i hate myself for wat i did

i told nani what i felt and i think she hated me.....i dunno i think its better that i told her than i keep her in the dark but i guess i took the wrong approach and she hated me for what i felt.....i think im selfish.....u ppl out there can hate me too if u want to.

one more thing, i think nani should take control of her life rather than let her mom control her...its not tt im asking her to go against her mother but at least speak up for the sake of her life too......

take care nani, im sorri for what ive said, i do not want to hurt u any further......and i hope u dont shut me out jus like tt, i hope we can still keep in touch. i really am sorri. :(

gnite peepz.