cant anyone have crushes? dont u ever know tt crushes are only crushes?......its different from love....anyways, havent i made myself clear before?.....i think some people just dont understand.....anyways no comment and am too tired to comment. i tot she had gotten over me.....we are different, we are not meant for each other, please understand, theres so much differences and each one discovered as days goes by.......and you behaving like that are just showing your own negative image...me showing my true colours??? im no flirt and im no womanizer, if u think i am, so be it....but my frens and ppl around me know better...i know better, tts whats most important....and im not lying to myself.......
back to my life, shahreil wasnt there at habib, was going to pester him to buy the tix tumoro, so at least we'd secure the seats, furthermore after i discovered i can use my status as a student to purchase the tix at a cheaper rate...yipeee....and hida gave me a lobang to become a volunteer at good vibrations festival so i can get to work my way to a concert....heeee.....yipeee, thnks hida......love my frens.....
is-'rambut's daughter have lung infection.....poor her....and somehow i think is-rambut does care about for his daughter, i judged him simply because someone said negative things about him....he did something wrong and i cant deny to that fact but i still think personally think he do care.....he was worrying if he can use his medisave or he have enough...and he did express how he felt when he sees his daughter in the hospital bed....i guess if he dont care at all, he wouldnt have bothered.. ppl can change u know....
i think i wanna change my blog address sooner or later......its started to irritate me when ppl think negatively of me....if i did something evil, if something's evil on my mind, i will put it as it is........i did and i guess u guys have read my entries before...
anyways good night....and thanks my frens just now for a wonderful chat about the hey days when we were once teens....:) love ya guys lots.....
OH MY GAWD....
fenats
1. cari facts for projek la apa lagi...brapa buku ntah aku cari...
2. biasak ar gi gym nak kasi kuat kaki aku yng lembik tu.....
3. vespa si nadiah takleh start lagik.....haiz...
pasal tu semue la aku fenats nari....nasib budak tu memang baik.....aku blom balik, masih tercegat kat library.....
tengah baca, cari2 skali hp pon vibrate....ler si nadiah nie...mesti vespa rosak lagik.....aku pon angkat...."sid, ure still in skool?" ..dah sah dah.....moto dia takleh start......."ok,ok gimme ten minutes..." aku pon turun la...tertendang-tendang, buka sana, screw sana...screw sini....takbleh gak start......member dia offer nak antar belikan spark plug....aku pon blah gi gym, ujan pon lebat......ujan dah brenti, try lagik...tapi tak bleh gak...berpeluh-peluh aku.....teringat plak masa dulu aku bawak vespa bila vespa makwe aku rosak.....terkedek-kedek aku naik 8inchi sampai eunos...sampai sana betulkan terus bleh start....tapi aku agak aku dah lost touch ngan vespa ar....tak serasi lagi tangan aku buat vespa......in the end dah try push start semua, kiter give up....dia dah call tow truck dia pon tanya..."sid can help? send me to the nearest mrt..." aku pon bilang ok cuma kene pump minyak.....dah alang kepalang aku antar dia balik terus......fuyoh jauh kat NTI.....tapi takpala ikhlas.....nie jam aku tolong orang, mungkin time aku susah ada orang tolong.....so far banyak orang dah tolong aku, especially kawan2 aku.......i know how it feels when ure really in need....so if u could help, why not kan?....
dah la, aku nak continue buat keje.....bye...
KAY ELL?
thnks shahreil for the movie treat.....ouh and tt teh-o....hehehe....
and our kl, yes, we plan to head down there come april, just a short weekend trip....yeay....
and good news, shahreil's keen on goodvibration festival...wooohoo....
and yes, spending a few hours with frens, certainly bring the stress level down.....
and yes, i think i have a crush but only a crush.....
and yes i need to hustle......c ya ard......
ugggh
ok shouldnt have napped at 8pm.....initially i tot i want to nap for an hour then wake up to revise....but i only woke up at 0045!
now i cant sleep! sheesh!....
