sepet?

sepet?

dreams...

sometimes i wonder, do i dream too much? no, i dont think so but isnt it good to dream? at least its as though an imaginary path is laid before u only u urself can make it possible.....any mistakes along the way would mean alterations in the ultimate dream......i think so......

reflections, i guess they are very useful....look at urself, ur resources and what is possible to pursue.....although they say the sky's the limit but in this dog-eat-dog world u gotta put other factors into consideration. if i were a rich man's son, i wouldve pursue my first dream but now being from the middle working-class, i can only dream of comfort for my future and not what i really-really wanna do. im not saying i don't like nursing, i love nursing....and i think, nursing will bring me to my first dream and more things that id love to do but i just think....for me, i would be comfortable enough becoming an N.O. or something in a couple of years time......heee.....

why this sudden entry, nothing la, just those times when u look into the sky and wonder......:) cheerios....

ahhhh

no not orgasm....just tt today i get to go home early....but that sigh of relief is temporary cos soon it will be taken over by the piles of work i need to do, research and stuffs...and i gotta start on the sickening essay again...hmm but hey it does help me on my marks.....

im trying to include apples in my diet....im trying to make it a must, at least 1 a day.....i dont want to burden my children when i grow old. :)

u know wat, sometimes i think my classmate is a bitch but sometimes i think she's smart but sometimes i think she just wants attention and wants ppl to know she's smart, ugghhh.....

i think i need to watch my speed...i can type as fast as i can but i will try not to that on a bike...NO not type, ride....i think its kinda dangerous....with great power comes great responsibility....hmm who said tt? mr.miyagi isnt it?...hehehe... or was it yoda, sigh...they are so similar.....

i gotta give myself a pinch on the buttocks wake up and push myself harder, i feel that im not putting in max effort that i could......im disappointed with myself over the weekends, kinda wasted too much time....if i wanna get better grades than last semester, i gotta work even harder.....

suddenly, the 1yr++ left seems like so draggy...i wanna it to quickly end, earn good dough and get everything i want then....

ouh yest i had fun testing out the photo paper i bought, niceness....shall print some more...heeee.....speaking of fotos....fotos sure do bring back memories..i decided to load all the fotos i took into my ipod and gosh, some sure does bring back memories....i miss those times...but hey....the sun is shining ahead not at the back of ur head.......

okla gotta go....suddenly i feel like my entry is like in fragments......gotta do my work...adios...

an apple a day...

health tip 101.....

an apple a day keeps the doctor away.....but why? heres why....

-has an anti-cancer agent.
-suppress ur appetite.
-rich in fibres helps fill u up.
-instant energy for its contents of natural sugar.
-apple contains 0 fat.
-apple contains carbohydrates for ur other source of energy.
-vitamin c, about 5mg as a supplement and perhaps boosts ur immune system.
-water, to maintain ur body's water requirements.
-potassium which is something we need and yet forgotten.
-zero sodium(aka salt)
-calcium for strong bones n teeth.
-vitamin A
-apples wakes u up in the morning (think replacing coffee)

so, apples anyone? and why, why was the apple the forbidden fruit? hmm....

theres even websites that uses the natural abilities of the apple to come up with real working diet plans...hmmm....nah...hehe
i don't encourage u to follow all these diet plans blindly, see if its suitable for u and do consider the side effects of depriving urself.....like the 'no carbo' diet.....have fun....

hello my name is...

hello my name is...

im so fucken lazy that the lizards on the walls go ch-ch-ch-ch.
im so fat that the horse on my t-shirt appears to be moving everytime i breathe.
im so smelly that my nose gets blocked all the time.
im so bored that listening to the radio makes me wanna dance.
im so excited tt i dreamt of tspo.
im so enchanted, that my dream last tuesday could've strucked me a fortune if ive known.
im so stupid to have not interpreted tt phone ring in my dream.
im so diabled tt skateboarding is no longer my past time.
im so crazy to have fixed a 10.5 sliding roller in boba.

there could be many more but every start has come to an end...heh!

aiyah si jabrul nie gi telfon gua ngah tangkap lentok...takpe la members punye pasal gua turun.

MACAM SETAN!

i just gotta write a review on this....

