ben said, the endo/wheelie guru....LoL

Taaa peeps....kyle xy again for me!

Racer X

Im mad at the adrenalin rush that it brings me....at least it's healthier.....my eyesight, i need to train them.....and reflex....

I've got a motard guru online...LoL.....Din used to race his KTM400 and won a couple of trophies and he's providing me with a little guidance.....there's an 80-90% chance you will be seeing me in future events....LoL....once I get fully equipped and all.......I'm a little late but at least I'm doing it before I settle down....I told many of my frens before that I'd wanna do certain stuffs before I settle down and grow old....and this is one of it.....It doesn't matter if I loose....or finish last, the thing is I got to do it.....:)

Another thing I will just do is, get that class3......Yes I know...it's been years since I said that and I guess my basic theory slip is turning yellow....but I will try to get it before I turn 30 and at my 30th birthday, I wanna get a car for myself.....:).....at 35, a flat of my own....woots...hey 5-6 years isn't a long time away....it's been 2 years already since me and my guarantors signed the bond for my nursing career and almost a year since I've been single, yes time flies and it's time to fill up my savings once again, since it's been dried up during the period of 2years......:).....

Gotta go guys.....visiting mom tumoro....:)

Lessons

Sometimes things work in mysterious ways......

Today, the staffs decided to be childish and never turn up for work dunno for watever reasons and I became the unintended victim. I had to tend the kitchen all on my own...I became like a superman in the kitchen, trying to keep the orders in time and making sure the food turn out right. I'm not the sort when I have to rush things I do a shit job, I take pride in things I do especially things that I like, for example cooking....I can become a perfectionist at times....

Abg. Zul gave a comment that flared me....he was joking then he apologized told me something that I will remember. He told me sometimes we can't be too nice or people will take advantage of you and when you turn a little nasty from a too nice person, they'll say you're extermely nasty or bad....As I hustled around the kitchen...I gave what he said a thought....Theres some truth to it...

Well, I am not the sort that would retaliate at measely tiny little things.....sometimes I played along, sometimes I ignore...I assumed that if I did the same to them, they would be ok with it but when I did....I became the totally nasty bad guy......Thnks Abg.Zul for the thoughtful words...

One of my ex-gf smsed me by mistake, it's kinda sad whats happening to her, I must guess its frustating for her with what has happened...sometimes I regret what I wished for when I was hurt by her, I wished she would face the same thing....I just hope she'd be fine, somehow I think I do still care about her....after all we did spend some time together last year.....

God loves people who wishes well for others.....sometimes I curse others because I was engulfed in anger and venting it out by wishing for something bad does makes me feel better but then again that doesn't change anything...I need to take actions if it involves something injustice but if it cannot be done, I just have to wish things will work out well for the 'victim' and may the wrong-doer turn over a new leaf and change for the better.

I'm at dilemma at work at times...I am at lost, cos I am like in the middle...my boss trust me so much that I got a raise within a week and yet I can only watch as some of the staff do the wrong things. I had to do something, so I told my boss but not mentioning who....he said he knows, and he understands that I am in a difficult position. He is just waiting for that person(s) to be caught red handed. I hope what I did was the right thing to do.

Ok I gotta go....get some sleep, tumoro is another long day.....11th August I'll start working at IMH, I really hope to change lives, to get them better, really...honest from the bottom of my heart.

gnite peeps

weekends....

Ouh well watched mummy on Friday....ok cool show, i still love fiction, fantasy, etc...I was glued to the screen...

Today I went for bikefest 2008, Sorry Ain, I make it up to you soon kay? promise....anyways, bikefest is ubber lame....boring and alot of waiting but theres a chick giving out redbull...hehehe. And Johnattan never showed his true potential as a stunt rider....and the motards that came was the minority...many never come....I regret coming.....but hey....was fun riding with some of the peeps and man....that husky got me drooling....was asking shah wat class2 motard should I get.... seems like he share the view of many, KTM525......sigh....when...when....

I went back early.....then I smsed Pen, 'nasib baik kau tak ikut....lame...' then asked her where she was and if she got plans....she was heading to an internet cafe to hunt for singfest tickets....I told her to drop off the bus so I can fetch her and she could use the net at my place instead since I got no plans and got nothing to do....bought food, tapau.....makan and she started hunting while I watch the tube and laze in the living room......I think I am still most comfortable with Pen amongst all girls, maybe probably thats why we remained frens for quite some time oredi.

So much for my weekend and tumoro I will slog at work for my pocket money for the month of August while Pen and her frens And Ruyani and her frens enjoy Singfest........damn......

Gnite peeps....:) ouh I popped 2 wheelies on a Saturday....LoL

staff nurse siddiq


Officially SN.Siddiq as of today! Woots....

Was registering myself with the Nursing Board at SGH when I received an sms, an old fren, Ruyani, she saw me. She finished work at 5pm, I never brought extra helmet so we met up at Borders....been a long time, we catch up on times, been awhile since we met up. Her fren she supposed to meet up came, so I left as I have a soccer appointment with the guys, speaking of which, I gotta run....see ya guys...