anyways, nadiah's bike broke down at school....and as usual, everyone thinks im their saviour, sometimes i get lucky, sometimes not...hehehehe....so don't always think tt i can fix ur bike kay? heheheh.....tt was the case jus now.....it was simple, no spark, so check all connections.....eh? all connections ok leh....so i gave up cos it was in between my lesson time...sori nadia, my magical hands didnt work...hehehe....then she smsed me jus now, the mechanic removed and reinstalled the connections and it could start....ugggh.....y never came across my mind.....anyways i tried....hehehe....
this morning.....my classmate smsed me 'gd morning' and i didnt recognise her new number and she had the same name as somebody, so when i asked her name, i tot it was tt somebody.....shocked and still in disbelief and wondering if her sister gave her my number or its her sister tt decide to play a joke on me i smsed back to enquire.....then came the reply "pantat its ur classmate la, just smsed everyone with my new number!" kanina buat suspense jer.....
anyways, up till now nobody seemed interested to go to goodvibrations....damn! im left with yahnee if she going or not...if she going, i go.....its beastie boys la dey....theyve been ard for a long time and the first time i listened to them was about 12years ago back in sec school......gotta see la dey....
hmmm...i think ill force my self to sleep.....i think ill take that anti-histamine, chlopherinamine aka phenetron aka piriton aka the tiny yellow tablet tt makes ur allergies go away.......itll kill 2 birds with one yellow pills, stop my irritating runny nose and cause drowsiness so hopefully id go to sleep......thnks to dr.shahreil for them...heheheh nytes....
optimists...
ok bukan nak eksyen scanner eh.....cuma nak share article nie dan malas nak type panjang2 pasal hari dah malam, keje blom abis2, stress pon dah masok kat inter cranial spaces........jadi enjoy la nie article eh.....aku? aku rasa aku nie optimist pasal aku sentiasa ada impian, angan2.....:)
gooooooood vibration
i think im going to good vibrations festival in sg......i asked nadzir, hes not interested....mimi's going but with his pals...hmm malu.....i hope yah nee would go, cos its the CNY la...she still considering......still looking for anyone else tt would go. visit good vibrations festival '06 anyone else going, gimme a ring yeah?
is it just me dreaming
ouhk in the morning something happend....but probably its just my imagination but somehow i can tell that look....
anyways, i still think im not a good leader but id love to be.....yah nee is still like the leader....it bruise my ego a little cos im suppose to take over her....hmm but it doesnt matter much to me....
anyway here's what i read today.....
"A question that has been burning a hole in your mind will ignite a mental fire today -- it's time to get an answer. So how should you go about getting your query addressed? Skip the sweet talk and don't beat around the bush -- go right to the source and ask what you want to know, point blank. This person will be momentarily shocked by your boldness, but will be secretly thrilled that you care. It's flattering to be the source of gossip."
anyways i hate my presentation today cos i really did not prepare 100% but her the good thing is, its not graded so.... ok la...
hmm today thousands of ppl are going to see muse perform live......i wouldve been there but i rather give my needs priority than tt....i could easily purchase the tix and delay the bills and stuffs....but id rather pay the bills and ease my mind off worries. well muse, too bad but hey, tokyo ska paradise orchestra is a definite must!......its been a long time since i went to concert, i think the last one was with shahreil, the rock concert, tt one powerr dok...hehehehe....we'll ill be skankin mad in march....
i went to town just now after school....to collect the 30bucks rebate....walk ard a little in hunt for sandals, well, after looking i think ill settle for a pair of crocs.....its easy on us motorcycle dudes.....esp in wet season.....and scorching hot sun.... its easy on ur feet....i think im getting the professional or offroad model and tt skulls badges to go with....
ok guys gotta go, gotta get hard working....heee...
should be asleep
kay im not asleep and i should be but i cant cos i was sleeping like a log from 4pm-7pm......it mustve been the effect of medication.
anyways....the in course project we are having on developmental psychology is a killer....screw the one who pick the number... suay...but nevermind, ill take it as a challenge...anyways, my life has always been full of challenges....from the day i born till today......but hey at least it keeps me going....
tumoro, is the first group meeting and being the leader holds a great responsibility......first of all i have to know what i am doing and tumoro i must say something or suggest something about the new project....sigh......
