im serious alright

im very serious bout nursing alright...its like i was awaken so early and so worried tt i might not able to get replacements for frens who wanted to help but apparently forgot bout it.....very absent minded i must say....but its me asking for help so i cant do much anyways.....at this point of time i would do anything to get a reliable surety. the next time round, i know who i would not look for help....who is reliable and who is not.....but i never did ask ppl for help before, other than advice or encouragements.. literal help, i guess never.....

watever it is, i really hope zack would make the sacrifice....im really hoping he'd do that...i really am.....cos he's earning the most and having him around solves my problem overall......

my present state, im fUCKstrated over the unforseen cock ups......im angry at the HRdepartments UNflexibility......they sure hell make my life so fucken difficult.... god bless them...