have i grown up?

sometimes i feel im not yet independent, i mean totally independent....i still rely on others....i still sometimes take things for granted. being totally independent would require alot of effort........sheesh i dunno wat to say.....

and i dunno why ppl still think im the same? still think i merajok? cmmon la.....im home oredi, i lazy to go out one....and i bought food bungkus oredi, u dun expect me to sit along with u guys n eat my packed food in my work uniform rite?....aiyer guys, i can fall from my bike, pick it up and ride again n u guys think tt way?....hehehe farnie.....

looks like tumoro ill have to bring down my notebook, jot down the jobs available for me at the library, wanted to do that just now but i took for granted tt shahreil have a copy of saturday's paper......but anything could happen like the misunderstanding tt id go back shit than come back to alif, while i was waiting there for sometime until i call, nobody picks up so i decided to go back and ppl tot i merajuk.....of cos i go back la, wen no one answers and no one turns up.......anyway, to the library it is.......hope i meet tt cute poly(i think)girl again...hehehehe...

hmm i dunno how to break the news to my manager that im looking for a new job n i think he should request for an extra supervisor to cover aman's place cos i might be off pretty soon......and i dare not tell him cos i might not land myself a job so soon too....haiz everytime sure got this kind of decision to make one....urrghhh...

anyway the jobs i apply will decide whether i will be a nurse or not.....watever it is, i hope id get something good, if not i hope i get into nursing....

gtg peepz, gnite....