hmmm....

need some soul searching i guess......i know my dreams....i want to work for it real hard though sometimes i get distracted... but the thing is, till now i dont know what i feel....if u know what i mean.....im stupid in this i know, i shouldnt be missing someone who doesnt cherish me but i know back then, that was real until...ok fullstop...LoL

was telling shareil, hey when can i like have that spending power huh?....he said soon, dont get married....LoL.......shareil i do want to get married.....and right now theres only one candidate in mind...hahah but she has someone i suppose....shes just a fren.....actually ive liked her for a long time....since we've known actually thru the introduction of lisda....but hey shes just a fren...

just now, we went to the flea market at china square and far east square....and hehe i got shareil tempted at toys but hey he resisted pretty well only to come back next week for that mad magazine board game....i, i bought lando & bib fortuna....next week if i have sufficient im purchasing that 8 figurines set....LoL.....and i bought myself a DC t-shirt just now...nice, simple, moose....LoL......haiz....im behind time in my schedule...gotta speed up my studying....focus sid, focus...and i realise my abdominal area is growing in girth....better start that routine of crunces i long left....LoL......ive been a slacker....being a nurse tires me out, so i did not work out but just laze on off days....better give my butt a kick to start off....LoL....

ok gotta go....and ouh...anyones got any ideas for mommy's bdae prezzie?.....was thinking crocs...hmm should i?....