paranoid android

im more like a worrying android....hahaha.....was doing research online on domestic and family violence last night....talked to shahreil about how i worry if i go a day without any revision.....i told him, maybe i worry too much tt at times i feel like ive sinned if i never study......he said, now then u know....hahaha....

im not saying im a top notch student where i study everyday till the wee hours....i just do the basic revision, meaning understanding the subject and theres not much time left to really go in depth....this is the drawback of the accelerated program, uve got so many modules to cover.....so u have to stop once u understand the concept to go on to another one.....and to add on to the workload, theres lots of research/assignments & group work.........these are both good and bad. good it helps to pull ur final results percentage, bad it occupies time and cut ur revision time by at least 30%..... however im not really complaining cos this time around, theres real interest.....so it helps in away........i guess ill never stop learning.....i know its still a long way to go but ive already had something on my mind. once ive completed this course and a proud staff nurse, ill pursue something else part time, which is too my interest, design/animation, photography/videography & guess what, these interests might in fact provide extra income.....i can always freelance...
im a dreamer but i do try to make my dream happen so those who make fun/criticise me or frown upon my decisions in the past suck on my 2 middle fingers....

baybeats....
it wasnt as enjoyable as before....for a MUSIC lover like me, i was pretty pissed bored.....the crowd was such an eyesore, underage trendy-assholes swarmed the venue. and some of the local bands were such a disappointment, the organizers apparently didnt do enough homework..... the quality of some of them just put singaporeans to shame...especially when there are good bands performing like one buck short & love me butch.....im not pretty happy this year.....we'll wait for nomad....maybe nomad i can bring along nani, as the music at womad are more acceptable to the general crowd...

i love nani to the bits...i dunno why but even while i am with my frens i do think about her and decided to drop an sms or two.....we even am already dreaming as where we would have our home.....we were considering ang mo kio, since i work at buangkok i wanted sengkang but she dont want to be far away from her parents.... for all u know i would be buying somewhere in bb....hahaha cos i cant really bear to part with my mom n my wonderful frens but id like to be independent....anyway, we would go with wats best for us ultimately......u might think that i think too far but hey its never to early to plan....at least have a realistic plan than put up a false image that everythings going to be rosy and sweet and the end nothing happen.....thats why im against some customs and all.....

ive gained 2kg....oh my gosh ive tipped the 80 mark...damn.....it must be because ive been slogging thru the books and theres not much physical activity, i used to religiously futsal every wednesday, jog & skate occassionaly with naz but now, zilch, zero.....i just work the cells in my brains, no wonder i got a flu attack last week. im gonna drag my lazy big fat ass to the track or gym at school starting next week. and stop the 2times a day massive starch intake.....ive been eating rice 2 times a day ever since i start school...i use to eat only 1plate.......it must be the brains demanding more intake in order to have chemical reactions and maximize brain activity.hahahaha im nuts.......okla gotta go....u know, im supposed to sleep up to one but i woke up at 9+, might as well utilize the time revising....see ya guys... ouh biology is a killer.....

ouh meanwhile i so want to buy the cds of these bands, a vacant affair(sg), nothing to declare(sg), love me butch(kl), one buck short(kl)....quality music they have..