ok ill start with all the goods.....bushmen....good....very good....dj ratlle rocks.....first time i listened to the top dj in sg... dj rattle is the owner of the hip-hop shop in queensway....he's good...international class....wicked aura batuccada....wah lau.. power.....Too Phat....just TOO PHAT......showmanship and the rhymes and the dj.....POWER....but too bad they played at the stage where they were less ppl....i feel the organizers are biased towards regional artists......malique told me, they were supposed to play at the main stage....but the organizers changed them....from a later slot to an earlier slot and even worse to a stage where there were less crowd.....bias....malique was pissed.....i didnt get to talk to joe....cos he was macam bz like that with his pals...malique was so approachable and frenly.....and we even got to snap photos.....speaking of photos i didnt get to take much cos, security was kinda tight....BUT i shook hands with JURASSIC-5, CUT-COPY, DJ DAN, CICADA when we fetched them from the airport....J5 was frenly.....akil, i can only remember one name...heeehehe...they are cool and one of them were super huge, tuna.....speaking of J5, their performance was the bomb!.....ive never seen a hip-hop act live and today i see a superstar act.....J5 was fucken awesome....the way they rhyme, their energy, their dj....fuck man....i feel they are even way better than beasties....though beasties got the crowd jumping double time J5, i guess J5 was a little underground tts why.....but hey i tell u J5 raps way better....and i think i wanna look for their record....and i think i wanna try my hand at turntablism when i have a stable income, just as a hobby for fun......overall, its the best 'free' performance ive ever been too......
speaking of 'free', it wasnt free after all, cos i volunteered for the festival.....i dont mind theres no pay and all but fuck those who thinks we are their slaves and those who were rude.....to us, we are ppl also u know although we are not stars....so far i think most of the ppl i work with are fine...like andrew, jerlyn, don, adrian and farah...the rest, not worth mentioning.... i think next time i wouldnt volunteer, id rather pay for the tix.....
ok back to the good things....i made many frens.....many....i got to mingle with stars...hehehe tt guy from urban exchange.. malique, J5, the crew....some nice ppl.....frens whom i never met for a long time...my cuzzens nafi and eman....hmm pen, my long lost tomboy fren.....mimi-juraime.....yani the nurse....helmie(faezah's bf), tt dreadlock guys.....ninie, hida, eka...and yaya my old fren....sofea tt pretty chick....hehehe...many la....overall i would say its more pros than cons......an experience i wont forget.....
my conclusion....ill get J5 CDs.....yeah really....and beastie boys they rock too playing familiar and old numbers...intergalactic, check it out, sabotage, BRASS MONKEY and many more....imagine.....POWER......ouh, the reason i volunteered bcos i never got ppl to go with me, so i figured i volunteer, had i known adisam going, id tag along......okla good night....cheers! hic... oops..
good vibrations....bad vibes...
excited slut.
hmmm slut, so excited dunno for wat....but jurassic5 been playing on my ipod-stereo since last nite......and being up early, i browsed thru my frenster.....i decided to look at my testimonials.....i didnt realise too much tt theres so many frens tt loves me....hehehhe.....u gotta try this, one day just read all the testimonials u got at one go....tis morning wen i did it....whoah it certainly makes u feel good...knowing tt ppl ard u loves u....well, i hope it remains that way.....i need these ppl around me.. they are the reason im still kicking asses........
i told nurul before she logged off, i dunno she got it or not....."i wish jurassic5 would say, "hey sid be our assistant or something....follow us touring....." hehehehehhe i wish......
k dudes n dudettes gotta study a little before i leave to have a whale of a time....cheers....love u sluts....
hmm?
ok...so i have to come extra early tumoro....hmm
guess wat im fetching jurassic 5 from the airport, tts my assignment for tumoro.....cool huh?
macam ambasador for gvf sia....kla gotta sleep.....ciao....
fraud
so much so for my email address bearing the words nofraud.....apparently someone is trying to use my paypal account, unscrupulously apparently he/she tried to list items on ebay using my account, which means if any items is sold, i will be charged for listing fees and the 5%charge(i guess) on my debit card.....damn......i hope whoever who attempted to do so will stop trying. i have been unactive on ebay for so long and my paypal account was actually frozed. so lucky for me in away, if not had it been still active, i wouldve been charged for no reason......damn....
advice to pals out there who have accounts of such or once shared email addresses of any sort change ur passwords occassionally, untk keselamatan diri.....heh.....secondly, i guess if u wanna do business or make money u have to be honest about it, i guess it pays to be honest........if you are not, just believe in karma......
anyways, i hope the fraud meant her or his ways......may the force be with u....heh! and ouh ive changed all my passwords for ur info.....
comments
ive rectified the problem that prevent my readers from commenting on my blog...u all now can comment on it!.....:)
if
im doing a survey wat else for my coursework....its about euthanasia....oh wat is euthanasia? dont be a lazy fag, go search on the many dicitonaries available online.......this is what i need to know from anyones personal point of view...." if life is not worth living, it is good to end it." agree or disagree, and probably ur views...thankie2....for those who would like to contribute and help me gather more info and perhaps if u have any links watsoever that might be of help to me pls mail me, thnks guys.
i think im having a new close cousin....i used to be very close with muhaled...then we went NS, everything changed......we got our lives of our own.....now after a couple of outings with haiqal, i think we have one thing in common, we like music but we have such a huge generation gap and he looks up to me as a big bro, asking so many questions about jobs, skools etc....im 28 and he is 16 and his fren thinks i am 20.....hahaha i wish.....this sunday n monday we'll be some of the many volunteers for good vibrations festival.....and I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING BEASTIE BOYS IN PERSON! god im so excited tt i feel so gay.....hahaha.....
i need to shit, and i certainly hope sunday and monday the weather will be sunny bright and fun....ill be praying hard......uughh i stink...i havent bathe and my fart certainly stinks.....ciao peeps.....
good or bad...
jerlyn called me in the evening......siddiq been looking for u....haiya......me, haiqal n 2 more guys will be under her charge for GVF......we will assist her and will be stationed at the international artists tentage.......good....we are the nearest to the artists and we have access to backstage....bad=we cant have a clear view of the performance, but jerlyn promised we'll have a chance to roam around...well, i hope...else id disappear on my own.....ok im tired....but hey just found out from nofx myspace site, THEY ARE COMING...ohh my gawd......im tired now, tumoro have to study ....cos sunday n monday burn....gnite....
thnks
thnks jabrulingahe......okok although today i ended up not revising but hey, meeting up with frens does make me feel a little lighter...no, not weight, im still as heavy.....but the stress, pressure...u name it.....shahrul treat the guys including me to dinner.. we ate together and laughed over stupid jokes and all.....we had fun, simple fun.....we enjoy each others company....i personally had fun...ok so i miss a night of revision but hey, ill stay home saturday and sunday up to 6pm, ill pump myself with the info i need........tumoro i have to distribute GVF flyers again.......sigh.....
damn u
before i sleep...curse the seller whos selling his R2D2 at a low price and refuse to contact me because im the winning bidder at mere 8bucks for an R2D2 action figure......fark u, if u refuse to sell at such a low price why put up ur starting price as that? idiot...moron.....u should be served on a dinner plate to jabba.......
i am wat i am
iamwatiamiamvicious
bored dah.......study2....gotta take a break...i think GVF is a good incentive for working hard......i think i gotta work harder so that gvf will seem like a reward to my effort....heh!..........
yani dunno tt theres extra tix...and me, im jus disappointed...cos now its harder to sell the complimentary entry to the festival.. cos they are not giving out tickets...now its only submission of the name u want to put on the guest list...thats right, singular not plural......damn!.....
hmm im finding ways to sell it off.....waiting for reply from lin-cikgu.....hehehe....if they going ada chan la gua dapat duit... ehehe......if not i dunno la....hmmmppfffthttt...
smiles
its good to see smiles.......sigh....i bet tumoro is going to be a long day but i guess itll be fun.....have u ever heard of self-fulfilling prophecy?.....gnite frens.....
i suck
this suck, im behind time and i have to complete my assignments and i have to study at least one chapter before sunday ends. sorry guys i have to forgo the karaoke session.....next time probably....frankly im short on time and cash so please understand kay?......u all want to see me successful in pursuing my dreams right? thank you......
:) smiles.....i think i gotta relax rather than crack under pressure.....wheres my ipod...where is it? ahhhh.....music, music soothes, even the savage beast......
i wanna skate again, for the fun of it....weekly chop2 skate ard the neighbourhood probably an hour or two......anyone?....im missing popping that 7layers of plywood.......i dunno if i still can pull any tricks off.....but hey its for fun...nothing competitive, no pressure kay... i promise....shall we? ady or adil?.....cmmon we're the lords of the dog town sg style...hehehe...
smell
sometimes scents wont go off.....and tonight the scent on the bedsheet just brings back memories.....the bedsheets been washed a couple of times but the scent is still there......no not smell...its scent...
i misjudged this semester, i tot itll be easy......or at least easier...but hell no, its rather tough...one of the reason is, im dont have a really strong foundation...my 1st semester was just average....and to make things worse, i dont have a bio background and 80% of nursing is bio-related....damn.......but hey, im a fighter...u all know that....
i bought myself a ben-sherman's today! bobo gave me a discount and i got to put a stack of GVF flyers at his shop, thanks bobo, more good stuffs do tell me...hehehe...and ouh thnks for the support.....i think ill drop off somemore at go-sports and that hip-hop shop but not just now, cos it was packed as hell, ouh i was refering to queensway......
i love my life now i guess except im quite bloated up....gotta loose a little pounds so tt id look great if im taking fotos with beastie boys...heheehe......beastie boys rock!!!........
cheers peeps, im hitting the books again....
