ive been digging

female voices now soothes my musical soul....voices like from frou-frou/imogen heap, dido, lauryn hill...heh



anyways, i think life is full of deception.....wat appears right upon ur eye might not be so in reality....janice asked me why so pessimist...then yahnee cut in the conversation and said 'trust'. yeah trust played a major role in life and it does shaped me in a way....from the time i begin to understand life, from young..... ppl around me has been living with deception up till this day. the cunning, the smarter decieves the naive....ive been a victim myself for many times....

a public apology....i guess id like to apologise to ppl i vent anger on, esp shahreil n adil, they were the two that got my worthless whinings....anyways need an avenue to let it all out....anyways its not that i literally vent out...i just need to let out whats bothering me....the way ppl behave, the ppl around me....uggggh....disgust is the word...anyways i hope he change for the better...and wake up.