sweat sure feels great....

its almost been 2 weeks of cough since its started....i decided to see the doctor at bb polyclinic....i had to wait ages before my turn.....the doc said i have a throat infection.....more like URTI cos my nose were blocked too.....so she prescribed me a couple of medicine including amoxicillin, an anti-biotic.....babe, it was so strong that suddenly my temperature spiked and i became weak due to the battle of the anti-biotics and the infection......i planned to skate....i was weak but i had to skate...my legs just itched....so i down a couple of paracetamols.....and went skating just for an hour at my favourite spot.....i sweat, alot...and it felt good.....i managed to perfect my ollie....i ollied up clean.....i decided to try my feet at kickflips.....i did...but landed one foot only......its fear....its all in the mind...i know i could land it...but because of fear one foot dropped first to prevent me from falling...i have to eliminate that fear of mine and im sure id land that kickflip.....till next week or perhaps tumoro if im not tired.. its funny, im more passionate in skating than i was before although right now, im more fearful, more heavier and weaker in the legs.......i wasnt this passionate before....i never skated alone before back then....well i did but not like now....geee....

next weeks goal, land a kickflip and id be fucken happy.......later i gotta start on my case study.......its due next week....

ouh and im contemplating.....creative or apple? the creative comes with display.....at 55bucks....but ive always wanted that new shuffle....at 90bucks....uggh....tough decision....

Plan A

im sticking with my life plans.....i think ill stick with the first plan.....i dont think there's any other plan...hurhurhur.....well watever it is....we'll see.........gnite dudes n dudettes......tumoro first day at cdc.......adios....

any 2nd hand knee brace?

hi there, if anyone selling their donjoy sports knee brace or anything alike for left knee tell me aight?.....alright over and out....

life....

at habib, abt 2330hrs, only me, boy and shareil left....we talked about life....about everything under the sun.....about our own lives.....was a lengthy chit-chat till 0200++ hrs......but i love it...brings back all the memories...the hard and tough times... the sweet times, the fun times....all of them back....

remembered those days when im still at poly, those days i work as a cook....those days when i had alot of fun...those days when i went jobless for a period of time....that i had to sell off my toys, helmets, etc just to survive.....ive been thru roller-coaster rides.....many of them.......and soon, i hope, ill be going up only and no more downs......im looking forward to 2008's pay package.....im looking forward to settling down and all........ill be reaching the big 30 in 2years...thats pretty soon.....no morea youngster......

anyways, just now in the afternoon, i skated......i suck...and i realised that i need my ears plugged with music in order to skate and focus.....i cant focus just now.......i only managed to ollie my helmet after many tries........but i didnt give up...i tried and tried again till close to perfection that my knee now hurts.....i think its swelling a little....i enjoyed it though....i broke a little sweat....and it was fun.....nobody there at the multi-storey carpark...just me alone popping my deck.......i just skated cos i missed rolling on wheels.....and popping....

tumoro probably gonna catch zodiac, with shareil but see how la...not confirmed.........kla cya guys around.....

cool shows....

cool shows, movies really provides me an escape from daily life.......it makes me smile, laugh and so on for that 2 or 3 hours of fictional ride......especially like pirates of the carribean and 50 first dates i saw on teevee just now......

i will do just that to the woman i love, if need so to.......love overides everything.....i think im in love with drew barrymore now....
heh......

im gonna scrimp and save this couple of days.....im gonna get that high backrest for caramella this mid june......its a rare item and auntie-tongaik had it ordered........ill be back on my scoot for charity events.....nevermind being alone....not in a clan or anything...im doing it for the passion.......and i will definitely doll up caramella with chromes and make sure she's road worthy before any rides.....

right now, im contemplating whether to go habib or not.....cos im down with a bad cough.......but i do need to get my parking renewed....so well, i think ill go and at the same time, i can get myself lozenges to soothe my throat tomoro at work.....gnite peepz.....i have a dream, i know....and i hope that dream will become a reality.....fin-

no not kids...