7% pay rise??
ill be graduating in 2008......but the news flash just now really got me so motivated....pay rise for nurses by 7%...wooohoo...
adi sam
camner bleh adi sam plak? ntah.....
ok since the results is out and i didnt win, let me tell u a story...
i woke up this morning, dazed, then in a minute i realized i have to take down the numbers.....from my dreams of course. for all i know i could be rich...well, turns out im not fated to be....few weeks back shahreil smsed me my hp number came out tops... the night before i had a weird dream with ppl ard and my hp rang....and i did not interpret my dream back then....i tot it was nothing but last night was so fucken clear even adi sam's face...heres the dream...
im at some place....theres some ppl ard but i didnt see their faces, the prominent one was adi-sam, with his way of talking n stuff all the same even to his voice and his cheeky grin.....he was showing me some stuff, which i couldnt make out wat it was but somehow i seem to be bargaining with adi over watever it is he is holding on to...."adi berapa?......transfer bank account kau brapa?" something like tt la, then this was wat adi-sam said rather clear, it seems so...."151-454-98.......hmm 30+15=45ketol...hmmm arrh 40 sua...." and then i woke up from my dream immediately looked at the clock, it was 7am exactly......i wrote down all the numbers and asked shahreil to buy me 15-1-45-4-9-8-40, combination of 7numbers...hehehe turn out i didnt win any...harharhar....... but still wondering why adi-sam gave me all those numbers? is there some significance or was it really his bank account numbers? hehehe...but tt was just another weird dream, rather clear......AND the moral of the story, not all dreams can make u rich! hehehe.....
so now, i have to pay shahreil $3.50....heheheh....
crocs!
<<<--ronald wanna be!
i got my crocs finally!!!!....ok im just fated to get the red......i wanted red but was never sure if id dare to wear....i went to imm to get last week but they only got baby blue left for my size....just now i went bugis....theres two....bright green or red...the green is the beach model while the red, professional....so i tried both....the green was nice, cos i like the holes on the front...but then when i tried walking, its jus not comfortable cos its too fitting....i gotta get 1 size bigger but theres none......then i tried the professional...without much thought....wadda hell..."ok, ill have this...." i whip out my 40buck voucher and i only need to pay 22bucks...okla not so bad la....hehehe
come back..
dude....come back to the ground, anchor the hot air balloon ure on......get back to reality man and work ur ass off.....heh...
ouh tt was just a motivational thingy to myself....heh.....
the thought of prcp frightens me but hey, im a fighter, i will fight......:P
see u gvf peeps this saturday yeah.......hmmm....2 weeks to beasties....fooohoooo....
sheesh
its CNY again...and malls are packed with them.....hmmm...went all the way to IMM to claim my 40buck voucher...went to royal sporting house and world of sports, was torn between crocs and tt vans slip ons.....finally i decided on the crocs....fuck no size.. size 8 is the closest....not comfortable if i put the strap on...sheesh....looks like i gotta scout thru other malls under capital-land so tt i can use the voucher...damn...
this movie, must watch.....waiting for it to open in sg......
and this i gotta have....hmmm next month?
and this i will buy if the seller drop it to 30bucks! brown....i like!
sial betul
sial betul ar shahrul nie....ishk takmo cakap la.....
anyways, the flyers distribution wasnt so bad....okla tiring a little, walk2...but macam exercise so ok la benefit me too....
and umm....i had fun.....the 2 girls were pretty farnie i must say...hehehe...and ive got a new fren...a dj...hehehe...and 2 girls.. and i talked with my cousin whom i rarely talk to........plus i get one motorola t-shirt, u know the wi(red) thing....hmm they say the actual day tee is going to be from quiksilver...hmm cool another freebie.....hmm, i gonna beg jolene for another free tix.. hehehe hopefully she'd budge....hmm i feel tt music is just me, its just tt im not given any opportunity...hehehe cam betul je... cuma dapat skali jer on stage....though it was brief, its something id never forget....hehehhe.....
we were talking bout shahreil's wedding jus now, i guess itll be cool to wear darth vader's costume instead of the traditional costumes...hehehe......but i wonder which girl would agree to that? hehehehe....
anyways bulu roma aku berdiri....shahrul lu siak ar....hehehe....takpe gua blaja......
hmm
thai footballers + coach, hmm ungkal, degil, sore loser, spoil sport...hehehe....hmm but the replay certainly looks like the thai player pulled alam shah down.....although the decision is harsh but i dont blame the referee, i respect him though for not changing his mind although the thais protested. he stayed firm with his decision, kudos to the refree.....the sg players, abit sloppy at times but they did put in alot of effort....
hmm ouh regarding my blog....hmm kalau orang melayu cakap, "aku punye suar dalam la..." kalau omputeh camne?? "my underwear ar!" heheh tak ar....."my problem ar!" ......my pasal la, my blog wat.....
heheheh....getting runny nose....hmm wonder if i got it from caroline or yahnee? both of them on mc today and they are in my group.....poor girls...get well soon and dont pass the bugs to me...heheheh
dreams...
sometimes i wonder, do i dream too much? no, i dont think so but isnt it good to dream? at least its as though an imaginary path is laid before u only u urself can make it possible.....any mistakes along the way would mean alterations in the ultimate dream......i think so......
reflections, i guess they are very useful....look at urself, ur resources and what is possible to pursue.....although they say the sky's the limit but in this dog-eat-dog world u gotta put other factors into consideration. if i were a rich man's son, i wouldve pursue my first dream but now being from the middle working-class, i can only dream of comfort for my future and not what i really-really wanna do. im not saying i don't like nursing, i love nursing....and i think, nursing will bring me to my first dream and more things that id love to do but i just think....for me, i would be comfortable enough becoming an N.O. or something in a couple of years time......heee.....
why this sudden entry, nothing la, just those times when u look into the sky and wonder......:) cheerios....
ahhhh
no not orgasm....just tt today i get to go home early....but that sigh of relief is temporary cos soon it will be taken over by the piles of work i need to do, research and stuffs...and i gotta start on the sickening essay again...hmm but hey it does help me on my marks.....
im trying to include apples in my diet....im trying to make it a must, at least 1 a day.....i dont want to burden my children when i grow old. :)
u know wat, sometimes i think my classmate is a bitch but sometimes i think she's smart but sometimes i think she just wants attention and wants ppl to know she's smart, ugghhh.....
i think i need to watch my speed...i can type as fast as i can but i will try not to that on a bike...NO not type, ride....i think its kinda dangerous....with great power comes great responsibility....hmm who said tt? mr.miyagi isnt it?...hehehe... or was it yoda, sigh...they are so similar.....
i gotta give myself a pinch on the buttocks wake up and push myself harder, i feel that im not putting in max effort that i could......im disappointed with myself over the weekends, kinda wasted too much time....if i wanna get better grades than last semester, i gotta work even harder.....
suddenly, the 1yr++ left seems like so draggy...i wanna it to quickly end, earn good dough and get everything i want then....
ouh yest i had fun testing out the photo paper i bought, niceness....shall print some more...heeee.....speaking of fotos....fotos sure do bring back memories..i decided to load all the fotos i took into my ipod and gosh, some sure does bring back memories....i miss those times...but hey....the sun is shining ahead not at the back of ur head.......
okla gotta go....suddenly i feel like my entry is like in fragments......gotta do my work...adios...
an apple a day...
health tip 101.....
an apple a day keeps the doctor away.....but why? heres why....
-has an anti-cancer agent.
-suppress ur appetite.
-rich in fibres helps fill u up.
-instant energy for its contents of natural sugar.
-apple contains 0 fat.
-apple contains carbohydrates for ur other source of energy.
-vitamin c, about 5mg as a supplement and perhaps boosts ur immune system.
-water, to maintain ur body's water requirements.
-potassium which is something we need and yet forgotten.
-zero sodium(aka salt)
-calcium for strong bones n teeth.
-vitamin A
-apples wakes u up in the morning (think replacing coffee)
so, apples anyone? and why, why was the apple the forbidden fruit? hmm....
theres even websites that uses the natural abilities of the apple to come up with real working diet plans...hmmm....nah...hehe
i don't encourage u to follow all these diet plans blindly, see if its suitable for u and do consider the side effects of depriving urself.....like the 'no carbo' diet.....have fun....
hello my name is...
hello my name is...
im so fucken lazy that the lizards on the walls go ch-ch-ch-ch.
im so fat that the horse on my t-shirt appears to be moving everytime i breathe.
im so smelly that my nose gets blocked all the time.
im so bored that listening to the radio makes me wanna dance.
im so excited tt i dreamt of tspo.
im so enchanted, that my dream last tuesday could've strucked me a fortune if ive known.
im so stupid to have not interpreted tt phone ring in my dream.
im so diabled tt skateboarding is no longer my past time.
im so crazy to have fixed a 10.5 sliding roller in boba.
there could be many more but every start has come to an end...heh!
aiyah si jabrul nie gi telfon gua ngah tangkap lentok...takpe la members punye pasal gua turun.
