sigh

finally an internet connection but somehow it doesnt make me happy at the things i discover....

small2, little2 things also need to lie? disappointed, real disappointed....i think i give up already.

lets forget about all that crap, i dont care anymore....i dont like to be like under electroshock therapy every now and then...

enough for that....my exams....oh wells....its tough alright....i studied, i did but i guess i just never absorbed or it wasnt sufficient enough....but hey...im hoping for the best....

i wanna carry on with life....i wanna confront and ask why...im prepared for the worst, things cant carry on like this....anymore....it hurts me too much.