its not the kids that tick me off....its the parents....they think they know everything....they think they have a doctor and a nurse to themselves and they think we work for them and only them....its so darn farking irritating, when a parent start spreading rumours to another that this hospital is lousy, the doctors are blurkings and the nurses dont know anything....i feel like punching one of them in the abdomen making him spit out his vocal chords......if u dont even know ur own child's condition dont blabber something u dont know like treatment and stuff....if u are a good parent ud find out whats ur childs condition all about, understand it and then you would know why the necessary treatment plan was carried out.....the childs not in pain or anything...shes fine, shes resting so why make such a big fuss and start blabbering that smelly mouth of urs......its so damn irritating.....and now the whole cubicle is corrupted with his idea of how lousy the hospital is....urrgghhh....

harharhar

a fren of mine said, i like u, ure laid back and everything......i said simply, we are friends...so sorry....

i didnt said this to her but 1 thing i hate about girls is, if they smoke.....such a turn off, sorry....tattoos? kinda cool but another big no-no......heh....

riders of the storm...

im the sole rider of the storm......been thru many....and survived...nothing new to me.....stab me somemore, spike my drink, poison my food.......experienced all that before though not literally....so much for camaraderie.....

in this dog eat dog world...u just have to be careful....on high alert like when ure in the army getting ready to charge......a knife is always pointed at you, directly but not from the front......becareful my fren before gettin ur own medicine aight?......

anyways, love this song.....all cos of need for speed....theres a need for speed carbon contest but its for fathers' day special....., meaning father n son form a team....and a PS3 is up for grabs.....damn...if only me and my bro can participate, i guess we are real close to the top prize.....im at blacklist3 and he 8 in most wanted......ugghh...damn....anyway ill save up for that ps3....or perhaps next year yeah?.......

its been a hot humid weekend...i sweat like i never sweat before, i have 3-4 showers a day, instead of my usual 2......god when im finally stable id get that ac.......got the bag yest, im a proud owner of a crumpler....a fren is leaving sg.....and so i bought over the unused bag....great deal although slight staining on the back which i assume came from denim rubbing on it.....well still its a great deal, cos i love bags with loads of compartments in them...i can stash loads of things in them.....like my mp3, my books, my laptop, my camera, my hp........coolness...except its yet to be tested whether it is water resistant or not.....heh....

theres more and more ppl riding harleys....theres already 2 in my neighbourhood...im so drooly, yet im resisting the temptation to get into a loan.....to get a harley....i think i shall wait......gnite peeps....gonna iron my uniforms.....

A for Apple....

I got an A....my exam results were out just now......I got an A for Pharmacology, B+ for Clinical Skills, B for Biological Science, C+ for Behavioural Science, C for Nursing Science.

i was relieved....and god that med surg paper was tough thats why i got a C....but anyways im happy with my results but im not satisfied cos i know i couldve done better...but hey, its an improvement, no Ds.....

now i counting down days till i finish my clinicals....currently on my 1st week of paediatrics.....the kids are cute....so cute that i wish i have my own some day.....and then week after next 2weeks at cdc and im done, i skate all 2 weeks....and ill be counting down to 12months before i become a full pledged nurse......

im leaving on a JET plane....

no im not going anywhere.....heh....

i have to miss sick of it all, cos it falls on the day im on pm shift.....and its my first week at kkh.....i dunno if i can swop shifts... but anyways im dead broke oredi tis month...so i pass......

then jus now on emteevee.......JET IS PERFOMING AT FORT CANNING THIS JUNE!!!.....damn.....the tix are at 95bucks.....im contemplating....i like jet.....they are like the sembarang band....and they rock all right.....hmmm.....ntah eh..see how la.....

do i have to?

hmm do i have to please everyone everytime? i guess not right? well simply said.....fark off.....i dont need to....

if the kids are united...

nah its not about angelic upstarts.......its about kids....this post is about kids...
why im around so early....well one thing for sure, ever since on clinicals i became a morning person and secondly mommy knocked on my door at 6am, thirdly aku kene kacau semalam, 4thly why im here is bcos i have time to spare and today ill be going to cck pri for health screening....

ok back to the kids....they are cute...so cute some so smart and some so tiny as tall as my belly button that if i swung my tummy they'd fly......LoL....it was fun while it lasted, the rest of the time was spent waiting and made me sleepy while i drool on staff nurse siti who was uber hot.....LoL...nola not really just exaggerating........waiting makes me bored....and the antics of the rest of the staff nurses who were aunties were hilarious......