MACAM SETAN!
i just gotta write a review on this....
1st, when u change stuffs at simon, make sure u take a look if he's not cheating u, ive been cheated 6months ago, he claimed the belt was kevlar, malossi but today when i changed my belting at jacky, i saw it was in fact piaggio, the stock one...damn u simon. i will definitely not go back there, i will stick to taihin.
anyways, heres my review, taihin workmanship, superb. oh my real review is regarding dr.pulley sliding rollers....they rock man! u gotta try to believe.....MACAM SETAN! my pick up was like boosted up by 10-15km/h for long time riders, they know tts alot and actually i can go alot faster if i twist the throttle all the way, that was just 1/2 to 3/4 only....i was like going at 100km/h in seconds......i was squeezing in and out with superb pick up....i was like the motorcycle vesion of fast n furious.....i repeat again, MACAM SETAN! in seconds after the red light, i looked at my side mirrors to see no vehicles in sight, all were left behind by me. the next stop, the other rider on a rxz and another on a cup-kia glanced at my bike in disbelief....okok i might sound exaggerating but u gotta try....those gilera riders out there....30 bucks extra is fucken worth it...i repeat, MACAM SETAN! hehehe if the weather's fine im gonna try pop my boba.....next month im changing disc brakes, increased speed means the need for increased braking power.....so next month yah, oversized disc-brakes plus steel hoses.
i bought tokyo's tix just now.....alot sold out....im glad we finally bought it...if not we'll end up with sucky seats if we get at all....
money well spent...heheheh...tokyo ska paradise...yeaY!....ill be skanking in my seats.....
heee
heee mesti ar beb,tak sabau nak beli tiket....kata tokyo ska paradise babe.....bila masa lagi dorang nak turun sg....
anyways, today was fun....but still im blur at bio....ugggh.....and i gotta buck up to score this time...this time round, im smarter, im looking at the credits i will get....heeee....hmmm being a leader is tough....but ok la and im looking forward to the debate at the end of the term, hope we can beat the other team...
haiz didnt realize february's approaching....tt marks v day....3 years i never get presents liao...hahahaha....ouh its not like i look forward to it, i was teased jus now....yahnee kirim canned milo cos she was lazy to go down to the canteen during break. after stuffing myself full with a couple of my classmates, i bought the milo and handed over to her in class and the other makcik, or should i say nyonya kaypo tegur...."wah buy for yahnee only ar?..." then another had to cut in "valentine's day coming is it? so nice..." i was like wat the fuck has milo got to do with valentine's? crap shit.....then yahnee said "yalor, valentine's day can buy me milo onli im happy oredi.." in my heart again, yah right i wish all girls were like that.....and dont bullshit lor...hehehe.. but hey i dont see 'love' as a need now....its more like a compliment to life, if u dont have it u still can live ur life, if u have it than good for u lor....simple as that....so kalau ada, adalah, kalau takda sua...hahahaha....wat im concerned more now is completing the course.....
msia vs sg....hmmm contemplating.....but hey got to set my priorities right...ill just watch on teevee......enjoy the match shahreil and congrats to the 2 couple this weekend.....:)
adict
im a blog addict, i have to put in this one....
ska by far is the only music tt give me the ultimate vibes to dance, if clubs n pubs were to play ska i would dance till i drop... and tokyo ska paradise has got me excited.....i wont wait for u guys, this weekend if senyaps, ill drag those who seriously wanna watch to buy the tickets......for i cant miss this one....i can miss muse but not this one....i already missed skatalites...
jackass
jackass....i dont think its worth to watch at the movies....buy the dvd and watch with ur frens at home and laugh out loud....
one thing for sure, i salute them for their crazy stunts......they sure lack of a thing called fear.......one thing id like to try is riding the rocket or the rocket powered bmx bicycle or the one where they roll in a big tyre...sure looks kinda fun......ouh shahreil why not we film our own version of jackass?....hehehhe
im feeling so lazy....so tired my body aches and my tummy is getting bigger...hahaha....but who cares......
hmm this month im spending a little more....i cant resist that vintage skateboard i bid on just now and certainly i cant resist tokyo ska paradise and beastie boys......
last night i had a dream......its weird but it seems so real....mebbe what im imagining is kinda true after all......
gotta go, do some revision....
100km/h snail
would u believe me if i said a snail can travel at 100km/h....my sister did but its true, as i was heading to school i saw this snail on the fender of my gilera, i wanted to pull it off but its stuck there refusing to budge so what the f&%$ let him take the ride and hopefully halfway thru he'll fall off....as usual i travel along the PIE at about 100km/h +/- la....when i reached school...i was just in time but i just had to look if tt snail is still there...its still there except it moved a little to the rear.....aww man...tt was the fastest SGean snail i guess...heee....
ok apart from nonsense....sg has the cleanest water supply i guess but then again, have u ever wondered how old is the pipings at ur house? when was it last changed? even human arteries can get deposits over years....true enough today when its time to change the water filter of my trusted bio-pure filter....the 1year old filter(which was supposed to be changed 6 months ago) is so yucky tt i cant imagine if i were to drink straight from the tap but ive been doing tt in NS and im still fine its neglible la but over time it does accumulate and logically thinking, pipes do age as well....theres no need for scientific knowledge watsoever just common sense. so i guess, the filter was after all worth investing.....:) at the same time, those who wants to know more about the filter im using, can always approach me...help me kick off to my second try at my part-time business......ouh if u enjoyed drinking from the water cooler...have u ever wondered the frequency they change those water coolers' filters? if ever...hehehehe
hmm...ok frens who will be celebrating CNY, im selling pineapple tarts, a box of 18 tarts at $7.50, its tasty...ive tried...:)
yeay!
Yeay, i think im in the team of volunteers for good vibrations festival!.....jerlyn from kinemat replied and i will be deployed for the first task.....flyer distribution....my only hope is that i can choose where i will distribute the flyers......if not haiz, cam muka poster aku...hehehe.....anyways all this for a free entry to see beatieboys, too phat, jurassic 5, bushmen, wicked aura and many more...harap2 aku jaga backstage or something, jng la jaga ticket...kering sak kalau jaga ticket...heheheh....at least backstage dapat nengok...heheheheh free!...mana tau dapat autograph star2 tu semue...heheheh bestnye.....
yeay
yahnee is going to good vibrations with her younger sis, so probably if i cant get to be a volunteer, ill go with yahnee, her sis and is-rambut.....i bet itll be fun......if i get to go, i was thinking....if i do get free tix, id sell it at door at 60bucks to last minute party goers...hehehe make money mah for tspo's performance.....
come june, ill be volunteering for club rainbow camp......but i have to go thru interviews and selection...ouh club rainbow is a club for children with illnesses, chronic illnesses like congenital-heart diseases, lukemia, diabetes, etc. i bet itll be fun and a worthwhile experience to help this kids smile. ive had distant cousins who died of lukemia and distant relatives who died of cancer. i was ignorant back then about these illnesses until i joined nursing. nursing certainly opened my eyes and heart and it gave me an insight of how these 'vicitims' of diseases feels and what they are going thru every minute of their life. if ure healthy and got extra energy or cash to spare why not help this people, donate, in whatever forms ure able to.
gdnite frens......cheerios...heeee...2007 is so yeay.....ouh before i log off, have i told u guys that NoFX might be coming to town! fatmike and gang....wooohooooo.....pls approve, pls let them perform in april!!! NoFX rocks.....gnite...
sigh
its sad to see someone sad but i had to make things clear that it wont happen. i know im mean not giving a chance again but being so different just make things worse......u just didt fit in the empty space.....u know like the jigsaw.....ure young im sure u have plenty of suitors.....my previous ones all left me for better suitors, so why not u do the same. don't punish yourself for something tts not ur fault, its just tt we're mismatched, the 6months were jus trying to overcome so many differences but i just couldn't do that......im sorry. i once punished myself when someone i love so dearly left me but then i realised, what for??? she doesnt care, she left me for good, cmmon sid enjoy life, its not ur fault....tts why probably i went 'weight-yoyo-ing' cos at one period i had no appetite watsoever but then when i realised, i was pigging out again....
life is short, so beautiful to sulk about, leave the bad parts behind and start a new beautiful episode. theres 24hours in a day if 8 hours went bad, theres still 16 hours double of what went bad, 6 hours sleep, u still have 10hours to cherish, so why waste ur life away.
i will try somewhat not to read ur entries bcos i dont want to symphatize and give it a try again and just give u false hope and in the end it failed again because i know we will fail. we are mismatched and towards the end i really realised that. thnks for being with me for the 6mths, its been over for like 3mths already so please try to forget me.