1st, when u change stuffs at simon, make sure u take a look if he's not cheating u, ive been cheated 6months ago, he claimed the belt was kevlar, malossi but today when i changed my belting at jacky, i saw it was in fact piaggio, the stock one...damn u simon. i will definitely not go back there, i will stick to taihin.

anyways, heres my review, taihin workmanship, superb. oh my real review is regarding dr.pulley sliding rollers....they rock man! u gotta try to believe.....MACAM SETAN! my pick up was like boosted up by 10-15km/h for long time riders, they know tts alot and actually i can go alot faster if i twist the throttle all the way, that was just 1/2 to 3/4 only....i was like going at 100km/h in seconds......i was squeezing in and out with superb pick up....i was like the motorcycle vesion of fast n furious.....i repeat again, MACAM SETAN! in seconds after the red light, i looked at my side mirrors to see no vehicles in sight, all were left behind by me. the next stop, the other rider on a rxz and another on a cup-kia glanced at my bike in disbelief....okok i might sound exaggerating but u gotta try....those gilera riders out there....30 bucks extra is fucken worth it...i repeat, MACAM SETAN! hehehe if the weather's fine im gonna try pop my boba.....next month im changing disc brakes, increased speed means the need for increased braking power.....so next month yah, oversized disc-brakes plus steel hoses.

i bought tokyo's tix just now.....alot sold out....im glad we finally bought it...if not we'll end up with sucky seats if we get at all....
money well spent...heheheh...tokyo ska paradise...yeaY!....ill be skanking in my seats.....

heee

heee mesti ar beb,tak sabau nak beli tiket....kata tokyo ska paradise babe.....bila masa lagi dorang nak turun sg....

anyways, today was fun....but still im blur at bio....ugggh.....and i gotta buck up to score this time...this time round, im smarter, im looking at the credits i will get....heeee....hmmm being a leader is tough....but ok la and im looking forward to the debate at the end of the term, hope we can beat the other team...

haiz didnt realize february's approaching....tt marks v day....3 years i never get presents liao...hahahaha....ouh its not like i look forward to it, i was teased jus now....yahnee kirim canned milo cos she was lazy to go down to the canteen during break. after stuffing myself full with a couple of my classmates, i bought the milo and handed over to her in class and the other makcik, or should i say nyonya kaypo tegur...."wah buy for yahnee only ar?..." then another had to cut in "valentine's day coming is it? so nice..." i was like wat the fuck has milo got to do with valentine's? crap shit.....then yahnee said "yalor, valentine's day can buy me milo onli im happy oredi.." in my heart again, yah right i wish all girls were like that.....and dont bullshit lor...hehehe.. but hey i dont see 'love' as a need now....its more like a compliment to life, if u dont have it u still can live ur life, if u have it than good for u lor....simple as that....so kalau ada, adalah, kalau takda sua...hahahaha....wat im concerned more now is completing the course.....

msia vs sg....hmmm contemplating.....but hey got to set my priorities right...ill just watch on teevee......enjoy the match shahreil and congrats to the 2 couple this weekend.....:)

adict

im a blog addict, i have to put in this one....

ska by far is the only music tt give me the ultimate vibes to dance, if clubs n pubs were to play ska i would dance till i drop... and tokyo ska paradise has got me excited.....i wont wait for u guys, this weekend if senyaps, ill drag those who seriously wanna watch to buy the tickets......for i cant miss this one....i can miss muse but not this one....i already missed skatalites...

jackass

jackass....i dont think its worth to watch at the movies....buy the dvd and watch with ur frens at home and laugh out loud....
one thing for sure, i salute them for their crazy stunts......they sure lack of a thing called fear.......one thing id like to try is riding the rocket or the rocket powered bmx bicycle or the one where they roll in a big tyre...sure looks kinda fun......ouh shahreil why not we film our own version of jackass?....hehehhe

im feeling so lazy....so tired my body aches and my tummy is getting bigger...hahaha....but who cares......

hmm this month im spending a little more....i cant resist that vintage skateboard i bid on just now and certainly i cant resist tokyo ska paradise and beastie boys......

last night i had a dream......its weird but it seems so real....mebbe what im imagining is kinda true after all......

gotta go, do some revision....