im down with runny nose....i think my histamine levels escalating....something mustv triggered it.....or is it cos ive weaned myself off the vitamin c....probably....but i doubt so...i just think its cos lack of rest as saturday evening i didnt sleep till sunday 8am.....jus chilling with pals......speaking of pals.....today im going to watch spiderman3(like finally..) with someone who got me hooked on bleach(an anime about soul reapers) which is uber cool i guess cos frankly i never liked anime until this one......hmm i just hope my runny nose would stop cos its damn uncomfortable to watch a movie in this state tapi dah janji kan......next we'll watch pirates of the carribean......ouh wrong, 28weeks later next week.......yeayness seems like ive got a movie buddy.......

cakap pasal kene kacau....well, im not sure wat it is but it was terrifying...i dunno if its only a dream...but i know i was half awake except that i cant move my muscles(ingat aku kene tekan lagik..).....its as if i saw 'heat' above me...u know like those shadows of heat......i dunno wat is it called cos my vocab's pretty limited to medical stuff ever since ive commited to becoming a nurse....but anyway it didnt harm me......probably just a passing thing......or probably im just tired and bothered by my flu that i see things....im not really a brave dude...maybe 50% brave dude.....but i do enjoy scaring my pants off.....kawan2 ive discovered mathilda house at punggol.....nak venture? it sure does look scarry....and the stories behind it....wanna try?....

i miss skateboarding homies.......wens the next skate trip.....well i guess at least 4weeks later cos im tied down with clinicals.....urrrghhh......i wanna surf the concrete ocean......speaking of sports...(is skateboarding a sport?) aku macam motard racer ar ituari.....just becareful ar dudes when riding at the filter towards bbdc......theres this damn spread of grease on the road and my bike power-slid like as if i was a motard racer, except i almost shit in my pants....cos i escaped getting abrasions on my left side, thnks to lucky quick reflex....jus becareful dudes......go slow, go safe.....no need to speed up ur life sentence....hurhurhur......kla nak siap2.....

so long never post

im lazy lah brader.....cant be bothered to post these few days...lots of things happening...and ouh ppl who smokes, pls quit, for ur own good....and the ppl around u...tts all....ive been very tired of many things....gnite....and thank Allah S.W.T for granting me great frens...alhamdullilah....and thank god too for certain happenings....theres hikmah....behind all those....alhamdullilah...

lupa ker?

'hey dude... hows life?? anyway i would like to ask u about someone from ur list of frens.. his nick name is Censored and he's real name is CENSORED.. do u know him?? ermm.. its a long story.. ermm.. i just wanna know whether is this guy attached or something..'

that was wat i got on my frenster msg inbox.......from someone who so long never talk to me and it camed with that smile sent shit thingy....and u know what i replied?

"all i know is he is not married, so ok per...ala i guess girls also behave the same nowadays if u know wat i mean...ive been thru relationships and i know....half the time i came across with girls like that and one was even worse than guys(at least the gusy i know)....just tell ur fren, if she does have a bad feeling with my fren, just find another guy la.....senang, laki2 banyak....buaya pon banyak, kena pandai pilih jer....LoL"

sedap ye kalau kene kan orang...siddiq2 jahat kau....ala tapi dia sendiri mau ingat la...tanya soalan tu kat aku...bodoh..... dulu kau buat apa? tak ingat ker? ker eksyen lupa...bodoh nye pompan....

we skate

we skate...yes we skate......

its been a long time since i hear the pop of my deck......yest i decided to tag along adi, adil and yanto skating.....it was a tough start, the phobia of injury struck me, i dare not pop nor did i dare to do that 180 powerslide turn.....nor that fakie shove it that i use to do.....it was bad.....i was feeling like 'uggh i cant skate no more'.....that was while waiting for yanto to arrive.....i sat and i stood and tried again, it progressed a little......adi told me to plug on to my nofx and i sure can.....something like that la...so i took out shuffle and just pressed play.....and tried again....full concentration.....improved a little......yanto was late cos he was making his way home from work and then to capitol where we were suppose to meet.....so we decided to 'warm up' at the mscp.....aww man.....i was popping again.....although shitty...i actually went off the ground......and i managed a couple of fakie shove it though shitty....