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shahreil's not going to good vibrations.....sigh.....but hey, Is-rambut is still going......and yahnee is still considering....and i am still hoping to volunteer and if i am selected ill be working with hida......so ok la not so bad.....tokyo ska paradise, woohoo more and more ppl are taggin along....coolness.....i can already imagine how their performance will be......i know its going to be money worth spending......
baybeats 07, 20-dischanger is selected for the auditions...they are the 30 out of 200 who went....and 15 more will be kicked out. i pray that they get selected, the final 15 tt will perform at this year's baybeats.......member's punye band, mesti support babe...anyways they do have wonderful tracks...originals....
next week 2 weddings abang-adil's and jai's........hmmm.....how to split myself eh? nasib baik adil bilang datang malam... and ouh sorry TAGs, i cant make it to the barbeque.....2 weddings la.....
yest, sitting in the car with shahreil driving, made me yearn for a class3 but i told myself its no hurry cos i wont have a car anyways and even if i wanted to buy, im not able to yet......only probably after i draw my full pay. so i told shahreil probably in a year or 2 id get my license and he even said itd be easier when i draw my full pay already.....we talked along the way about nursing mainly, thoughtful of him to do so. well, i do want to migrate but not permanently cos i still love sg, i mean my loved ones are here, unless i can afford to bring them all with me, thats a different story. and yes i may want to consider switching to general ward to gain experience....perhaps after my bond. and i can bet im not settling down till then...
okla gotta go, having an online discussion with my team-mate yahnee....high-tech eh skarang, dont u realise times have changed, last time in sec school we discuss school work over the phone....now its msn.....heee...okla ciao...
OH MY GAWD....
cant anyone have crushes? dont u ever know tt crushes are only crushes?......its different from love....anyways, havent i made myself clear before?.....i think some people just dont understand.....anyways no comment and am too tired to comment. i tot she had gotten over me.....we are different, we are not meant for each other, please understand, theres so much differences and each one discovered as days goes by.......and you behaving like that are just showing your own negative image...me showing my true colours??? im no flirt and im no womanizer, if u think i am, so be it....but my frens and ppl around me know better...i know better, tts whats most important....and im not lying to myself.......
back to my life, shahreil wasnt there at habib, was going to pester him to buy the tix tumoro, so at least we'd secure the seats, furthermore after i discovered i can use my status as a student to purchase the tix at a cheaper rate...yipeee....and hida gave me a lobang to become a volunteer at good vibrations festival so i can get to work my way to a concert....heeee.....yipeee, thnks hida......love my frens.....
is-'rambut's daughter have lung infection.....poor her....and somehow i think is-rambut does care about for his daughter, i judged him simply because someone said negative things about him....he did something wrong and i cant deny to that fact but i still think personally think he do care.....he was worrying if he can use his medisave or he have enough...and he did express how he felt when he sees his daughter in the hospital bed....i guess if he dont care at all, he wouldnt have bothered.. ppl can change u know....
i think i wanna change my blog address sooner or later......its started to irritate me when ppl think negatively of me....if i did something evil, if something's evil on my mind, i will put it as it is........i did and i guess u guys have read my entries before...
anyways good night....and thanks my frens just now for a wonderful chat about the hey days when we were once teens....:) love ya guys lots.....
fenats
1. cari facts for projek la apa lagi...brapa buku ntah aku cari...
2. biasak ar gi gym nak kasi kuat kaki aku yng lembik tu.....
3. vespa si nadiah takleh start lagik.....haiz...
pasal tu semue la aku fenats nari....nasib budak tu memang baik.....aku blom balik, masih tercegat kat library.....
tengah baca, cari2 skali hp pon vibrate....ler si nadiah nie...mesti vespa rosak lagik.....aku pon angkat...."sid, ure still in skool?" ..dah sah dah.....moto dia takleh start......."ok,ok gimme ten minutes..." aku pon turun la...tertendang-tendang, buka sana, screw sana...screw sini....takbleh gak start......member dia offer nak antar belikan spark plug....aku pon blah gi gym, ujan pon lebat......ujan dah brenti, try lagik...tapi tak bleh gak...berpeluh-peluh aku.....teringat plak masa dulu aku bawak vespa bila vespa makwe aku rosak.....terkedek-kedek aku naik 8inchi sampai eunos...sampai sana betulkan terus bleh start....tapi aku agak aku dah lost touch ngan vespa ar....tak serasi lagi tangan aku buat vespa......in the end dah try push start semua, kiter give up....dia dah call tow truck dia pon tanya..."sid can help? send me to the nearest mrt..." aku pon bilang ok cuma kene pump minyak.....dah alang kepalang aku antar dia balik terus......fuyoh jauh kat NTI.....tapi takpala ikhlas.....nie jam aku tolong orang, mungkin time aku susah ada orang tolong.....so far banyak orang dah tolong aku, especially kawan2 aku.......i know how it feels when ure really in need....so if u could help, why not kan?....
dah la, aku nak continue buat keje.....bye...
KAY ELL?
thnks shahreil for the movie treat.....ouh and tt teh-o....hehehe....
and our kl, yes, we plan to head down there come april, just a short weekend trip....yeay....
and good news, shahreil's keen on goodvibration festival...wooohoo....
and yes, spending a few hours with frens, certainly bring the stress level down.....
and yes, i think i have a crush but only a crush.....
and yes i need to hustle......c ya ard......
ugggh
ok shouldnt have napped at 8pm.....initially i tot i want to nap for an hour then wake up to revise....but i only woke up at 0045!
now i cant sleep! sheesh!....
anyways, nadiah's bike broke down at school....and as usual, everyone thinks im their saviour, sometimes i get lucky, sometimes not...hehehehe....so don't always think tt i can fix ur bike kay? heheheh.....tt was the case jus now.....it was simple, no spark, so check all connections.....eh? all connections ok leh....so i gave up cos it was in between my lesson time...sori nadia, my magical hands didnt work...hehehe....then she smsed me jus now, the mechanic removed and reinstalled the connections and it could start....ugggh.....y never came across my mind.....anyways i tried....hehehe....
this morning.....my classmate smsed me 'gd morning' and i didnt recognise her new number and she had the same name as somebody, so when i asked her name, i tot it was tt somebody.....shocked and still in disbelief and wondering if her sister gave her my number or its her sister tt decide to play a joke on me i smsed back to enquire.....then came the reply "pantat its ur classmate la, just smsed everyone with my new number!" kanina buat suspense jer.....
anyways, up till now nobody seemed interested to go to goodvibrations....damn! im left with yahnee if she going or not...if she going, i go.....its beastie boys la dey....theyve been ard for a long time and the first time i listened to them was about 12years ago back in sec school......gotta see la dey....
hmmm...i think ill force my self to sleep.....i think ill take that anti-histamine, chlopherinamine aka phenetron aka piriton aka the tiny yellow tablet tt makes ur allergies go away.......itll kill 2 birds with one yellow pills, stop my irritating runny nose and cause drowsiness so hopefully id go to sleep......thnks to dr.shahreil for them...heheheh nytes....
optimists...
ok bukan nak eksyen scanner eh.....cuma nak share article nie dan malas nak type panjang2 pasal hari dah malam, keje blom abis2, stress pon dah masok kat inter cranial spaces........jadi enjoy la nie article eh.....aku? aku rasa aku nie optimist pasal aku sentiasa ada impian, angan2.....:)
gooooooood vibration
i think im going to good vibrations festival in sg......i asked nadzir, hes not interested....mimi's going but with his pals...hmm malu.....i hope yah nee would go, cos its the CNY la...she still considering......still looking for anyone else tt would go. visit good vibrations festival '06 anyone else going, gimme a ring yeah?
is it just me dreaming
ouhk in the morning something happend....but probably its just my imagination but somehow i can tell that look....
anyways, i still think im not a good leader but id love to be.....yah nee is still like the leader....it bruise my ego a little cos im suppose to take over her....hmm but it doesnt matter much to me....
anyway here's what i read today.....
"A question that has been burning a hole in your mind will ignite a mental fire today -- it's time to get an answer. So how should you go about getting your query addressed? Skip the sweet talk and don't beat around the bush -- go right to the source and ask what you want to know, point blank. This person will be momentarily shocked by your boldness, but will be secretly thrilled that you care. It's flattering to be the source of gossip."
anyways i hate my presentation today cos i really did not prepare 100% but her the good thing is, its not graded so.... ok la...
hmm today thousands of ppl are going to see muse perform live......i wouldve been there but i rather give my needs priority than tt....i could easily purchase the tix and delay the bills and stuffs....but id rather pay the bills and ease my mind off worries. well muse, too bad but hey, tokyo ska paradise orchestra is a definite must!......its been a long time since i went to concert, i think the last one was with shahreil, the rock concert, tt one powerr dok...hehehehe....we'll ill be skankin mad in march....
i went to town just now after school....to collect the 30bucks rebate....walk ard a little in hunt for sandals, well, after looking i think ill settle for a pair of crocs.....its easy on us motorcycle dudes.....esp in wet season.....and scorching hot sun.... its easy on ur feet....i think im getting the professional or offroad model and tt skulls badges to go with....
ok guys gotta go, gotta get hard working....heee...
should be asleep
kay im not asleep and i should be but i cant cos i was sleeping like a log from 4pm-7pm......it mustve been the effect of medication.
anyways....the in course project we are having on developmental psychology is a killer....screw the one who pick the number... suay...but nevermind, ill take it as a challenge...anyways, my life has always been full of challenges....from the day i born till today......but hey at least it keeps me going....
tumoro, is the first group meeting and being the leader holds a great responsibility......first of all i have to know what i am doing and tumoro i must say something or suggest something about the new project....sigh......