hmm...its funny tt im feeling this way.....NO not love.....well kinda love.....hehehe suspend kan? takla its my love for riding...i do love riding, afterall its enjoyable and convenient and cheap but somehow i dont mind if it rains tumoro....so i can take the train, i think im going thru the phase tt my old fren winston has gone thru, its just tt point of time when u need a change once in awhile afterall public transport isnt tt bad after all (minus the slow buses and the escalating fares) and whats more, i can fully utilise my ipod....bleh nengok videos.......bleh baca notes......bleh blajar mengaji...heheheh....cool....
im dreaming again....capricons are born dreamers i guess.......but its what tt keeps me going.....tts the drive, tts the initial stress tt we need....to keep going and to strive.....i have dreams....yes i have, im not stagnant...im moving mind u....
end of jan, jai getting married, end of year shahreil, congrats guys.......marriage is good, u get to share ur stress n problems with someone...tts what men need......hehehehe....cheers~
lazy sat...
ok i woke up early, so wat?.....wats the point when i feel so lazy...heeee
woke up early.....head to the polyclinic to get my 3rd dose of hepB, there i decided to have a flu jab as well, so i can be rid of flu for the whole year.....then i decide to top up my supply of gluscosamine sulphate.....lucky me its on offer, 40bucks for 2 bottles...a savings of about 10bucks.....after the 2 jabs, head down to the bike shop to pay my mthly instalments.....then pump petrol using my points....hehe ended up paying only 3bucks....after tt head home....
home...play ard with the softwares, converting videos from youtube etc.....got some cool videos but only managed to convert some successfully and one of them is laila by amy search....POWER beb....at noon...my bro came knocking, 'bang! postman..." hehe my cd+dvd has arrived....okla although malaysian edition but all the same mah.....worth la for 12bucks u get an album plus few videos...
i try to do something useful after i wasted my time downloading videos and freewares...i managed to compile a drug list and my ipod came in handy again...ive learnt how to stuff my notes in it...and guess wat i can read my drug list/notes anywhere..... coolness.....i knew i never wasted my money when i bought the ipod....and i know, i just know the iphone will be another gadget worth splurging on....heeeee....
okla guys, gotta sleep....the jabs taking effect on poor me......love u ppl out there...if u got telepathy or psychic powers u know who you are...:P
hope
okok, semalam aku bilang mak......mak kejut kul 630 gitu eh kalau ujan pagi......ok so it rained....aku pon bangun la siang... dah siap2 semua dah prepared nak naik public transport.....memang aku nie paling tak suka naik bas pasal lambat, tapi apa nak buat hujan lebat.......jadi dah siap nie....dah siap tau....skali kul 7++ gitu hujan cam slow down skit, cam terang skit plak tu... aku delay skejap sambil cari cable ipod aku...dalam 730 gitu aku nengok cam gerimis je...."mak, cam dah nak berhenti la eh..." mak aku pon jawab "a'ah, tadi radio ramalkan cuaca akan terang dan baik semula dalam kul 8am....so aku fikir hmm kalau ramal cuaca slalu tak accurate sangat maybe off by a few minutes....so aku ingat kalau pon ujan stop kul 830am masih ada masa lagik....sempat gi skola naik moto.....
JENG, JENG, JENG........jam menunjukkan 745am......so aku kentinue la makan roti, sempat buat kopi lagik, sementara tunggu hujan reda aku agak dalam kul 815 la...hehehe....skali ngan tiba-tba........FUYOHHHHH! macam paip bocor sak dari atas....