when yanto finally came, we made way to the skatepark.....along the way we stopped at SMU for the steps....they were right, it was like macam in the video game...i meant the setting...coolness, except rather dark.......i watched them, was a little not too confident to try anything.....then adil gave me encouragement as i popped ollies as practise, 'diq, try ollie to step ar, satu jer...' ok, i tried.....yeah man...made it, i know its low but for starters it made me happy......then, looking at them ollie down, made me so itchy that i tried....one step ok, then two....before i completely was confident and good at two, we had to leave cos the security made his appearance.....so we made our way to the skatepark.....skating along the streets in the night where there were few ppl around(its already 2330hrs on a weekday) was really great...felt like the good old days....

at the skate park, many had improvements, though adi had a bad fall.....yanto and adil...had many successful 50-50s and me, a couple shitty failed 50-50 but i still managed to feel the.....'grrrrrrggg' the sound of the trucks meeting the edge...was a great feeling after more than six months.....we then made our way home when the sky started to drip....

the feeling was great.....the sweat, the skating, all lah........today my thighs were sore but i guess i benefited from it......i felt a little stronger on my knees....and the sweat yesterday, if done every week, i guess i can loose a couple of pounds....it benefited me, i enjoyed it, i forgot bout everything else and i had fun......thanks guys.....the week after next yeah....if the time is right.......we'll be surfing the concrete jungle.....

we skate

we skate...yes we skate......

its been a long time since i hear the pop of my deck......yest i decided to tag along adi, adil and yanto skating.....it was a tough start, the phobia of injury struck me, i dare not pop nor did i dare to do that 180 powerslide turn.....nor that fakie shove it that i use to do.....it was bad.....i was feeling like 'uggh i cant skate no more'.....that was while waiting for yanto to arrive.....i sat and i stood and tried again, it progressed a little......adi told me to plug on to my nofx and i sure can.....something like that la...so i took out shuffle and just pressed play.....and tried again....full concentration.....improved a little......yanto was late cos he was making his way home from work and then to capitol where we were suppose to meet.....so we decided to 'warm up' at the mscp.....aww man.....i was popping again.....although shitty...i actually went off the ground......and i managed a couple of fakie shove it though shitty....

when yanto finally came, we made way to the skatepark.....along the way we stopped at SMU for the steps....they were right, it was like macam in the video game...i meant the setting...coolness, except rather dark.......i watched them, was a little not too confident to try anything.....then adil gave me encouragement as i popped ollies as practise, 'diq, try ollie to step ar, satu jer...' ok, i tried.....yeah man...made it, i know its low but for starters it made me happy......then, looking at them ollie down, made me so itchy that i tried....one step ok, then two....before i completely was confident and good at two, we had to leave cos the security made his appearance.....so we made our way to the skatepark.....skating along the streets in the night where there were few ppl around(its already 2330hrs on a weekday) was really great...felt like the good old days....

at the skate park, many had improvements, though adi had a bad fall.....yanto and adil...had many successful 50-50s and me, a couple shitty failed 50-50 but i still managed to feel the.....'grrrrrrggg' the sound of the trucks meeting the edge...was a great feeling after more than six months.....we then made our way home when the sky started to drip....

the feeling was great.....the sweat, the skating, all lah........today my thighs were sore but i guess i benefited from it......i felt a little stronger on my knees....and the sweat yesterday, if done every week, i guess i can loose a couple of pounds....it benefited me, i enjoyed it, i forgot bout everything else and i had fun......thanks guys.....the week after next yeah....if the time is right.......we'll be surfing the concrete jungle.....

pelik tapi benar part2

asal la aku nie asyik terjumper orang2 pelik.....betul tak bohong....nie pelik tapi benar.....

aku takmo elaborate la....tapi pelik.....orang pelik.....aku agak dia ada rosak skit kat atas tu tapi aku takmo serkap jarang pasal kawan baru, blom kenal lanjut pon......