hmm...its funny tt im feeling this way.....NO not love.....well kinda love.....hehehe suspend kan? takla its my love for riding...i do love riding, afterall its enjoyable and convenient and cheap but somehow i dont mind if it rains tumoro....so i can take the train, i think im going thru the phase tt my old fren winston has gone thru, its just tt point of time when u need a change once in awhile afterall public transport isnt tt bad after all (minus the slow buses and the escalating fares) and whats more, i can fully utilise my ipod....bleh nengok videos.......bleh baca notes......bleh blajar mengaji...heheheh....cool....
im dreaming again....capricons are born dreamers i guess.......but its what tt keeps me going.....tts the drive, tts the initial stress tt we need....to keep going and to strive.....i have dreams....yes i have, im not stagnant...im moving mind u....
end of jan, jai getting married, end of year shahreil, congrats guys.......marriage is good, u get to share ur stress n problems with someone...tts what men need......hehehehe....cheers~
lazy sat...
ok i woke up early, so wat?.....wats the point when i feel so lazy...heeee
woke up early.....head to the polyclinic to get my 3rd dose of hepB, there i decided to have a flu jab as well, so i can be rid of flu for the whole year.....then i decide to top up my supply of gluscosamine sulphate.....lucky me its on offer, 40bucks for 2 bottles...a savings of about 10bucks.....after the 2 jabs, head down to the bike shop to pay my mthly instalments.....then pump petrol using my points....hehe ended up paying only 3bucks....after tt head home....
home...play ard with the softwares, converting videos from youtube etc.....got some cool videos but only managed to convert some successfully and one of them is laila by amy search....POWER beb....at noon...my bro came knocking, 'bang! postman..." hehe my cd+dvd has arrived....okla although malaysian edition but all the same mah.....worth la for 12bucks u get an album plus few videos...
i try to do something useful after i wasted my time downloading videos and freewares...i managed to compile a drug list and my ipod came in handy again...ive learnt how to stuff my notes in it...and guess wat i can read my drug list/notes anywhere..... coolness.....i knew i never wasted my money when i bought the ipod....and i know, i just know the iphone will be another gadget worth splurging on....heeeee....
okla guys, gotta sleep....the jabs taking effect on poor me......love u ppl out there...if u got telepathy or psychic powers u know who you are...:P
hope
okok, semalam aku bilang mak......mak kejut kul 630 gitu eh kalau ujan pagi......ok so it rained....aku pon bangun la siang... dah siap2 semua dah prepared nak naik public transport.....memang aku nie paling tak suka naik bas pasal lambat, tapi apa nak buat hujan lebat.......jadi dah siap nie....dah siap tau....skali kul 7++ gitu hujan cam slow down skit, cam terang skit plak tu... aku delay skejap sambil cari cable ipod aku...dalam 730 gitu aku nengok cam gerimis je...."mak, cam dah nak berhenti la eh..." mak aku pon jawab "a'ah, tadi radio ramalkan cuaca akan terang dan baik semula dalam kul 8am....so aku fikir hmm kalau ramal cuaca slalu tak accurate sangat maybe off by a few minutes....so aku ingat kalau pon ujan stop kul 830am masih ada masa lagik....sempat gi skola naik moto.....
JENG, JENG, JENG........jam menunjukkan 745am......so aku kentinue la makan roti, sempat buat kopi lagik, sementara tunggu hujan reda aku agak dalam kul 815 la...hehehe....skali ngan tiba-tba........FUYOHHHHH! macam paip bocor sak dari atas....
dah la aku give up, ngan lincah amik menda2, pakai baju, amik payong....jalan la aku ke bas stop 945.......on the way kat carpark, pakcik yng slalu tegur aku(dia ada anak nurse...heheheh) bobal ngan aku, dia pakai baju hujan siap ngan helmet, telinga aku ngah sumbat ngan ipod, transplants tengah memekik kat telinga aku.....aku angkat tangan je la cam tegur gitu, dia start bobal plak....aku tak dengar cabut seblah cuma dengar '....ujan..' aku pon jawab ngan simple "a'ah" apa2 entah....hehehe
dah la gitu, aku estimate cukup time nie...pasal agak2 dari gombak ker yio chu kang dalam 45min la max.....tunggu punye tunggu bas lembab pulak, kul 815 baru sampai, dah gitu takpa.....bawak macam jalan2 kat zoo.....bingit sak...cam kat night safari speed dia bawak....cam seolah-olah ada binatang2 nak dilihat kat luar tingkap tu.....bodoh punyer apek bas....orang dalam bas nie semua nak gi keje, dia cam sengaje plak...babi!......okok pendek kan cerita, aku sampai skola nab2 kul 9am tapi klas aku jauh skit....jadi in the end aku lambat 5minute.........phew....dapat mark attendance, tapi late!....siol punye lecturer takleh give and take! baru first time lambat! tapi takpa, janji tak mark absent sua....hehehehe
balik pon naik mrt gak....hmm ada gak classmate2 aku naik sama2 bih aku nampak yahnee pon ada kat cabin seblah....so aku sms dia...hehehe jahat tau aku..."why u all take train never sit down ar?...heheheheh" pasal aku dapat duduk, jadi aku eksyen skit ar...heheheh.....best plak naik mrt, dapat rehat....terlelap skejap plak tu.....dulu kan aku perasan kalau aku naik mrt mesti aku cautious about how i look, my hair la, my shirt la, my tummy la....tapi tadi aku selambe je.....heheh budak depan aku nengok2 aku nengok balik...heheheheh degil....sampai la bukit gombak...aku sangka yahnee turun gak, pasal dia tinggal bukit gombak....tak nampak plak dia.....agaknye dia gi westmall kot.....hmm tau aku turun bukit batok gak....bleh abiskan masa....hehehe.....takpela ujan2 dok rumah lagi best....dah makan kenyang2 bleh blog, pas tu bleh tido......
ouh this is what ive learned, utk pengetahuan ramai.....korang tahu asal ramai orang asia kene penyakit kencing manis.... bukan pasal banyak makan benda2 bergula saja tau.....benda2 karbohidrat pon terdiri dari satu2 sebabnye.....tapikan orang kita kan dah biasa makan nasi.....kentang......jemput2 udang....nie semua yng aku baru makan tadi.....tapi apa yng kita bleh buat, kurangkan benda2 berkanji nie....yng berkabohidrat tinggi....ganti kan ngan menda2 lain.....:)
OH MY GOD!
forget bout ps3 or psp.......listen up.....theres going to be an iphone......macam pda like tt, macam o2....but its from apple... wah lan.......i think i will get it once i have enough cash...... check it out! >>> iphone!
and mac has this wicked accessory to play movies on ur tv wireless from ur mac! but i guess i wont be getting appletvuntil i get myself an lcd display.....whaoh i can imagine how my room would be when i finally draw my full pay......
apple rocks....
woohoo i did good for my drugs classification test....
and ouh just now is the time when i really wish i have a class3 and a car.....as i just ride out of school, it poured heavily, so quickly, i hide my hp n ipod into the compartment, pull out the rain suit and put it on......half way thru my journey, i can feel im already soaked all over....i think its time to get a new raincoat too....i guess ill invest in tt arai which i think cost abt 80bucks this weekend....i was thinking about how expensive it is but then, i think im going to be using it for at least another 2-3years...
so well, yeah its ok to spend...and i think tt arai will last long.....then again must consider my budget.....
in march......tokyo ska paradise orchestra will be performing in sg and im going to tag along with nadzir....anyone else interested? the tix is selling at 58bucks....i think its well worth it cos ive seen their live performances on videos...they rock.....
speaking of which, sadly ill not be watching muse.....biasak la...budget....but hey, i got the dvd from a friend to console myself....heee....and im going to download it into my ipod!......wooohooo....
okok, gotta do some revision....bio is a real killer.....adios.....make love not war....
pink?
wasnt in the pink of health recently and just now i guess it got worse.....im on a roller coaster ride of health.....i think it got worse bcos i overworked myself on tuesday.....i went to the gym on tuesday, no not loose weight or body-building....just to rehab my knee.......restrengthen it....i need legs to be a nurse.....but i guess it was a wrong move as i was just recovering...
ill be having a drug classification test in a few hours time....and ouh my headache is not helping me remember better......
i think i need to continue my supplements.....i use to take spirullina, it helps.....i was less sick back then although i work myself to the bones back then......sometimes i think i am too dependent on supplements but im not, when i analyse properly, its my poor diet and my sedentary lifestyle........so i guess if i take care of my diet and exercise i wouldnt be too dependent on supplements right?........
my fren shahreil has passed his class3 congrats.....and he already am trying to sell away his bike.....sigh......less and less frens riding.....me, i think ill be riding for a long time, until i get a family.....although im pretty much looking forward to a class3 and a car, it think its more economical and convenient on a bike though u get wet on rainy days and burnt on hot days.........but me being brought up in a not so luxurious life, i would only purchase a 4-wheeler when necessary......
gnite frens...need to sleep more....give a chance for all the tissues and cells to recuperate & repair itself.....i havent had sound sleep for sometime....cheers....sweet dreams....
