yeay

completed 1week of polyclinic posting.....yeay and i passed.....next ttsh......monday.....dunno what ill see...heee...

speaking to janice n yahnee on friday really benifited me in some way.......first of all, i learnt that i can earn alot and im wanted more in psychiatry in most parts of the world....tt means opportunity to migrate........yeay!...tt is if im good in my field but to be there, i have to prove to imh first tt im worthy of another yet sponsorship for an advance diploma and later a degree and so on.. if all stages completed.....i might consider migrating.....but then again mom would be old already......so im not sure yet.... probably a little later.....the conversation over lunch also boosted my self-esteem, not that i had any problems with it but it was boosted......im like more psyched up and more motivated to do even better.........see....sometimes communication does play a big role in our lives....siapa kata omong2 kosong saja? kadang2 dari cerita2 tu kita bleh dapat pelajaran.......dan mungkin informasi yng kita tidak pernah tahu.......

tumoro theres 2 wedding, lisda's and norainy's....
i still dunno what i wanna wear, and how to cut my oredi messy hair.......this is why i hate weddings, i have to look presentable.. and not the everyday scruffy look of mine.......i saw this nice shirt at bossini but yest they were closing so i didnt get to try another bigger size.....mebbe later ill drop by and try again.......yeay and tumoro ill be getting tt jubah from eema, the one tt i told her to buy me.....i hope its nice....can wear for next year raya, sebab this yearnye dah terlepas....

ive grown, really.....i guess eating n pumping and not doing cardio really bulks u up....and im so freakin fat right now, i like gained about 8kg i guess, im sure lisda n yani(lisda's cousin) would be shock to see me....hehehe.......and probably my gilera n ngee ann frens on sunday...hehehe

anyway who cares....hehehe...but im trying to cut down on carbo ever since my attachments.....its the diabetic cases that worries me...can u believe it, every single day, theres like at least 2new diabetic cases in bukit batok alone?.....just imagine all over sg.....or mebbe its just so happens tt im lucky tt week to see the new cases...but still it worries me.....cos some of them are as old or younger than me.....so guys, watch ur diet and exercise a little yeay? ditch the coke, go for plain water or if u need a little of flavour, mineral water.........if u need that hot beverage....go for tea w/o milk instead of coffee......tt kinda thing, cut down on rice....eat more greens.....look after your health la ppl.....when ure old, at least ud be independent...so u dont have to worry......cheers.....

im gng town later...probably to iskandar's workplace to see if theres any nice top......anyone wanna follow?