sigh

lets sum up the day first of all bfore i hit the bed....

2 sad news, my case study was uncomplete according to Mdm Lee...sigh...but wat is done is done....
I have to make up this saturday for yesterday's MC sigh.........
I have to go to school tumoro just to submit the stupid mc....sigh......
i dont think my wound at my last surgery site has improved by means of antibiotics and regular wash and dress....therefore i might need to see a specialist, which means i need to use more money and thus have to forgo certain luxuries....sigh....
i might also need another op.....sigh.....lets hope for the best.....


ive learnt one thing, that when frens are good, they'd forget about ones wrong-doings even if they knew it very well and they even witness it, they tried to cover it up for the fren at first, then they could not hold it back but to tell it to the victim but once the victim is out of sight, they are good frens again or as ever and forget totally what has happened. i have a few frens who stood up to their principle and now they are left with lesser friends. so is that why some ppl, wouldnt dare tell their frens off? bcos they are afraid they'd loose more frens? just pondering....or some are jus like me who jus cant be bothered to get into their stubborn minds and their screwed up self bcos i myself am not perfect, maybe....so jus ignore la...hehehe....well, just pondering again...heee.....

i hate it when rashes develops due to the strong antibiotics....gotta see the doc again....