finally
finally i bought a printer.....an all-in-one epson cx3900, cost me 195(8 bucks for the stupid firewire) anyways ill be getting 30bucks rebate from epson....so its actually 158bucks....okla fair deal la...although i wasted the 8 bucks on the firewire which i discovered i already have at home.....sigh........
sigh
sid, so lazy over the weekends.....i was down with fever on saturday.....today felt slightly better, did a little revision and spend the rest of my time downloading podcasts.....theres more free podcasts available.....nike, vans, and many2 skateboarding video podcasts....i think ill fill up my ipod pretty soon.....
ive decided...id get tt epson printer....tumoro of the day after....
i rode caramella after so long....and i think id buy 2 spare rims, not chrome ones so i can keep the chrome ones, sayang la all karat start appearing already.....
i was lying down, dreaming, thinking at the same time.....my feet went astray and caused one of the photos tt was pasted on my wadrobe to fall off.....it was a foto of myself lying on the sand and the beautiful blue sky as the backdrop....god i miss the beach.. hey guys.....how bout one of the weekends uh??? or probably CNY....long weekend babe....gi beach ar pls....heheheh
lama siot tak santai kat tepi pantai.....hehehehhe
ok la gotta go.....i miss alot of people today.......ppl like zack....my brother bear...hehehe....haiz.....frens, they come and go...
lambretta
for classic scooter lovers....watch out for the new production of the lambretta L series......they already have started work on the prototypes, its classic body and fusion of new and old technology will definitely be a hot seller......im looking forward, though i guess it will be awhile before it gets on the market if it does at all....and ouh, my guess is this ones auto...belt driven..
memories....
aku nie jahat ker?
hmmm....memories, hate it or love it, some will always be around....
anyways, i think man-black's kid is super cute....mentel....ouh speaking of him, he went back to our old work place down 6th ave, where we were colleagues back then, me the cook, he rider....and he said our boss misses us...hehehe mana tak, dulu cam one big family kat sana...tts why i enjoyed working there....even though ure dead tired but u dont feel it cos most of us get along and we worked together, we had meals together, joke, talk, etc......but too bad theres no future for me there, so i had to move on to pursue mine....luckily i moved on, cos i dont think mr.chua had opened a second outlet.......
today i dun feel like doing anything when i got home....i dunno why...partly bcos off the cold im still having.....hmm i dunno why la....
anyways, i think yahnee is cute with her new hairstyle....heee.....and ouh she got tt nice bag...but super ex la....if not i wouldve gotten it already when i first saw it with adil at wisma.....niceness u know.....with the cartoons all over.....the colours....real nice....
hmm....my knees giving me problems again, i think its bcos i stopped taking gluscosamine for sometime.....im counting down the time to my graduation, where ill have a proper knee recon.....
ard's mom passed away last wednesday, deepest condolonces......
gnite frens....
1st day
1st day of skool was fine.....new stuffs to learn....and also i realised ive forgotten some of the stuffs i learned....tt means i need to revise......
new class leader was sabo-ed by most of us.....hehehe and me....the last sub-group leader just hand over the post to me.... i very the lazy u know....but anyways if yahnee have faith in me as a leader, why not. id do my best and be a good leader and hope that my team can score As again in presentations just like last semester......although we are down by one member but i think we are still one of the stronger group......
2 not so good news....this semester's attachments is 10weeks long....wah liao......and another bad news, the final attachments or prcp is 11 weeks long.....ishk......
new year's resolution...work harder, score better kick more asses harder this time round.......make marks.....heee.....
speaking of which, the new year.....i really hope itd be a colourful one and i really hope im more appreciated, i hope to have good grades and a great learning experience from the attachments and end of the year also marks the final semester for my course and i hope everything will go smoothly....i hope i will not loose any friends this year and some of those frauds could just leave me alone....i would like to be a better brother and son....i would like that ps3 so much if it doesnt cost too much. i would like to embark on my journey of getting that class2 and 3 which i have yakked about and never get on....haiz, many, many more things id like to do in 2007. and also end of the year also means ill be 28 and 2 more years to the big 30. im so fucken old already.......
ouh i was browsing....i dont believe in horoscopes cos in Islam.....SHIRIK!....hehehe but they do have some coincidental points tts similar to my traits, character, wants, etc.....read on....
The Capricorn--->
"The first time you meet a person with Capricorn horoscope, they may appear aloof, but what they really are, is cautious.Capricorns interests are in art, theater, music, and in their own career. Usually they are drawn to people who are intellectually stimulating and they seek a partner who will fit into their realm of life. People with Capricorn horoscope prefer to discuss serious subjects, however, will always be there to listen to a problem.
People born under Capricorn Sign appreciate luxury, although, they don't like splurging to make an impression. They feel that money is a serious issue that spells out security.
Capricorns tend to be dominating and are not easy to win over. They also expect to be pursued and not be the pursuers. If you're going on a date with this zodiac, make sure you're prompt. If you say you'll be there at a certain time, be there. They are intolerant to people who say something and do something else.
If you have a tendency to let your emotions rule you, then you may want to keep looking for someone else, since People born with Capricorn Sign can come across as cool and reserved. As they take a common sense approach in almost everything they do, it will be included in their relationship. They want to be cherished, honored, loved and respected. In return, passion will run deep and you will have a loving lasting relationship."
ok adios, gotta do some e-learning.....those crappy online learning thingy....crap! i still prefer traditional lectures.....
updates frm urs truly...
sigh....ok so bday wishes in the morning of the 29th....from various different ppl....from old frens, from new frens, from the past....heee but i guess one thing is for sure.....most of them wouldnt remember if it weren't for frenster or myspace....i can bet on that.....only the closest of pals will remember the date.....even some im close to didnt...heee....anyways i find it hard remembering dates as well.....but i use to remember some important dates but i guess now i have less to remember....
anyways, life is fun while the holiday last and i guess this year round, u wont see funny monsters on the walls of bukit batok skate park....i guess residents there wouldve noticed this guy writing alone every end of the year but too bad not this year, this year u cant get to see any green monsters or shilloutes of ppl standing around.....we'll see about new years eve yeah? i dunno i still wanna make my mark but kinda lazy already.....ouh speaking of which i have a new fren who's interested in writing too but i dunno if she writes as well.....
wandi msged me via msn just now, while i was watching warriors on dvd.....i didnt reply but it was regarding tumoro's gathering at kallang kfc at 9pm.....most of the gilera's all over sg are coming down...itll be huge but frankly im not that keen......but we'll see, if theres no plans, i guess ill tag along.......well no harm right, anyways im single and free and ill most probably be at bedok tumoro at granny's....and mebbe can catch some of them fireworks tumoro night....but this time alone....hehehe last year i was at padang with yani n the rest of the guys....gawd i miss her, we are frens but we rarely meet....i guess when the clock strikes midnight to usher in 2007 its like year since i met her.....
i guess im gonna miss more frens in the future cos most of them are getting married and some have kicked off with new careers and some have thoughts of migrating and some are already planning for their family's future and me, ill be busy chasing my dreams....1.5years to go before i embark on another plan.....heee....degree mate, degree!.....
ok guys, gonna hit the sheets....gnite....and thnks to all my frens for standing by me in 2006, stay true, keep the faith, quit smoking...heh!
not so ok
ok, first there's flu....then i tot i was recovering...but i had slight fever instead in the morning....then, i got blocked nose instead of the usual leaking ones since last sunday, the paracetamol did not work...urgh.....rain hasnt stop, well, im not ok yet anyways to write on the walls......so its fine anyways.......stayed home since tuesday......today was a little fine to race....race, race, teevee, race...tts all i did....clock strucked twelve, 2 presents for me, 1 from mom and 1 from my younger siblings.....gee i got a spongebob.....quite big....thnks....love ya guys.....im a year older and i dont feel so young anymore, i only hope now tt this blocked nose of mine will be ok by tommorow when i wake up, so i can go to the mall to get my sister's school shoes changed and if its not raining, head down to school to get notes for the new term.....i wanna start reading before monday....IF i get the notes tommorow....if not, forget bout it....heee....gnite peeps....i feel too lousy to think about paragraphs or grammar so pardon me.....heee.....
mod
i still love my vespa, i think once i start off with a spanking 4digit pay, my caramella will be moded up inside out.....it will kick every ones asses in SG......it will have my own theme and not copied from some magazines.....the inspiration will be solely from me just like my writings on the walls, its ugly so fucken wat, its original, its my own juices flowing out.....
rain, rain go away
i hate having the flu.....it suck....
i hope i get better and the rain stops by thursday, part of my bdae celebration since last year has been an individual personal affair.....i made my mark last year on the walls, this year will jus be the same if the rain stops.....make my mark on the walls and then followed by the fotos.....i wanna do this every year, so i hope the rain stops.....cos i already have wat i wanna write in my mind, in black,white and gold.....
watch this space for fotos by saturday if rain stops that is.....
haiz...
one agenda ended another props up.....i thot everything was fine, everythin was quiet n fine...just my own life, my frens, my way,......tap tup dapat msg...haiz.......apa nak buat.....ikutkan je la....tak kuasa aku nak bergaduh, penat....
suck...
