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ok before i start off my thoughts, i love nursing and i think im destined for it. i serve a purpose and i hope i will clear this 2 year course with ease.

ok as a child, i had dreams, let me stress DREAMS, some of them were rather unrealistic for example a race-car racer back then what i knew as racing was only those f1s or rallies. IF i were so freakin rich or sponsored definitely id love to do that and i still hope one day id just have a day at the race track competing for fun maybe on a motard or my gilera.....we'll see but definitely its for fun only. i love drawing too, since young, scribbles and all but i was lazy at secondary school, so i didnt get into the arts stream at sec 3, so there goes my dreams......IF given a choice i would still pursue my interest but i know very well i have a purpose, reponsibilities and such, thus, that will only come later in life.....probably as a past time.....

i hate ppl asking me again and again like just now, why i switched to nursing.....ok in case anyone out there didnt know, there's several core reasons.....and they are, stability, assurance of a brighter a future, a much more comfortable life in the golden years, the chance to migrate if i chose to, the chance to teach if i still have the passion to teach later on...that's why. nursing provides broad and many channels for me. its a fine and decent choice i made. secondary to all that, i guess im fated and of cause, my nature....i guess it just suited me well.......i will never turn back or regret....its the best choice ive ever made in my life. the hardships, the rough and hardwork that the job demands is nothing new to me, ive faced worse, i was a labourer for several times at production factories, i think i can manage. and being bonded with imh is another blessing cos they say its a little bit more relaxed down there...hopefully ar......my only worry is the prcp, the final attachment in the final year whereby u will be assessed stringently by perceptors......the rate of passes is very low....u have to be very competent and good or you'll fail. that is my only worry. i will concentrate this 2 years, ensuring i absorp all the knowledge i require so that i dont fail. i think, if im offered an overseas assignment while im still single, id grab the opportunity....id go.....serious...

im hungry, hungry for knowledge but im tired most of the time at the end of the day, i guess ill make full use of the academic time to absorp as much knowledge as possible, cos thats the best time for it, during attachments you are simply left with little energy to spare.....

everything that has happened in the past has a blessing.....im glad.....gnite peepz...