Fully Instant

Thinking of selling my Nikon FE2 to go fully instant. Will use the cash to buy a spanking Yone or Instax55i.....should I? Then probably the rest for a peel off camera......and I would still have left for a cheap compact RF and handguards for my supermoto.

kyle xy

hooked on kyle xy, thnks to aisha....if im not replyin on msn, probably id be watching kyle xy. LoL

wooohooo nervous

I might be starting work sooner than I expect...Yahnee smsed me just now that she'll be collecting her transcripts cos her hospital requested for it to be released and that Yahnee go down to collect it cos it'll be faster than them sending it via mail. I'm giving them a call and hopefully I can collect mine as well so as to quicken the process. And woots, I guess in a week or two I'll be SN Siddiq working at psychiatric ward in IMH. Goodbye lobo-ness and total freedom, hello work-reponsiblities and dreams chasing. Hello working world, hello Staff Nurse Siddiq...woots!

And in no time I'll be saving for my gear and racing at Tuas circuit....woots.....and in no time I'll be snapping on DSLRs and hello hobbies......woots....

now ure talking

Now ure talking? LoL.....wat bout the past years of YOUR 'fun'? LoL. Bull la.....mangkok.

Heheheheh.........quack, quack, QUACK, quack! Irony is like a plague! No, no it's not a plague its an epidemic.

Anyways, anyhus........OK! I will shut my mouth from this instance....hohoho....

Malas......nak panjang2 sampai Loyang avenue pon tak abis.....LoL. Quack, quack, quack, quack.....

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Duduk diam tunggu dulu....LoL....

Haiz.....lincah arh NYP.....nabey.......lincah keje lagi bagus....now its not totally bout the money, its bout time....I got no time to waste. Aiming for an advance.dip hopefully. Ouh contemplating to move to Sengkang/Ang Mo Kio/Hougang area......anyone wants to rent out? LoL.....if not I guess i'll stay put here.

Hmm......my mystery board collecting dust.....wondering should I sell it away to someone who would appreciate it...cos it seems like nobody's going out concrete surfing anymore....ingat dok, ingat....LoL......

I'm still drooling over supras......

I miss my 'bitching' buddy.....never seem to be online nowadays....guess busy or probably overseas. Pendek, mana kau?......LoL

Ouh, a non-malay fren of mine asked what does that video/song all about....tough time trying to explain the '2x5' that we so 'affectionately' use in the malay community. Orang-orang melayu semua mesti paham per....LoL....She finally understood, then after sometime I realised when did I give her my blog??? LoL...ouh wells....nvm....I've got nothing to hide anyways and all entries are frankly typed from the heart, no fakes, no bulls, its what that comes to mind, its not saving myself entries. LoL....ok gotta go do the laundry......

Quack, quack, quack, quack

quack, quack, quack.....geletek, terbegik gua tergelak, terbahak-bahak....

Lalala

Bla bla bla bla....La la la la.....tamplong

Supratuf

SupraTuf Skytop Chad Muska

Time for new sneakers and I think I can afford a pair of a little pricey Supra end of next month. Did I mention my last clinicals results is out and I got a B+, well ok not really satisfied cos I thought I did quite well but anyways, the most important thing is it means that my transcripts will be released soon and so is my nursing license, thus I'll be starting work soon.

SupraTuf Diablo All-black

On second thought I'll go for the all black Supratuf Diablo so that I can wear it to work...LoL. Nothing beats comfy sneakers.....style is just a bonus to it...LoL and who knows if I do still skate, Supratufs are skate-able!

Metal Mulisha 'Disposition' New Era

And I need a new hat....I've been eyeing this MM-New era and I think it looked tricked.

Lemau

too bad that everyones decided to act lemau.....i wanted to go to work initially to cover some who never turned up....but then, i decided not to....ill go bras basah instead. so today, its just me, 'vicious' and probably my cameras.......LoL.....

work life

Ok I know it's a temp p/t job while waiting for my nursing license...but still an off day is precious. Tomorrow is my off day and I don't wanna spend it any-o-how. The lomo peeps are having an outing at Sentosa....I want to go but as I treat an off day as precious, I'd rather be out with my other friends, the Bukit Batok people IF they have plans that is. Even today, the west-supermoto peeps asked me to join them for seesha at Arab St but I chose to be with my pals in Bukit Batok.

Speaking of which, I'm starting to feel that some ppl in the supermoto community are rather childish and immature. I'm in the forum for the love of supermoto and not for other reasons. Slowly I wanna back out from the ppl and I just wanna concentrate on tracks and races and solely supermoto and those who are really serious 'bout it and of course hopefully one day I'll get my own dirtbike as well.....hehehe....