i think today was the limit la.....enough of that political and fame and glam shit....fuck ya'all
i was fine until today.....its the same thing, the same thing is happening like the scooter scene last time.....small group, then big group come into the picture, the ppl in the small group thinks the big group is cool, so they left the FRIENDS in the small group. the last straw was the sms i recieved, 'aku tak active ngan TAG lagi ar....." in my heart was like wat the fuck....u asswipe...i knew it already, this kinda ppl ar....dah dapat yng baru, members lama semua lupa.....last time ten inch faced the same thing....ten inch, simply & stubborn carbon were few of the first scooter groups....then the BIG SOG came in.....and all ran to them....same thing, kacang lupakan kulit.....but anyways, let them be, im grown up to act like them, i know very well whos my real frens and all. i can think, unlike them.....tts why today id rather spend time with shahreil, shahrul n mankey....the old bb boys.....
anyway i think they suck...they are adults but they still behave like kids....anyways, i think ill be on a motard in a couple of years time, if not ill just buy a small car.....gnite peeps
ouh to zaki n dian...congrats.....
sometimes...
sometimes......jus sometimes i wish that i could beat him up with my barehands and watch him bleed to death on the floor....
its personal, i shant name who but i guess those close to me knows who......i cant wait to have my own life, home and all, i salut pen for being able to survive independently but she has a fren to share her current home........
im in love....
im in love.....with kristen dunst....heee.....i watched crazy beautiful a couple of years back, on a vcd back then.... i personally think she's gorgeous and her acting makes her even more...gorgeous......her half-shut eyes, her natural not perfect teeth... see, u dont have to be perfect to be gorgeous....i must say its her acting.....kristen dunst pls pimp my ride...oops wrong script, tts suppose to be xzhibit.....
IF
if sg weren't so strict on vehicle modifications.......check it out
http://sparetime.jp/index_p.html
i wouldve owned one of those....
oh oh
i think i need a new controller....heee......i tried racing again, i guess the controller refuse to cooperate....
anyways i went to mustaffa just now and i got that golden watch...wooohooo check it out...
well spent...35bucks..heee
gundam
just wanna show the finished product of fathih's bdae present...i think its cool...i never really got a liking for gundam but this one is real nice after assembly. complete with a rifle, 2 light sabers and a samurai sword....coolness...
speaking of birthdays....theres many birthdays of ppl i know in december....adil's was on the 11th, my uncle on the 8th, my stepsister 12th, my brother 19th, sarah's 20th, my step-sister in jakarta 23rd, idan nizam's son 15th, mimi serenaide 22nd, mantan ten-inch s.c 22nd, and last but not least mine on 29th....heee...
and today, i tot id never touch that ps2....i just did, my bro brought back justice league tt he borrowed from his fren...ugggh...3 hours on it with my bro...hehehe
need for speed carbon...
hehe i got the game from shahreil on saturday night i think....i started playing on sunday, i almost completed it on wednesday morning....superb right? hehehe its bcos i spent 8 hours on monday night playing it and 12hours yesterday.....personal record broken...hahaha....i started playing at 11pm and ended on wednesday morning at 11am.....boy i need help....heheh but its fun..
i love racing....period....too bad im not a millionaire or sumthin....if i were i guess i wouldve owned cars instead of bikes...
i love my frens....the ppl around me....im glad i have them, cos now at least my holidays are not tt boring......i think they are the oldest frens i have around....they are the only frens that stayed....
im fascinated by casio watches now....and im so gonna look for that gold plated one that ruru was wearing but the gents version la......she said she bought it at mustaffa....im gonna hunt for that tumoro if its not raining and also buy 2 sheets of carbon fiber for my boba.....
rashid asked me to go to muse....he's like the 3rd person asking me....hida already bought tickets, adil n rashid is waiting for me. the reason is i have to carefully calculate if id have enough for january.....cos boba is due for servicing this december which means i need around 300 dollars.....and january, i need cash for new notes for the new semester.....so i dunno yet guys... id love to go....mebbe id go, mebbe not....
zaki is getting married this weekend, another fren got hitched....me, i dunno when.....but for me, i leave it to fate la...kalau ada, adalah, kalau takda takpa....i feel, personally marriage is not to be rushed.....although at first i thought it was a ticket for me to have my own home and all....but now since im approacing the big 30 soon....i guess it doesnt matter anymore....im getting old anyways....hehehe.....remy and myself have the same thinking....if not married by 35, get an own home... same for me here....
marriage is not in my mind right now, im more concerned about my future, i wanna make sure im comfortable in my old age, comfortable enough not to have to work when im old and febrile and not needing any support from my children...i wanna be independent just like shahreil's parents......i don't want to rely on children.....
i feel many lessons learned, more valuable ones are from people.....and many are not taught in the classrooms....
i wanna wish all my frens success, especially those with aspirations and dreams....mankey good luck, believe in urself, live ur dream....i will too, but not now, i need that foundation first......stable pillars to hold my dreams...:) im more realistic now, rather than the dreamer me few years back....but, i will make sure my dreams doesnt remain dreams...and im on it now...
i just pray that god allows it.....insyahAllah.....
i know everything sucks
well tts not really happening to me.....but tts just the song playing on my ipod....by reel big fish.....and tt will be the start of this entry....
the horns, the guitar, the vocals so clear.....and now as im typing skatalites is playing thru my ear canal, its like im virtually at their concert....oh my god.....audio technica earphones rocks......i swear.....i tot only sony my favourite music gadget make great sound producing earphones and players....ipod n audio-technica, great combination and the in-ear thingy is so cool cos it blocks unnecessary noise and it makes the bass sound so spanking clear and good.....and it only cost me 30bucks..... i definitely gonna stick by audio-technica for sometime now.....
this week i spent on quite a number of things.....its like macam retail theraphy like that.....last saturday i bought a spanking nice orange volcom ipod case....and im loving it although it has a tiny scratch on the vinyl screen.....but i bought anyways cos it was on sale....flash n splash was having 15% storewide.....i only regret i never bought the matching wallet....hmm mebbe, ill have a second look....and then, i bought a black berms from the only store tt sell black cargos at 8-12bucks...too bad the black ones cost 12bucks.....i need berms for school, i wear berms everyday to school...i also bought a new cover for my vespa, some idiot mustve accidentally torn my vespa cover...well it was 1year old anyways....today, i bought some toiletries, a screen protector for my ipod and then only i realised tt my ipod already have scratches on its chrome back....damn...and i asked shahreil to help me buy the great earphones im using now....it was the best 30bucks i spent on earphones......mebbe next time then i invest in a higher end one....
tumoro gonna buy fathih tt gundam robot for his bdae.....i already bought him a volcom wallet a couple of weeks ago and i gave him my sony-bean and now he's getting a gundam from me.....boy isn't it great to have an elder brother...ehhehe, i wish i had one.....too bad karina not working tumoro, if not i can get a 10% discount of tt gundam....
i think today i shall not race.....pretty tired.....hmm mebbe awhile...hehehe.....mebbe......
and i really hope it doesnt rain tumoro....pls......i wanna jalan2 sorang2....last saturday cam best gitu jalan2 sorang2 on my mp3.....hehehe.... skarang dah ada earphone power lagik....okla papo ppl!
yeay
i can say yeay today, cos its the 2nd day of the 2week long break...yeay again....
i woke up at 11 to play need for speed carbon and got hooked, stopped at 4pm before i bathe and got myself ready to go out....
went out with adil, window shopping and we had to go public because it was raining....okla naik mrt best gak pasal bleh sumbat telinga ngan mp3, duduk, aircon, relek......pas tu takpe dahla sejuk2....makan aiskrim budak dua nie.....2 scoop dia masya'Allah macam gunung......thnks adil....heheheh.....best gak jalan2 tak bermotor, cuma penat.....hehehe....
dah tu dok habib, biasa ar lepaking with the usual people....aku agak dah 6 bulan baru aku dapat rasa aku betul2 rilek.....
best, ketawe2, kacau orang....heheheh.....nanti january, siap la bz balik......:( apa nak buat, demi masa depan......
cakap pasal masa depan, the clerk was kind enough to let me see the current pay for staff nurses....i shall not disclose la but its definitely more than i have ever got.......eeee tak sabau la aku.....best nye......bila nie nak 2008....hehehehe
anyways, next pay day aku agak aku nak grab shirt satu ar......bleh buat gi wedding2, gi dating ker....hurhurhurhur........
aku rasa, vespa aku nak antar bikin ar next year...kalau ada duit spare.....jiwa vespa masih ada dod....aku tak rasa aku jual punyer.....
kla ppl, lepas aku ucapkan bye2 kat kawan2 kat msn, aku nak gi main game, pas tu tido....bsok ada date ngan sharil ngan don kalau tak hujan......papo!
same2 but different
hehehe....final day.....yeeehaw.......
anyways, why the topic......ive made a fren over at the attachments, a 3rd year student, actually alot of frens la but this one we talk alot, boys mah.......we find it easier to bitch about the rest of the staff, joke around with patients and we have passion....