100km/h snail

would u believe me if i said a snail can travel at 100km/h....my sister did but its true, as i was heading to school i saw this snail on the fender of my gilera, i wanted to pull it off but its stuck there refusing to budge so what the f&%$ let him take the ride and hopefully halfway thru he'll fall off....as usual i travel along the PIE at about 100km/h +/- la....when i reached school...i was just in time but i just had to look if tt snail is still there...its still there except it moved a little to the rear.....aww man...tt was the fastest SGean snail i guess...heee....

ok apart from nonsense....sg has the cleanest water supply i guess but then again, have u ever wondered how old is the pipings at ur house? when was it last changed? even human arteries can get deposits over years....true enough today when its time to change the water filter of my trusted bio-pure filter....the 1year old filter(which was supposed to be changed 6 months ago) is so yucky tt i cant imagine if i were to drink straight from the tap but ive been doing tt in NS and im still fine its neglible la but over time it does accumulate and logically thinking, pipes do age as well....theres no need for scientific knowledge watsoever just common sense. so i guess, the filter was after all worth investing.....:) at the same time, those who wants to know more about the filter im using, can always approach me...help me kick off to my second try at my part-time business......ouh if u enjoyed drinking from the water cooler...have u ever wondered the frequency they change those water coolers' filters? if ever...hehehehe

hmm...ok frens who will be celebrating CNY, im selling pineapple tarts, a box of 18 tarts at $7.50, its tasty...ive tried...:)

yeay!

Yeay, i think im in the team of volunteers for good vibrations festival!.....jerlyn from kinemat replied and i will be deployed for the first task.....flyer distribution....my only hope is that i can choose where i will distribute the flyers......if not haiz, cam muka poster aku...hehehe.....anyways all this for a free entry to see beatieboys, too phat, jurassic 5, bushmen, wicked aura and many more...harap2 aku jaga backstage or something, jng la jaga ticket...kering sak kalau jaga ticket...heheheh....at least backstage dapat nengok...heheheheh free!...mana tau dapat autograph star2 tu semue...heheheh bestnye.....

yeay

yahnee is going to good vibrations with her younger sis, so probably if i cant get to be a volunteer, ill go with yahnee, her sis and is-rambut.....i bet itll be fun......if i get to go, i was thinking....if i do get free tix, id sell it at door at 60bucks to last minute party goers...hehehe make money mah for tspo's performance.....

come june, ill be volunteering for club rainbow camp......but i have to go thru interviews and selection...ouh club rainbow is a club for children with illnesses, chronic illnesses like congenital-heart diseases, lukemia, diabetes, etc. i bet itll be fun and a worthwhile experience to help this kids smile. ive had distant cousins who died of lukemia and distant relatives who died of cancer. i was ignorant back then about these illnesses until i joined nursing. nursing certainly opened my eyes and heart and it gave me an insight of how these 'vicitims' of diseases feels and what they are going thru every minute of their life. if ure healthy and got extra energy or cash to spare why not help this people, donate, in whatever forms ure able to.

gdnite frens......cheerios...heeee...2007 is so yeay.....ouh before i log off, have i told u guys that NoFX might be coming to town! fatmike and gang....wooohooooo.....pls approve, pls let them perform in april!!! NoFX rocks.....gnite...

sigh

its sad to see someone sad but i had to make things clear that it wont happen. i know im mean not giving a chance again but being so different just make things worse......u just didt fit in the empty space.....u know like the jigsaw.....ure young im sure u have plenty of suitors.....my previous ones all left me for better suitors, so why not u do the same. don't punish yourself for something tts not ur fault, its just tt we're mismatched, the 6months were jus trying to overcome so many differences but i just couldn't do that......im sorry. i once punished myself when someone i love so dearly left me but then i realised, what for??? she doesnt care, she left me for good, cmmon sid enjoy life, its not ur fault....tts why probably i went 'weight-yoyo-ing' cos at one period i had no appetite watsoever but then when i realised, i was pigging out again....

life is short, so beautiful to sulk about, leave the bad parts behind and start a new beautiful episode. theres 24hours in a day if 8 hours went bad, theres still 16 hours double of what went bad, 6 hours sleep, u still have 10hours to cherish, so why waste ur life away.

i will try somewhat not to read ur entries bcos i dont want to symphatize and give it a try again and just give u false hope and in the end it failed again because i know we will fail. we are mismatched and towards the end i really realised that. thnks for being with me for the 6mths, its been over for like 3mths already so please try to forget me.
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shahreil's not going to good vibrations.....sigh.....but hey, Is-rambut is still going......and yahnee is still considering....and i am still hoping to volunteer and if i am selected ill be working with hida......so ok la not so bad.....tokyo ska paradise, woohoo more and more ppl are taggin along....coolness.....i can already imagine how their performance will be......i know its going to be money worth spending......