For the lomo community, I only have the smaller group which I love hanging around with, they are more affectionately known as the 'hobbit' group cos they are shorter in height...LoL..They are fun....I love being with them but because tommorow's event will be on a huge scale, I wanna back out cos I can foresee myself not enjoying myself......

Frankly tomorrow on Saturday, I would want to go out with Sherry or Ain cos I'm curious bout this 2 fellows.....and of course the Bukit Batok peeps if they have any plans. Else, I'd just wash my bike and visit mom in the evening....ouh probably have a good run, I need some cardio...LoL

Ok, gonna go you-tubing.......then off too bed....cya ard peeps.....

super

I'm super-excited with what I just found out. I'm all smiles, alhamdullilah....

jumps

I still wanna make that jump....I'm giving myself a target before 30. I wanna do certain stuffs before I get old and febrile. I was kinda overprotected last time, that's why I ballooned in secondary school, I rarely go out and play during my primary school days. Then as I went into poly, most of my old pals like konon2 lah chill.....they even gave up skateboarding at such a ripe age where actually you are at the fittest, I mean your body can take all the knocks and all. So, in poly I ballooned back, and dad refused to let me get a scrambler as my first bike, even the sportsbike that his fren wanted to give away, he turned down....I ended up with a vespa. I do love vespa no doubt bout it but it's meant for mere transportation but I did stretched it's functionality, I race, burn and crashed it...LoL my poly pals would've known it.

So, I guess adrenaline have always been overflowing in me. I can do wonders when it does but too bad for my torn ligament. I still wanna make that jump, theres an 80% chance I'm getting a cheap2 off road bike. Strictly for off road pleasures....LoL. And when I get tired of all that, I'd still wanna get a harley before I retire totally from riding...which is maybe when I'm 60?

Fun aside, my next target to achieve is to get/complete my class3 by end of 2009 which means also before I turn 30. LoL....and probably get a humble car for that occasional drive with mom and my younger siblings or when my dad & my step-mom is in town. And of course for the occasional rainy days cos frankly although my arai-raincoat keeps me dry, I do not like riding in the rain. :)

I am contemplating now, the weather's cooling....I feel like running....hmmm...ok cya guys..

if you think my DR.z is already fast, imagine this aprillia left me behind when the lights turned green....wait....wait....LoL

wishlist/endyearshopping list..






LoL....go ahead laugh....these are stuffs i wanna get in the near future...woots....

dreaming

i guess i mustve been half asleep when i wrote the last entry.....LoL.....in the entry i was as if speaking in fragments.....LoL....ouh wells but i did say what i have to....

Moving...

Im moving maybe...nopes not me....just my blog....apparently there's kaypo ppl around.....and I have already made my friendster profile 'private' for the same reasons, unwanted guests have been viewing my profile DUNNO FOR WAT.....shan't elaborate...cheerios... but for my blog....hmmm maybe later....

Anyways a little occupied nowadays, phew.....not really a little actually...its like back to back...LoL. Prolly today too.....I'm guessing and maybe the days to come...and works starting soon... I mean real work....and SN-Sid real nervous....Ouh yah speaking of which its funny how many ppl end up calling me Sid, like yest when Sherry called..."Sid....." LoL.....

Anyways, stop making up stupid story/tales/etc....it's not working on all people cos not all are as dumb as you are(you know who you are). Maybe next time I should've just ignored the stupid act...LoL but I guess by nature I'm not that sort. So.....stupid, sigh....

Big Effing Kepo!

KAYPO!

Madness

looking at sherry ride.....madness.....i WANT that sxv550 or at least that kinda power on my drz... woots....i made a pact to myself that i'd ride this bike for at least 2years....so within this 2years id see its full potential with hop-ups(RC lingo for modifications).....like the 39mm Keihin FCR, 3x3 airbox mod, CDI, airfilter....etc...etc....if it can attain anywhere near the sxv550....i'll ride for more than 2years....else i'm going for ktm450sm or that sxv550 as price differences isn't much about 4-6k. we'll see....i'm mad...i know but my hobby is better than i don't want to mention who....the cat is out of the bag....

cool crib

a fren in need....sherry's lappie broke down....she rung me up at around 10am, she's lucky that i hadnt start work at 6th avenue....so there i was got my lappie and all, and headed to NTI as usual, im not familiar with that area, got lost but this uncle was kind nuff to show me the way.....

we had trouble with the net connection but somehow she managed to troubleshoot it...hahaha paiseh sia, i myself couldn't do it....so as sherry was typing away, her e-mails, her resumes and all, i spent the time on her couch watching dvds, 2 to be exact. '21' and 'Before last vegas'. both were nice shows that i enjoyed at the comfort of air-con and that red comfy couch....had free lunch as well...yippeee...spicy mc-chiks for us...

so as sherry dolled up herself for her 430pm interview, she was mentioning how quiet i am compared to mankey and all...hehehe yeah....believe it or not, im shy with girls....especially new frens and especially when im all alone....but i didnt find myself shy just now...just that i was engrossed in the dvds...hehe..