dah la aku give up, ngan lincah amik menda2, pakai baju, amik payong....jalan la aku ke bas stop 945.......on the way kat carpark, pakcik yng slalu tegur aku(dia ada anak nurse...heheheh) bobal ngan aku, dia pakai baju hujan siap ngan helmet, telinga aku ngah sumbat ngan ipod, transplants tengah memekik kat telinga aku.....aku angkat tangan je la cam tegur gitu, dia start bobal plak....aku tak dengar cabut seblah cuma dengar '....ujan..' aku pon jawab ngan simple "a'ah" apa2 entah....hehehe
dah la gitu, aku estimate cukup time nie...pasal agak2 dari gombak ker yio chu kang dalam 45min la max.....tunggu punye tunggu bas lembab pulak, kul 815 baru sampai, dah gitu takpa.....bawak macam jalan2 kat zoo.....bingit sak...cam kat night safari speed dia bawak....cam seolah-olah ada binatang2 nak dilihat kat luar tingkap tu.....bodoh punyer apek bas....orang dalam bas nie semua nak gi keje, dia cam sengaje plak...babi!......okok pendek kan cerita, aku sampai skola nab2 kul 9am tapi klas aku jauh skit....jadi in the end aku lambat 5minute.........phew....dapat mark attendance, tapi late!....siol punye lecturer takleh give and take! baru first time lambat! tapi takpa, janji tak mark absent sua....hehehehe
balik pon naik mrt gak....hmm ada gak classmate2 aku naik sama2 bih aku nampak yahnee pon ada kat cabin seblah....so aku sms dia...hehehe jahat tau aku..."why u all take train never sit down ar?...heheheheh" pasal aku dapat duduk, jadi aku eksyen skit ar...heheheh.....best plak naik mrt, dapat rehat....terlelap skejap plak tu.....dulu kan aku perasan kalau aku naik mrt mesti aku cautious about how i look, my hair la, my shirt la, my tummy la....tapi tadi aku selambe je.....heheh budak depan aku nengok2 aku nengok balik...heheheheh degil....sampai la bukit gombak...aku sangka yahnee turun gak, pasal dia tinggal bukit gombak....tak nampak plak dia.....agaknye dia gi westmall kot.....hmm tau aku turun bukit batok gak....bleh abiskan masa....hehehe.....takpela ujan2 dok rumah lagi best....dah makan kenyang2 bleh blog, pas tu bleh tido......
ouh this is what ive learned, utk pengetahuan ramai.....korang tahu asal ramai orang asia kene penyakit kencing manis.... bukan pasal banyak makan benda2 bergula saja tau.....benda2 karbohidrat pon terdiri dari satu2 sebabnye.....tapikan orang kita kan dah biasa makan nasi.....kentang......jemput2 udang....nie semua yng aku baru makan tadi.....tapi apa yng kita bleh buat, kurangkan benda2 berkanji nie....yng berkabohidrat tinggi....ganti kan ngan menda2 lain.....:)
OH MY GOD!
forget bout ps3 or psp.......listen up.....theres going to be an iphone......macam pda like tt, macam o2....but its from apple... wah lan.......i think i will get it once i have enough cash...... check it out! >>> iphone!
and mac has this wicked accessory to play movies on ur tv wireless from ur mac! but i guess i wont be getting appletvuntil i get myself an lcd display.....whaoh i can imagine how my room would be when i finally draw my full pay......
apple rocks....
woohoo i did good for my drugs classification test....
and ouh just now is the time when i really wish i have a class3 and a car.....as i just ride out of school, it poured heavily, so quickly, i hide my hp n ipod into the compartment, pull out the rain suit and put it on......half way thru my journey, i can feel im already soaked all over....i think its time to get a new raincoat too....i guess ill invest in tt arai which i think cost abt 80bucks this weekend....i was thinking about how expensive it is but then, i think im going to be using it for at least another 2-3years...
so well, yeah its ok to spend...and i think tt arai will last long.....then again must consider my budget.....
in march......tokyo ska paradise orchestra will be performing in sg and im going to tag along with nadzir....anyone else interested? the tix is selling at 58bucks....i think its well worth it cos ive seen their live performances on videos...they rock.....
speaking of which, sadly ill not be watching muse.....biasak la...budget....but hey, i got the dvd from a friend to console myself....heee....and im going to download it into my ipod!......wooohooo....
okok, gotta do some revision....bio is a real killer.....adios.....make love not war....
pink?
wasnt in the pink of health recently and just now i guess it got worse.....im on a roller coaster ride of health.....i think it got worse bcos i overworked myself on tuesday.....i went to the gym on tuesday, no not loose weight or body-building....just to rehab my knee.......restrengthen it....i need legs to be a nurse.....but i guess it was a wrong move as i was just recovering...