ahhh pedulik ar tu semua, yng penting gua harap nanti petang takmo hujan sua........pasal aku, adisam, adil dan mungkin yanto akan bersukan papan gelunsur.....hahahaha kalau Liyi(dak yng nak step blaja cakap melayu mentang2 bf dia melayu) baca, mesti dia cakap "why u must use chim malay..." padahal bukan 'chim' cuma kau tu cina....hehehehe gi tanya ar bf kau....... kepada seri, sori je, smalam kene study nari last paper....hehehe....sOorRi...hehehe(nak buat style mr.bean tapi kat sini tak kedengaran dong.....

anyway speaking of the last paper....nie subject paling vague dan theory2 yng putar belit cam keling.....health psychology & sociology.....yer2...jng pandang rendang kat nurse2 eh....bnyk tau dipelajari.....bukan senang nak jadi 'misi' kalau nak jadi misai senang la...heheheh

lagi satu hal, on labour day, aku tertipu tipah.....shahreil cakap nak ngok spiderman....tapi sblom dia booking tiket dia babble jangan pandang belakang la jangan main blakang la....apa ntah...aku tengah groggy....tak, mana ada....gila...aku tak buat tu benda semua...im clean...hehehe...anyways, rupanye dia nak bilang nak nengok citer hantu....yng aku nie, sampai la wayang tu start baru aku tau.....hehehe.....anyway ok la filem melayu dah ada improvement in terms of shots dia, dah pandai buat transition, effects...etc.....cuma hantu dia, dia nak buat terlalu seram sampai jadi kelakar.....heheh...anyway thumbs up, kalau melayu tak puji melayu, sapa lagik kan?.......

kla nak mandi.....eh seblom tu bukak pakaian dulu...hehehe......pas tu makan pas tu gi skola menghadapi cabaran terakhir buat semester ini.....doakan gue, semoga sukses.........amin......dan soreh nanti, gleamin' the cube dengan teman2 gue...

'stress ar...' <<<----major understatement

im stressed, tough paper tumoro, its a matter of grades.....

i cant input anymore, so im taking a break.....when the clock strikes midnight, ill turn into a werewolf...not...
when the clock strikes midnight, ill run thru once until my eyes....my eyes says, siddiq u idiot go to sleep moron....then ill sleep wake up at 6am and prepare for doom....

zack, i finally realised it was him under the moustache in the 'deal or no deal' commercial....zack i want ur harley, damn u... better find me a good deal....ure a salesperson after all...hurhurhur......azlan quote "sid nak beli harley cari number plate baik.." who cares about number plates when its a harley with ape hanger handle bars...........kiken sent me a smile.... 'ur photo and caption tickles me..' i replied no worries i dont have white balls....hurhurhur......

aku stress la...dah stengah giler nie.....ada sapa2 yng ada valium tak? ker diazepam ker...apa2 type of sedatives la......urrghhh

and one more thing, i just find out orang 'alim' pon kadang2 get lured by money.....n greed...hurhurhur.....

ouh man i seriously need valium.....jab me doctor......and i dont mean with that.....fist(wat were u guys thinking?)

harley harley harley harley.....sori ruyani, not getting a motard...hurhurhur.....

tremors...nope not parkinsons...

was it the coffee or was it the itch to skate?

i had a break from studying...one of many actually.....and itchy me brewed coffee and turned on my ipod to see rodney mullen and many more skate in the tiny screen......uggh.....in my mind was already thinking of where can i skate on my own in my neighbourhood without ppl looking?.....sheesh....im so itching to skate that i tot tumoro is a good day to start, maybe just cruising around the neighbourhood, ollie kerbs and start where i last stopped, my half cab ollie, 50-50, kick flips and shove its.... damn......so itching but another part of me says no, jog first build up ur leg muscles first loose some pounds then skate... its like one half is a devil, the other is the safe no risk kinda shit.....

now both my legs is like having little shivers, its like the power-lytes have magnets that summons my feet to ride....urrrrghhhh.. now im even thinking which socks to wear......damn.....and which brace to use...damn....ugggh.....i can tell u, once u skate, ull always want to try again once in awhile......its already like a bacterial infection that refuses antibiotics.......uggghhh better sleep away before i go nuts.....

wake up

my fav song at present....so soothing....wake up....and i think armstrong's vocals is pretty sexy....ooouh i sound so gay....