sherry asked me to come down again next time for dvds...yipee...got new hang out...and that home theater....i gotta get....LoL...power dah....thnks sherry for being a great host...:)

CPZ

That was what accompanied the names of fellow colleagues in my hp back then...yes, I'm going back to Canadian's to work temporarily and probably on a part-time basis as of Wednesday. I went for an interview at Boon Lay for the production operator but sadly, cpf is involved...I am only looking for a temporary job, probably for this month as NYP pulls into gear 1 at snail speed which means my transcripts cant be ready and let alone my nursing license....Yes staff-nurses need nursing license in order to practice.... so probably I'd have 1 more month of lull period, so I thought why not I work....earn some dough and can indulge in my hobby once again, rather than scrimping and saving for next month's expenses....

Mr.Chua was cheerful over the phone, yes I got a job just like that over the phone, cos apparently I was one of his favorite worker back then, I was promoted to wear that white chef uniform including the stupid hat which I never wore....LoL......6th avenue brings back alot of memories. And I feel honored Mr.Chua accepting me just like that....."....Siddiq, I call you back.." In a couple of minutes, I received an SMS.."Wednesday 5 to close".....:) although the pay will be puny compared to my nursing job but it's just temporary and most importantly, I enjoy working there....cooking mainly, making doughs....tiring...but I enjoyed it....:) I hope I do still, I hope....:) looking forward to Wednesday.

I was drenched just now, I sat at the carpark at boonlay for abt an hour or so, daydreaming... for those real close, knows I love to do that at times...and no it's not empty dreams, it's stuffs I give thoughts to....I am a capricorn.....I plan....alot...

Now what's on my mind is my own home....that's all I want......really...honest....okok, I also want alot more with my hobby, like suits and all....LoL...but thats for leisure, hobby....for the future, I wanna own a flat.....even if I'm not married....:) I wanna have monthly gathering of friends like we did last weekend....:) I wanna have colors I like on the walls of my room.....:)....

I'm tired for now, see ya around peeps....I'm slightly on the happy side now...I think, I wanna ask Ain out again....:)

3rd strike vs Metal Mulisha

even animals understands...

Still haunting...

It's still haunting me...the taught of what you did.....I hope it will haunt you, I really hope but I doubt so, cos you are an ANIMAL. BUT I still hope the guilt will haunt you when you realized what you have done. You are such a pussy, next time pick someone your own size. Pussy, your wive-to-be is so unfortunate to marry a pussy.....pussy.....

How I wish I can make the pencil-disappearing act.........

sexay


i think this 750cc aprillia is sexay.....but ive got really get used to riding motards first before i think i will upgrade to hypermotards, or maybe just a bigger motard in years to come...i think the motard bug has hit me like the vespa bug years ago....it took years to wear off...the vespa about 8years to be exact....so i can at least see myself riding a motard for at least 8? maybe more because of the variety and class of these beasts thats available.....

----------------------------------------------------------------

yest was splendid....my dear fren shahreil organized a durian party and coincidentally it was raimie's birthday, so everyone gathered.....i whipped up some black pepper fried rice, drumlets and cream-corn jelly....im glad they liked it....and the durians...heavenly.....

the gathering did not stop at feasting, we had games and we made the birthday boy do a couple of dares, actually seven which requires him to do several silly things....i had a whale of time, laughing to tears at times. i wish we would have more of such gathers....its much more fun than gathering outside i would say......

my frens they cheer me up alright....and all them haiz, pretty much have a family, some on the way....id want one too someday and i can foresee my boy riding a skateboard or an offroad pitbike...LoL....or maybe shooting slrs....LoL.....anyways, thanks guys....i had lotsa fun yest...

few hundreds


gained few hundred grams...daym....

stress + problems + nothing much to do + snacks + thick coffee = few hundred grams....

justice

Somehow I'm unsatisfied, I know I don't have any evidence, I only heard it from a reliable source and from my grandpa but somehow I feel I got to go forward. I will make an enquiry with the relevant authority to what can be done. Insyahallah, theres something that will rest my mind, if not let God punish him....but I will still need to try, 'usaha'. I'm sorry but I feel I have to fight for the weak. I'm sorry blood ties are no longer in my dictionary...

muhammad

how can someone be as pure as to accept their 'enemies' and even feed them, give them food. how can one be so calm without exhibiting anger, without giving in to anger?...how?

i tried hard but as anger flared between the rest, i tried to stop and calm them down but i ended up screaming at the top of my lungs. trembling, trying to calm myself down, trying not to over-react unnecessarily, i broke down.