ill be having a drug classification test in a few hours time....and ouh my headache is not helping me remember better......
i think i need to continue my supplements.....i use to take spirullina, it helps.....i was less sick back then although i work myself to the bones back then......sometimes i think i am too dependent on supplements but im not, when i analyse properly, its my poor diet and my sedentary lifestyle........so i guess if i take care of my diet and exercise i wouldnt be too dependent on supplements right?........
my fren shahreil has passed his class3 congrats.....and he already am trying to sell away his bike.....sigh......less and less frens riding.....me, i think ill be riding for a long time, until i get a family.....although im pretty much looking forward to a class3 and a car, it think its more economical and convenient on a bike though u get wet on rainy days and burnt on hot days.........but me being brought up in a not so luxurious life, i would only purchase a 4-wheeler when necessary......
gnite frens...need to sleep more....give a chance for all the tissues and cells to recuperate & repair itself.....i havent had sound sleep for sometime....cheers....sweet dreams....
finally
finally i bought a printer.....an all-in-one epson cx3900, cost me 195(8 bucks for the stupid firewire) anyways ill be getting 30bucks rebate from epson....so its actually 158bucks....okla fair deal la...although i wasted the 8 bucks on the firewire which i discovered i already have at home.....sigh........
sigh
sid, so lazy over the weekends.....i was down with fever on saturday.....today felt slightly better, did a little revision and spend the rest of my time downloading podcasts.....theres more free podcasts available.....nike, vans, and many2 skateboarding video podcasts....i think ill fill up my ipod pretty soon.....
ive decided...id get tt epson printer....tumoro of the day after....
i rode caramella after so long....and i think id buy 2 spare rims, not chrome ones so i can keep the chrome ones, sayang la all karat start appearing already.....
i was lying down, dreaming, thinking at the same time.....my feet went astray and caused one of the photos tt was pasted on my wadrobe to fall off.....it was a foto of myself lying on the sand and the beautiful blue sky as the backdrop....god i miss the beach.. hey guys.....how bout one of the weekends uh??? or probably CNY....long weekend babe....gi beach ar pls....heheheh
lama siot tak santai kat tepi pantai.....hehehehhe
ok la gotta go.....i miss alot of people today.......ppl like zack....my brother bear...hehehe....haiz.....frens, they come and go...
lambretta
for classic scooter lovers....watch out for the new production of the lambretta L series......they already have started work on the prototypes, its classic body and fusion of new and old technology will definitely be a hot seller......im looking forward, though i guess it will be awhile before it gets on the market if it does at all....and ouh, my guess is this ones auto...belt driven..
memories....
aku nie jahat ker?
hmmm....memories, hate it or love it, some will always be around....
anyways, i think man-black's kid is super cute....mentel....ouh speaking of him, he went back to our old work place down 6th ave, where we were colleagues back then, me the cook, he rider....and he said our boss misses us...hehehe mana tak, dulu cam one big family kat sana...tts why i enjoyed working there....even though ure dead tired but u dont feel it cos most of us get along and we worked together, we had meals together, joke, talk, etc......but too bad theres no future for me there, so i had to move on to pursue mine....luckily i moved on, cos i dont think mr.chua had opened a second outlet.......
today i dun feel like doing anything when i got home....i dunno why...partly bcos off the cold im still having.....hmm i dunno why la....
anyways, i think yahnee is cute with her new hairstyle....heee.....and ouh she got tt nice bag...but super ex la....if not i wouldve gotten it already when i first saw it with adil at wisma.....niceness u know.....with the cartoons all over.....the colours....real nice....
hmm....my knees giving me problems again, i think its bcos i stopped taking gluscosamine for sometime.....im counting down the time to my graduation, where ill have a proper knee recon.....
ard's mom passed away last wednesday, deepest condolonces......
gnite frens....
1st day
1st day of skool was fine.....new stuffs to learn....and also i realised ive forgotten some of the stuffs i learned....tt means i need to revise......
new class leader was sabo-ed by most of us.....hehehe and me....the last sub-group leader just hand over the post to me.... i very the lazy u know....but anyways if yahnee have faith in me as a leader, why not. id do my best and be a good leader and hope that my team can score As again in presentations just like last semester......although we are down by one member but i think we are still one of the stronger group......
