im a moron

urrghh......i have some fucked up feelings that id rather keep to myself....cos if i were to blurt it out....i guess id be a laughing stock of many.....

responsibility is such a burden.....but as a growing MAN...i have to face it....in my new store..i was given the huge responsibility of managing the grocery department, and sales would depend on my peformance....that sure suck big time cos im a newbie....and i have such a huge responsibility over most possibly the top n biggest department..that makes up a huge percentage of the daily sales....wtf....stress....stress...

another responsibility....paying off the 900bucks left for my bike, mthly bills, etc.. fuyoh.....every day i work just to see the money disappear...hehehe.....but cant help it, i love caramella so....

now.....wat to do on the pre off day.....sigh....damn bored sak, nuthin to do...dammit.