as i said, i know what've been done and so for....i understand the final decision but what has been the abuse, the abuser will receive his retribution. its a sin to curse but i cant help it, if you can voice out 'macam mana tak nak pukul kadang2' thats a word for word quote, i can't help but to curse....no wonder the calamity that hits your family. forgive me god, i can't help it but to feel that way, forgive me god if i can't accept anyone of them because i feel betrayed. and perhaps, insyahallah, God will open up my heart again one day....but for now, some of those who were present last night at the meeting are just mere human beings, nothing more. if anyone who reads this and not happy of my thoughts, feelings and all, please do approach me, i know my blog is supposed to be private but i know some ppl have access to it and act as messengers... so be it. this is my journal, you wanna read, you have to accept it, you can't your pasal.

if God is what you claimed you find, if mosque is a place you frequent, you shouldn't have acted in an irrational way like yesterday. you are indeed a disgrace and a big irony to yourself. whats the cause? the actual cause? have you ever taught of it? have you ever considered giving a taught or are you ignoring it? if you have stayed....one of my back up solutions WAS THE CAUSE. i had delivered a subtle reason wat was the cause....those who stayed, if they had brains, they would know what i am trying to say but i doubt so, i doubt. but i hope it got him thinking why i wanted that solution and what IF THAT OLD MAN STILL have his own home.

fullstop, i put this case to rest, id come back when im more capable and dont question my actions when the time comes.

Hypocrites

I KNOW WHAT YOU DID. WATCH OUT! BEFORE WHAT YOU DID HAPPEN TO YOU! RETRIBUTION......BELIEVE EVEN IF YOU DON'T. MIGHT NOT BE FROM THE PERSON YOU INFLICTED UPON, MIGHT NOT BE FROM ME, MIGHT BE FROM ANYONE. GOD IS GREAT. SAY YOUR PRAYERS ASSWIPE.

irony

Irony is in, is the new culture that the middle aged and above adapts to...nothing really is what you see, nothing is really on the surface. The real deal is beneath the layers and layers of latex fake masks. They paint such a beautiful calm caricature of themselves to deceive the masses, that witholds the ugly true self, the reality, the demon, the mutha-effing deal.

2 fingers in the air, I bid farewell to humanity where all that lies beneath it are lies, mere lies, deception, atrocity....This calamity turned apocalypse will rot the humanity that was never really there and a finger to those intended, with a subtle 'fuck you' offered.

Respect is merely a word that came from the dictionary created by humanity. A word to symbolize something that has been nullified by the generation before me, so why should it even exist in mine? Why?

Antagonize me further till I'm at the verge of insanity as the society devours at my defects, flaws and as I try to devour you. Try to look back to the lands long lost and find out what was the cause of this holocaust. YOU, you never learn the things you taught, you are a big effing irony. A big effing disgrace.

Cover your eyes, hide the truth from registering to your mind, blind it with filth, money and 'happiness', ignore the ugliness, suppress your fears using your so called status to oppress the ones that is supposed to respect you by mere culture. but by mere reality you are indifferent or maybe even worst off, similar to the class of maggots, smelly maggots...Hide maggots, hide behind those veils that you portrayed to be pure....

I'm aware of how prude this entry is, it is just a reminder to all, respect is to those who deserves. Age, status, culture does not grant you that automatically...you have to earn respect not claim it.

Enraged, this is no angst, it is not insecure, it came with a purpose and if needed it packs a fistful of punch, though violence are mere actions that does not improve anything but merely suffice the need of the enraged.

God have given mankind, the ability to remain calm, patient and composed. I hope, I wish, I can be just that tomorrow.

This has been the wrath of sanity...feed on it, learn.

this week

this week im only looking forward to batman....friday probably.

salvation army probably with april over the weekend and hopefully my transcripts ready so i can kill 2 birds with one stone....

and the durian party shahreil's organizing...maybe ill ask cik.pah along....then lin can see....LoL and i think, ill contribute by making jellies....thats the least i can do for u peeps....a little broke lah....

i love my frens....i love u all who made my life a little more pleasant since i dunno when... especially the bb peeps...i appreciate u guys alot...stay true, keep the faith....

im trying to push aside negativities.....

aku tak tau

aku tak tau, aku tak tau....

theres buayas amongst my frens....my new frens....and i dont like it.....i think im gonna slowly move away for some of them...most are fine.....only some....sooooo buaya....

and....aku tak tau, aku tak tau....

mixed feelings.....

and aku tak tau, aku tak tau.....

thursday, i think i hate this coming thursday....i think ill run off at 9pm away to meet the fellows at jurong west....i hate what im facing...but i have to be strong...im not 1bit sleepy but id have to sleep....

and aku tak tau, aku tak tau.......
besok...

and aku tak tau, aku tak tau.........

ada orang nak sponsor aku suit, full-face ngan boots tak? aku nak vent my anger at the tracks...

ahhhh fuck la....

Project Md. Dimen.

He's at the mercy of his children.
His fate, happiness lies in the hands of those who came from him, literally.
Although he did not carry you for nine months, although he did not nurture you like a mother.
HE IS YOUR FATHER.

By blood, by DNA, by spiritual, by the will of God, without him you are zilch.