baybeats 07, 20-dischanger is selected for the auditions...they are the 30 out of 200 who went....and 15 more will be kicked out. i pray that they get selected, the final 15 tt will perform at this year's baybeats.......member's punye band, mesti support babe...anyways they do have wonderful tracks...originals....

next week 2 weddings abang-adil's and jai's........hmmm.....how to split myself eh? nasib baik adil bilang datang malam... and ouh sorry TAGs, i cant make it to the barbeque.....2 weddings la.....

yest, sitting in the car with shahreil driving, made me yearn for a class3 but i told myself its no hurry cos i wont have a car anyways and even if i wanted to buy, im not able to yet......only probably after i draw my full pay. so i told shahreil probably in a year or 2 id get my license and he even said itd be easier when i draw my full pay already.....we talked along the way about nursing mainly, thoughtful of him to do so. well, i do want to migrate but not permanently cos i still love sg, i mean my loved ones are here, unless i can afford to bring them all with me, thats a different story. and yes i may want to consider switching to general ward to gain experience....perhaps after my bond. and i can bet im not settling down till then...

okla gotta go, having an online discussion with my team-mate yahnee....high-tech eh skarang, dont u realise times have changed, last time in sec school we discuss school work over the phone....now its msn.....heee...okla ciao...

OH MY GAWD....

cant anyone have crushes? dont u ever know tt crushes are only crushes?......its different from love....anyways, havent i made myself clear before?.....i think some people just dont understand.....anyways no comment and am too tired to comment. i tot she had gotten over me.....we are different, we are not meant for each other, please understand, theres so much differences and each one discovered as days goes by.......and you behaving like that are just showing your own negative image...me showing my true colours??? im no flirt and im no womanizer, if u think i am, so be it....but my frens and ppl around me know better...i know better, tts whats most important....and im not lying to myself.......

back to my life, shahreil wasnt there at habib, was going to pester him to buy the tix tumoro, so at least we'd secure the seats, furthermore after i discovered i can use my status as a student to purchase the tix at a cheaper rate...yipeee....and hida gave me a lobang to become a volunteer at good vibrations festival so i can get to work my way to a concert....heeee.....yipeee, thnks hida......love my frens.....

is-'rambut's daughter have lung infection.....poor her....and somehow i think is-rambut does care about for his daughter, i judged him simply because someone said negative things about him....he did something wrong and i cant deny to that fact but i still think personally think he do care.....he was worrying if he can use his medisave or he have enough...and he did express how he felt when he sees his daughter in the hospital bed....i guess if he dont care at all, he wouldnt have bothered.. ppl can change u know....

i think i wanna change my blog address sooner or later......its started to irritate me when ppl think negatively of me....if i did something evil, if something's evil on my mind, i will put it as it is........i did and i guess u guys have read my entries before...
anyways good night....and thanks my frens just now for a wonderful chat about the hey days when we were once teens....:) love ya guys lots.....

fenats

1. cari facts for projek la apa lagi...brapa buku ntah aku cari...
2. biasak ar gi gym nak kasi kuat kaki aku yng lembik tu.....
3. vespa si nadiah takleh start lagik.....haiz...

pasal tu semue la aku fenats nari....nasib budak tu memang baik.....aku blom balik, masih tercegat kat library.....
tengah baca, cari2 skali hp pon vibrate....ler si nadiah nie...mesti vespa rosak lagik.....aku pon angkat...."sid, ure still in skool?" ..dah sah dah.....moto dia takleh start......."ok,ok gimme ten minutes..." aku pon turun la...tertendang-tendang, buka sana, screw sana...screw sini....takbleh gak start......member dia offer nak antar belikan spark plug....aku pon blah gi gym, ujan pon lebat......ujan dah brenti, try lagik...tapi tak bleh gak...berpeluh-peluh aku.....teringat plak masa dulu aku bawak vespa bila vespa makwe aku rosak.....terkedek-kedek aku naik 8inchi sampai eunos...sampai sana betulkan terus bleh start....tapi aku agak aku dah lost touch ngan vespa ar....tak serasi lagi tangan aku buat vespa......in the end dah try push start semua, kiter give up....dia dah call tow truck dia pon tanya..."sid can help? send me to the nearest mrt..." aku pon bilang ok cuma kene pump minyak.....dah alang kepalang aku antar dia balik terus......fuyoh jauh kat NTI.....tapi takpala ikhlas.....nie jam aku tolong orang, mungkin time aku susah ada orang tolong.....so far banyak orang dah tolong aku, especially kawan2 aku.......i know how it feels when ure really in need....so if u could help, why not kan?....

dah la, aku nak continue buat keje.....bye...

