mad house

first of all to my baby....im sorry....u appeared bothered by wat ive said....i really didnt mean any harm....

mad house.....ppl shud stop having the perception that a mental hospital is filled with haywire and chaotic patients who bang their heads against the walls, smash windows, etc. but in actual fact those rarely happen......well it does but mebbe only one or two but rarely....seriously....

they are just normal ppl in their world of their own.....their illness are mostly result of problems....like, relationship, financial, family, work and even studies..
only, ONLY once in awhile they get their relapse and started shouting, blabbering nonsense on their own or even pick a fight with fellow patients...otherwise they are fine......i played ping-pong with one, scrabble with another and a long game of checkers with the champion of the ward, mr razalee....so u see, we all who have never visited IMH has this wrong impression, that the place is with bars, and ppl behind it are chaotic and violent....we are wrong.....u should visit IMH one of these days, instead of feeling scared, ud feel sad for them, their condition and worse, some are even abandoned....im sad, it touched my soul, especially seeing my fellow muslim brothers in there, unwell and some abandoned....they did not ask to be in their state, im sure enough they do not want to be like tt......i almost got teary, when i see some of the good ones, help out, clear the tables, make the bed, even though some have physical handicap......theres more to describe i can go endless.....i think im going to love my new job if god permits....

do visit IMH one of these days, its a real eye opener....