Your wives & your children did not bring you into this world.
It's your parents, your maternal parents, no matter what, they are your parents.

Wake up, take that veil off your eyes, take away all of those that blinded you.
Do you believe in retribution? Are you prepared for it? Have you put yourself in his shoes?
Maybe not, maybe you had but you're just plain ignorant and probably a fucking wuss.

Are you going to let ignorance control you and make the greatest mistake of your life?
CAN YOU LIVE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE?
CAN YOU LIVE A LIFE FULL OF HAPPINESS(THAT IS FILLED WITH LIE?)
DON'T YOU HAVE ANY CONSCIENCE? OR ARE YOU PREPARED TO LIVE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH GUILT?

Bow down a thousand times, pray a million more but do you think you can live with that guilt at the back of the head?
But who knows, the worlds changed, the values collided, everythings gone.
And so is respect from me to you guys.

I'm not asking for opinions, I'm letting out what's in my mind and if you have a huge problem with that, theres a tiny 'x' at the corner of the screen where everything will disappear with a click from the fingers, the strength that God gave it to you thru your parents that brought you to this world.

Sorry, I apologize because I realize I might sound rude to you but all of it have gone down the drain including RESPECT that you elders taught us so much about but you guys failed to be examples for me. RESPECT IS NOT MERELY KISSING THE BACK OF THE HANDS, IS NOT MERE ASKING HOW DO YOU DO? RESPECT IS ALSO SAYING THANKS AND GIVING BACK TO THE ONES THAT BROUGHT YOU TO THE WORLD. RESPONSIBILITY.

As a son, I know, I have not fulfilled my duty as well but I pray to God, when I am abled I will not follow the disgraceful footsteps of my elders. I pray to God, I'd give the best even if I can't do it all by myself, I'd get the best not some dumping ground. Mom say your prayers to God as this son of yours tear in hope that God will open up their hearts, their ignorance and may God give me strength this Thursday. I know I am not pious, I can't even complete the 5times a day, I sinned in many ways but at least I have a HEART. Alhamdullilah....

Tears brings nothing without action, Insyahallah, by the will of God, my many ideas that came from HIM too will help the future aged which includes me and you! The world is coming to an end, it is true and I believe so, maybe not in my lifetime but it is....

If the worst does happen, I pray.....for what, I shall not mention here...

fuck you

im going to say 'fuck you' to the masses in a subtle way thru a media......and shahreil will be the 'fabricator' to make it happen. and hopefully it gets aired, if it does happen, so my 'fuck you' will reach the masses.....fuck y'all self-centered ass wipes.

My dear elders

my dear elders, if you're not afraid of god and retribution, perhaps you'll be afraid of the law. family? my ass arh....

respect

how can i respect someone who's willing to dump his own father in a lurch in nursing home in JB? I can't sorry....and those who ditch their responsibilities as well, sorry, I can't. looks like i'll save a lot of petrol this coming shawal. alhamdullilah.

sherryfah

LoL.....talked to this supermoto girl....lepak dok....another non malay, malay-speaking girl....lepak....bobal tak pelat....

anyways, suppose to run today...but rained.....supposed to fix my signals today but lazy....supposed to go servicing with inin and elvan....have to go...LoL...ok gotta get ready... see u guys in a jiffy....will take foto of vicious after i assembled the CARBON signals...LoL

fun times

ouh gosh im sure to miss all this fun times.....at least la, at least i know the bb ppl will stay around for long time....cos even married with kids(some) still can come down for soccer and all...never forget their old time pals...

today, had a whale of time... met the lomotion ppl, ratnor and the rest to discuss on our upcoming 'project' take mugshots of members then will be exhibited at probably red-dot-museum....using instant cameras....expensive project but we're hoping to get sponsored or discounts....hopefully lah....but i bet itll be fun....after eating my super-pedas mee goreng at funan food court(comfy food court with cushioned seats...) we head to sungei road to hunt for cameras...i took the opportunity to buy bike stuffs at ahboy...idill got this working polaroid at $12 if im not wrong....then we head to tcc@nafa to discuss further and just lepak....idill generous as usual treat us to drinks and cakes....the cakes...superb, fattening, rich but who cares...LoL, i eat more so tumoro replace by running larh...LoL...anyway the tcc@nafa is a place to chill with bean-bags and all...power la...comfy....best...hehehe. will hang out there one of these days again.

after we part, i went off to meet another group of frens, the bb-ppl...as usual, full of laughters, jokes and all. i think they are the funnest ppl around. ouh and i cant wait for adil's orange...i bet it rocks...i think im gonna get a second hand cheap2 one too, for off-road riding, id love to try jumping off those dirt jumps. hehehe... but meanwhile ill concentrate on my supermotard. get a suit when bonus comes, i bet itll be fun...woots..anyways some late photos from yest...
SOME of the bikes.
some of the west side ppl...

and todays polaroids....
the wonderful bbppl.
the delicious cakes...