2 not so good news....this semester's attachments is 10weeks long....wah liao......and another bad news, the final attachments or prcp is 11 weeks long.....ishk......
new year's resolution...work harder, score better kick more asses harder this time round.......make marks.....heee.....
speaking of which, the new year.....i really hope itd be a colourful one and i really hope im more appreciated, i hope to have good grades and a great learning experience from the attachments and end of the year also marks the final semester for my course and i hope everything will go smoothly....i hope i will not loose any friends this year and some of those frauds could just leave me alone....i would like to be a better brother and son....i would like that ps3 so much if it doesnt cost too much. i would like to embark on my journey of getting that class2 and 3 which i have yakked about and never get on....haiz, many, many more things id like to do in 2007. and also end of the year also means ill be 28 and 2 more years to the big 30. im so fucken old already.......
ouh i was browsing....i dont believe in horoscopes cos in Islam.....SHIRIK!....hehehe but they do have some coincidental points tts similar to my traits, character, wants, etc.....read on....
The Capricorn--->
"The first time you meet a person with Capricorn horoscope, they may appear aloof, but what they really are, is cautious.Capricorns interests are in art, theater, music, and in their own career. Usually they are drawn to people who are intellectually stimulating and they seek a partner who will fit into their realm of life. People with Capricorn horoscope prefer to discuss serious subjects, however, will always be there to listen to a problem.
People born under Capricorn Sign appreciate luxury, although, they don't like splurging to make an impression. They feel that money is a serious issue that spells out security.
Capricorns tend to be dominating and are not easy to win over. They also expect to be pursued and not be the pursuers. If you're going on a date with this zodiac, make sure you're prompt. If you say you'll be there at a certain time, be there. They are intolerant to people who say something and do something else.
If you have a tendency to let your emotions rule you, then you may want to keep looking for someone else, since People born with Capricorn Sign can come across as cool and reserved. As they take a common sense approach in almost everything they do, it will be included in their relationship. They want to be cherished, honored, loved and respected. In return, passion will run deep and you will have a loving lasting relationship."
ok adios, gotta do some e-learning.....those crappy online learning thingy....crap! i still prefer traditional lectures.....
updates frm urs truly...
sigh....ok so bday wishes in the morning of the 29th....from various different ppl....from old frens, from new frens, from the past....heee but i guess one thing is for sure.....most of them wouldnt remember if it weren't for frenster or myspace....i can bet on that.....only the closest of pals will remember the date.....even some im close to didnt...heee....anyways i find it hard remembering dates as well.....but i use to remember some important dates but i guess now i have less to remember....
anyways, life is fun while the holiday last and i guess this year round, u wont see funny monsters on the walls of bukit batok skate park....i guess residents there wouldve noticed this guy writing alone every end of the year but too bad not this year, this year u cant get to see any green monsters or shilloutes of ppl standing around.....we'll see about new years eve yeah? i dunno i still wanna make my mark but kinda lazy already.....ouh speaking of which i have a new fren who's interested in writing too but i dunno if she writes as well.....
wandi msged me via msn just now, while i was watching warriors on dvd.....i didnt reply but it was regarding tumoro's gathering at kallang kfc at 9pm.....most of the gilera's all over sg are coming down...itll be huge but frankly im not that keen......but we'll see, if theres no plans, i guess ill tag along.......well no harm right, anyways im single and free and ill most probably be at bedok tumoro at granny's....and mebbe can catch some of them fireworks tumoro night....but this time alone....hehehe last year i was at padang with yani n the rest of the guys....gawd i miss her, we are frens but we rarely meet....i guess when the clock strikes midnight to usher in 2007 its like year since i met her.....
i guess im gonna miss more frens in the future cos most of them are getting married and some have kicked off with new careers and some have thoughts of migrating and some are already planning for their family's future and me, ill be busy chasing my dreams....1.5years to go before i embark on another plan.....heee....degree mate, degree!.....
ok guys, gonna hit the sheets....gnite....and thnks to all my frens for standing by me in 2006, stay true, keep the faith, quit smoking...heh!
