you...

ure it, ure my drug, i just know.....i yearn for u...i do not know how to show or tell u how deeply true is tt. u made me smile, jus lookin at u made me smile, u brighten up my day, u made me miss u, i didnt know u were so addictive....ure the cure, the cure for the ailments that i had, i ever had and probably those i will have will never even exist...ure it...:)

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frens of the gilera clan tags became closer....we became much closer than just frens, it felt like we're a family, brothers....the bond got closer as we shared our interests....but i hope itd go far beyond than just interests, laughter and fun...i hope we can rely on each other in times of needs....like the guys in bukit batok, my brothers, the few, im proud of u guys, kudos to u all, who kept me alive while im struggling to recuperate from the devastation, the dieseas, the plague that consumes me.....ur encouragements, ur words, so little yet helped me to gain strength to stand up again.... thnks guys...
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ive never had a perfect family, i rely on external parties sometimes to make me feel at home, alive....they, my frens, the closer ones are like brothers i never had....

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i still yearn to skate, i wish my knee would go back to its form again....i do squats to strengthen my thighs and calves so tt i could skate again.... its a passion tt i tot was just part of growing up back wen i was 16 but wen i started again, its much more than tt...its not a matter of how good u are, its how much u enjoy it.... having frens like naz and adisam kept the spirit alive...i guess ill be like tt guy i saw whom have a 10 year old kid and still skating.....he stayed true to himself doing wat he enjoys and not swayed by peer pressure to grow up and leave the things u love behind. salute.....

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Iskandar-shry told me to keep my vespa in my room....i wish i could....but im not living on my own....:)....i love my vespa, really....honest.

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lastly, was i the culprit or was i the victim....who gives a fuck what they think,i know who i am & im happy now, tts all i care..

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can i go out with u again tumoro pls?....:) sms me aight?

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