ratnor(the project manager) & idill the generous fellow....

the serious looking mi-boy(whos going to repair my instax), nadim and nick...


it was a fun filled day......u guys are lovely....:)

supermoto familia


supermoto.sg familia! try imagining 70 over supermotos of all kinds, drzs, aprillias, husky, ktms, wrs, xrs....etc...ouh guess what i saw the ducati hypermotard....and guess how much it cost? 35k sia.....hahaha that bald ang moh so much money to waste, 35k can get me a weekend car.....LoL

shy bug

i met aisha to pass her the fisheye she bought from me.....but somehow the shy bug hits me, although i guess she was the closest(girl) ive ever BEEN with.

ok then i went to meet the supermotosg guys....many late, so this ahbeng was the first to arrive...nice fellow....hes not those kental ahbeng arh...hes more of those stylo ahbeng, dressing macam us, berms, tees...ala-mohawk hairdo...nice talking to him....and he is selling his yoshimura.....damn....if only i had spare 1.3k in my pocket....the rest of the supermoto guys came...then i was at lost cos being new in this, i dunno their lingo and what shit parts they talking bout....of course i know the basics like carburettors, jettings and all....but when it comes to the rest im at lost....so there am i becoming a listener to their conversations. their bikes were less cosmetics but more 'steroids' pumped into them like the 'powerbomb' header, aftermarket exhausts, fcrs many more 'steroid' pumping....that wouldve probably be the reason this drzs are like monsters at superspeed...for me, my next hop-up would be that disc-brake, more braking power is needed in powerful bikes....and plus, i can learn stoppies with a better brake....LoL....

so i had to leave at 1030pm cos got movie date with the guys.....i asked ain to tag along....but i was so kental as the 'malu' bug hits me again....limited conversation with her...anyways hellboy was nice, i feel better than the first one although i dont like the humor they inject in....doesnt really fit in although its funny...anyways i asked ain to join us for batman next week....heee....

ok gotta go shower and all....seee ya ard guys...tonight the supermotos roaming again. LoL

supermoto madness

polaroids


ratnor passed me this vid.....fun eh shooting polaroids...
well not so fun in singapore cos the fuckers decided to shoot up the prices of the films.....LoL.....im left with 2 packs...anyone kind nuff to donate.....to add on to my fotos....

push the tempo

clarification

just some clarification.....im living my life the way i want, im not living a lie. i do the things i did bcos i like doing it, im not living a lie, im not trying to portray what im not... sorry dudes if u guys got the wrong impression... if reading my blog and all give u guys the wrong impression, please by all means, stop reading it....my blog is my fren where and when i feel like saying something there and then and its always around unless the internet connection is down....

i did what i did bcos i liked it, wasnt force into it.....all of them.....i choose. even to the 'living alone' part.....i can opt to suffer and still live as a freeloader, i could just turn deaf ears to the insults but i choose to be more comfortable living on my own....all that i did i choose and because i like it, im not trying to portray anything or paint a beautiful picture for everyone else to see, i did what i like, what i feel like, what i wanna do......

metal mulisha


racing at 8years old? dad...why u didnt get me one when i was 8?

hamster

ducati hypermotard in sexy black.
my drz400sm, vicious is like my late hamster vicious compared to this MONSTER!


the ducati-hypermotard......a supermoto injected with steroids and whatnots....

the monsters ride out

at prata-planet.

boon lay shell.

yest was my first meet up with the west-counterparts of the supermoto community. initially it was meant to be chill-kacang kopi session only but someone suggested a ride out...so there we were 6drzs(some left as they have to work the next day) roaming till the wee hours of wednesday morning(witnessed live wheelies, stopies, backing it ins..etc..) before we sat down at al-ameen for our final kopi before everyone head back home....:) nice meeting u guys and thanks for sharing tips, lots more to learn bout the 'suzi'....and yes im psyched for track if i have spare cash.....:)

FCR anyone


this next? i dunno....am i that hungry for more from my 'suzi'? maybe when i tried track finally.....its not healthy to let my 'mad-self' free on the road...i will only release at the track....and i will make a point to get meself a suit and all....but prolly id chicken out the last minute....i dunno ill see the rest on the tracks at the next track day myself....then ill leave to gut-feeling to decide...in or 'suzi' aka 'vicious' will be like my other bikes in my lifetime, merely cosmetics, mid-performance and nothing burly and stout.....:)

hallucination or real?

having frens that can 'see' sometimes can be a little scary.....think bout this, you're enjoying the laughters and all when at the end of the day, they say they saw it....

yest i had my fair share but i did not know whether its real or mere imagination or hallucination.....it might be auditory hallucination. our mind can hallucinate when its tired or not in its actual state for example when you are intoxicated. but yest, seemed real.....simple one word and i had hard time ignoring it....but i did manage to sleep. "SID!" thats all....imagine someone calling u in the middle of the night....well it could be one of the rascals at the void deck having the same name but i swear it was nearby and it sounded like one of my fren's voice......i dunno who but the voice sounded familiar......i just went back to sleep ignoring the calls.....