KAY ELL?

thnks shahreil for the movie treat.....ouh and tt teh-o....hehehe....

and our kl, yes, we plan to head down there come april, just a short weekend trip....yeay....

and good news, shahreil's keen on goodvibration festival...wooohoo....

and yes, spending a few hours with frens, certainly bring the stress level down.....

and yes, i think i have a crush but only a crush.....

and yes i need to hustle......c ya ard......

ugggh

ok shouldnt have napped at 8pm.....initially i tot i want to nap for an hour then wake up to revise....but i only woke up at 0045!
now i cant sleep! sheesh!....

anyways, nadiah's bike broke down at school....and as usual, everyone thinks im their saviour, sometimes i get lucky, sometimes not...hehehehe....so don't always think tt i can fix ur bike kay? heheheh.....tt was the case jus now.....it was simple, no spark, so check all connections.....eh? all connections ok leh....so i gave up cos it was in between my lesson time...sori nadia, my magical hands didnt work...hehehe....then she smsed me jus now, the mechanic removed and reinstalled the connections and it could start....ugggh.....y never came across my mind.....anyways i tried....hehehe....

this morning.....my classmate smsed me 'gd morning' and i didnt recognise her new number and she had the same name as somebody, so when i asked her name, i tot it was tt somebody.....shocked and still in disbelief and wondering if her sister gave her my number or its her sister tt decide to play a joke on me i smsed back to enquire.....then came the reply "pantat its ur classmate la, just smsed everyone with my new number!" kanina buat suspense jer.....

anyways, up till now nobody seemed interested to go to goodvibrations....damn! im left with yahnee if she going or not...if she going, i go.....its beastie boys la dey....theyve been ard for a long time and the first time i listened to them was about 12years ago back in sec school......gotta see la dey....

hmmm...i think ill force my self to sleep.....i think ill take that anti-histamine, chlopherinamine aka phenetron aka piriton aka the tiny yellow tablet tt makes ur allergies go away.......itll kill 2 birds with one yellow pills, stop my irritating runny nose and cause drowsiness so hopefully id go to sleep......thnks to dr.shahreil for them...heheheh nytes....

optimists...

ok bukan nak eksyen scanner eh.....cuma nak share article nie dan malas nak type panjang2 pasal hari dah malam, keje blom abis2, stress pon dah masok kat inter cranial spaces........jadi enjoy la nie article eh.....aku? aku rasa aku nie optimist pasal aku sentiasa ada impian, angan2.....:)

gooooooood vibration

i think im going to good vibrations festival in sg......i asked nadzir, hes not interested....mimi's going but with his pals...hmm malu.....i hope yah nee would go, cos its the CNY la...she still considering......still looking for anyone else tt would go. visit good vibrations festival '06 anyone else going, gimme a ring yeah?

is it just me dreaming

ouhk in the morning something happend....but probably its just my imagination but somehow i can tell that look....

anyways, i still think im not a good leader but id love to be.....yah nee is still like the leader....it bruise my ego a little cos im suppose to take over her....hmm but it doesnt matter much to me....

anyway here's what i read today.....

"A question that has been burning a hole in your mind will ignite a mental fire today -- it's time to get an answer. So how should you go about getting your query addressed? Skip the sweet talk and don't beat around the bush -- go right to the source and ask what you want to know, point blank. This person will be momentarily shocked by your boldness, but will be secretly thrilled that you care. It's flattering to be the source of gossip."

anyways i hate my presentation today cos i really did not prepare 100% but her the good thing is, its not graded so.... ok la...

hmm today thousands of ppl are going to see muse perform live......i wouldve been there but i rather give my needs priority than tt....i could easily purchase the tix and delay the bills and stuffs....but id rather pay the bills and ease my mind off worries. well muse, too bad but hey, tokyo ska paradise orchestra is a definite must!......its been a long time since i went to concert, i think the last one was with shahreil, the rock concert, tt one powerr dok...hehehehe....we'll ill be skankin mad in march....

i went to town just now after school....to collect the 30bucks rebate....walk ard a little in hunt for sandals, well, after looking i think ill settle for a pair of crocs.....its easy on us motorcycle dudes.....esp in wet season.....and scorching hot sun.... its easy on ur feet....i think im getting the professional or offroad model and tt skulls badges to go with....

ok guys gotta go, gotta get hard working....heee...