i remembered when my granny said, some of these things love to impersonate and when you know it cant be that person and its not real, ignore....i did....and thank god...alhamdullilah....so maybe you guys can do the same too....next time...:)

spiderman

popopola

polaroid love.....at the i <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBGHgJgmnZdtt4KxOWhwc5sakj4B9NB07hif6265dDnTvWSh1C3lMl5ggvzHY-3TR5R1GJO6arlM-rpAFRpvcf8hPx51i0E5TxYMZMxBEdZk_tjF5ayBCstpzLJfqjtUCKHSgCxw/s1600-h/DSC00037.JPG">



and here is why i love polaroids....the classic touch in the photos.....


ktm fender

diy rocks.....i bought the ktm fender yest.......auntie says " tak boleh 'gam' lah....lu beli acerbis punya larh.....campur pasang 70!".......i asked, "ktm punye brape?". "$55 lu pasang sendiri arh...".

so i bought, and being the 'degil' me.....i diy made additional holes with my screwdriver and wala... its on.....and its smackeroooooo.......

sold my LCA not my fisheye, apparently there were 2 little cracks didnt i notice....ouh wells...

ouh april is back! but shes got school oredi tumoro....ouh wells.....

today, i hope it rocks.....reddotmuseum polaroid exhibits, then chill out, then to the national museum to watch movies......:).....ooooh time flies...its oredi like a week of bumming at home... LoL

Ktm450



sick ride......lucky not road legal....if not i bet ya'll see this otr in 2 or 3years....LoL

Misfits-Jazz Hood #4.1


#4.1 without the skeletal hands...:)

Misfits-Jazz Hood #4


as requested by the misfits-fan....now i only need to measure and enhance to scale, then once the decal printing company is free....itll be on the way...

Misfits-Jazz Hood #3

back


something to cover the scratched back? waddya think?

Side door



wats going to be on the right door of the misfit fan's jazz.too simple? hmmm...

misfit project



misfit project....i dont think it look nice...but hey my first try at doing hoods. two variations, black background and carbon fibre-ripped off look. i was thinking of trying putting in real flames look....

Misfits Project

I call it 'The Misfit Project'. Leo wanted me to do decals for his car.....today i kick off the project, searching for graphics of misfits to put together making a decal for his car. woots, im excited, itll be fun.....

the finalize decal!


woots....sent the file out for printing...the company's busy printing ndp banners, so i guess itd take sometime before u see a venom-drz on the road.

bulleted 6

hey jude,...

1)LoL....im hooked on the beatles.....old is in.

2)im 'patiently' waiting for my graphics to print out.....and i cant wait......VENOM! wooohoooo!!!

3)i want a tokidoki cap....

4)im not in the pink of health

5)im playing soccer tonight

6)im feeling edgy and restless, too much caffeine

latest tail assembly


found out that the tail2 wasnt suited for drz models.....so heres another modification done from tail2....and its already in the process of printing.....

disposable heroes

disposable heroes can be:
1.your fictional action superheroes
2.the doctor/surgeon u saw
3.the syringe that was used to give u jabs/vaccinations
4.the disposable undies/pads
5.tissue paper
6.toilet paper
7.wet tissues for those who dont like it dry but no taps available
8.napkins
9.straws
10.shaving cream
11.disposable utensils especially those chopsticks.
12.rubber bands
13.chewing gums
14.matchsticks
15.cotton buds
16.shaving cream
17.tooth paste
18.WATER
19.FOOD
20.parents(its a growing trend amongst singaporeans with what i see at hospitals, abandoned but definitely not mine)
21.Gfs/Bfs
22.Friends
23.Teachers/Educators
24.NURSES
25.tyres
26.brake pads
27.FILMS
28.CAMERAS
29.shoes/slippers
30.contact lenses
31.tears
32.blood/sweat
33.condoms

actually anything could be a disposable hero if u dont cherish it.....i was just bored....definitions varies with individuals....have fun thinking of urs...

venom tail 2

tail assembly design 2. hmm which should i go for...

venom tail


venom tail assembly...next the fork covers and numberings and im done......then measurements so that the decals will fit nicely...this project is tougher than i expected....sheesh....

venom graphics

i couldnt sleep when i tried to....so i worked on graphics for my bike....

the graphics>>>

and how it would look like on a drz...>>>
more fine tunings on measurements...add in more 'sponsors' and numbers and wala itll be ready for printing...woots....

hunted mod

already did the mod with the ignition on the sides....but sadly i chipped off a small part of the paint of my tank as i accidentally slipped a tool onto the tank....luckily its only a small chip....

other than that, im pretty satisfied with my handy work....now im only figuring out where to hide that IU unit......spoils the image of 'vicious' with it around....hohoho...anyways, im thinking carbon for my tank....what dyall think?