we do everything willingly......anyways why same2 but different....john actually looks like a malay and can speak a little malay but he is 'serani' a mixture of indian and chinese....alot of patients tot he is malay.......and some thought im chinese cos i can speak simple mandarin and understand wat they wanted when they spoke to me in mandarin....but when they started to natter on and on in mandarin, i had to tell them im not chinese but i can understand and talk a little.......:)
anyways u all must be wondering why im up so early....haiya, perut sakit la....and my leg sore and my knee...hehehe...i think ar if after the two years, while at work if given a short break or leave, im just gonna see dr.matthew chen and ask him recommend me sports doctor that i heard about and maybe spend some Gs, to rehab and probably reconstruct again my ligaments and probably those metal plates replacements for the meniscus that i saw while surfing the net.......macam wolverine la aku nanti.. heheh nola its all for the better of me.....like i said before, i wanna be independent wen im old......if id were to die in my old age, i wanna go away peacefully without troubling anyone before my death......
ive also noticed while on attachments, that somehow male nurses are prepared......ok theres 1 male sn, 1 male asst.nurse and 3 student nurse.....almost all the patients prefer us.......no wonder male nurses are like wanted nowadays.....i guess its becos we get most of the things done and we are more tolerant of many things.....i think only la...hehehehe
i still sympathize those patients diagnose with CA.......kesian u know....some of them u can see their sadness beneath their smiling face.....some laugh out loud, jokes with u just to forget bout what they are diagnosed with......and some don't even know about their diagnosis because their children requested not to disclose to the patient...some became slightly anxious, confused and a little unsuound due to their illnesses.....some are strong and has the will to go on.....i guess nursing is an occupation where u learn the most about people.....i enjoy learning about people, every job i had, i like to take notice of people's character and way of doing things......sometimes i even get to learn skills from them....like cooking for example when i was a cook back then....and when i was a supervisor at the supermarket, i certainly learn alot of things...tts why i macam jack of all trades....but i dont think im a master of anyone......well, i hope i will be in nursing...heeee......
up till today, im still thinking if i wanna make a switch from imh to other medical/surgical hospitals......ive even heard tt ttsh would 'buy' over sponsored students who are good at their job......the things is im considering my career advancements..... u see if im in a mental hospital, my skills are limited and im limited to specializing in mental health.....but if i were to go to a general hospital, theres more choices....i would love to be an OT nurse, see people getting cut up everyday....and the pay, wah lan....they are highly paid....and whats more some OT nurses are also sent to learn anasthetics and thus becomes the anasthesia nurses who give those injections to numb u before surgery.....i guess, ill see how my progress of the 3 years with imh first and decide then...
ok guys, i wanna continue sleep....heee....tata.....
haiz...
to deal or not to deal........kalau deal bleh mewah skit, bleh enjoi skit time bdae aku.....tapi mungkin aku akan menyesal.
kalau tak deal, takda perubahan...sama je......cuma tak dapat shopping, dan mungkin tak dapat amik lesen....payah, payah tul
jakarta
jus realised my aunt n gramma is in jakarta....hmmph, i cant tag to my step-sis' wedding bcos of attachments.....sob-sob. asal takmo kahwin on my bdae........:( kalau tak ada excuse nak travel2...hehehe...anyway i think the wedding was last week...
touching...
touching ar drama2 skarang......hikmah dah habis(tapi gua nantikan season 2 next march), skarang sembilu pon coming to an end....entah eh sejak bila aku nengok drama pon tak tau, aku agak no choice pasal mak aku nengok aku pon dah terpengaruh skarang.....hikmah smalam finished with a happy ending
haiz....dah nak abis attachment nie....si cekgu nie tak habis2 nak menyusahkan kitorang ar....suruh cari type of drugs available in wards la, controlled drugs la, iv fluids la...ada je nak kasi kiter busy....dah lah penat balik, ada homework plak tu, besok pagi lagi...haiyah...bo patut la.......anyway aku sabar menanti je the last day.......
aku tadi time berak adalah termenung jugak, nak spray moto ke nak tampal2 je cam moto kamal....ada jugak angan2 nak spray boba aku kawasaki colour scheme, kawasaki-green, gloss black ngan putih skit.......mesti works....tapi kalau nak spray balik mau makan 300 ada.....aku dahla takda bonus...hehehe.....mebbe aku tak spray la, tampal2 sticker je cam motor kamal..... kalau tampal sticker ada gak brapa2 idea la, aku nie biasa ar, katun2 jugak aku feveret....mebbe kalau tampal sticker hijau aku nak buat theme incredible hulk cam ala 2fast2furious yng kereta negro tu...hehehe.....kalau aku tampal gloss black aku nak tampal sticker skurvy besar2.....kesian boba fett kene kopek...hehehehe.....blom lagik holiday nie dah bnyk plan aku nak occupy masa aku....
jiran aku nye kawan jumper aku kat frenster jadi dia add la aku......balik2 nie ada brapa2 orang yng aku tak kenal check out page aku, aku pon tak tau asal......kalau pompan takpa gak...ada gak lelaki.....aku nie gay magnet ker? muahahahaha... atau pon aku kene spy kot? hehehe......
i dun wanna...
explain anymore?
im sick of explaining.....my intention wasnt hurt. it wasnt going anywhere, im tired of explaining. i dun understand anymore. watever it is, i always end up the criminal, so be it......i hope everything will be fine soon and everyone forgets about everything. i hate being the criminal, though i know its for everyones good. im still single for anyone who is wondering out there, i dont bullshit, i speak the truth, if i had wanted to be with someone, i wouldnt be spending my weekends at home or with my frens, id be asking ppl out for movies and such....its cos now i cant be bothered anymore after the 4th....if theres someone, then ok, if not i cant be bothered either, my time isnt anywhere close yet, wat i wanna do is concentrate on my future rather than dwell on something that just failed over and over again......memories cant be erased that easily like files into the recycling bin but i will keep it in the dark spaces of my brain so that hopefully it wouldn't hinder any of my goals.
im turning 27 in a couple of weeks, i need to focus, i dont want to repeat any mistake ive done and i dont want to hurt myself in the process anymore...i may be a nurse but even doctors cant treat themselves......
i hate being emo, im no longer one, that has already wiped out, i think with objectives in mind not emotions anymore. sorry i might sound cruel but im thinking rationaly, if somethings not working and you've tried fixing and it hadnt work and u knew it will be going round and round like the ferris wheel, why not put it to a stop, get out of the cabin and hitch on another ride? who knows you'd enjoy the next ride, u appreciate the thrills of the wheel and you learned how it goes about but it just didnt work out fine for u, so u buy another ticket for a ride that is more suitable for u.....
im no villain, im the victim most of the time, this time round, i appear like a villain cos i just stopped the both of us from being a victim of make-believe....hope u understand.a fairy-tale wont become a reality if the reality is steering off its path.
1 mo week
1 more week.........yeeehaaa....enjoi la gua...haiz tapi tak berduit...kalau la gaji gua cam dulu pat ntuc, bih bonus time plak tu, gerenti babe, mesti ada mende baru kat moto gua ngan kat bilik gua...dan gerenti gua gi short holiday punya....
i must tell u, attachments ar, fun.....but tiring...hehehe lagi2 gua dapat sakat2 apek2 yng sakit, ada sampai bingit sak ngan gua, ada cam members...hahaha.....kecoh ar ttsh tapi gerek ar, dapat buat bnyk members, bukan apek2 jer la...nurses pon....sister pon gerek ngan gua....cam best gitu......
nari aku kene 'cilaka' ngan apek...pasal dia nak terberak bih aku gurau2 bilang dia, 'btol ke lu nak berak?' hehehe dia jawab, 'cilaka lu ingat wa main2 ka?' hehehe nasib baik dia pon joke2...kalau tak aku tinggalkan dia sorang2 kat toilet...heheh biar dia wheel balik sendirik....
weekends nie cibai betul ar.....kene buat case study....frankly eh, malas sak aku mende2 extra nie...tapi memandangkan mende2 gila bleh buat aku lebih competent.....ok la......sebenarnye kat otak nie fikirkan 2 weeks break je nak buat pe nie...
hehehe.......
hmmm kalau 3++K tu masuk, alhamdullilah, 2weeks break aku nak start amik class2 ngan enrol class3, kalau tak, sabau je la bila ada wang lebih bleh enrol....hehehe.....kla gua nak lepak....ouh sebelom tu aku nak kasi buah fikiran sikit....aku rasakan nengok seagames nie buang masa je la, pasal half of the sg competitors foreigners.....china la, indo la....haiz....buat malu je.... tak original langsung...pada aku biar kalah tapi genuine.....okla papo......
sick ride
this is one hell of a sick ride.....at 690cc, i think itll make my pillion pee in the pants....anyways i just dont like the headlight, other than that, the dual exhaust system, the phat 690cc power, the motard rims, the wicked low fork just topple the scales, this ride is wicked....take off the headlight and i guess its like as good as king of the motards....
ifs...
ok before i start off my thoughts, i love nursing and i think im destined for it. i serve a purpose and i hope i will clear this 2 year course with ease.
ok as a child, i had dreams, let me stress DREAMS, some of them were rather unrealistic for example a race-car racer back then what i knew as racing was only those f1s or rallies. IF i were so freakin rich or sponsored definitely id love to do that and i still hope one day id just have a day at the race track competing for fun maybe on a motard or my gilera.....we'll see but definitely its for fun only. i love drawing too, since young, scribbles and all but i was lazy at secondary school, so i didnt get into the arts stream at sec 3, so there goes my dreams......IF given a choice i would still pursue my interest but i know very well i have a purpose, reponsibilities and such, thus, that will only come later in life.....probably as a past time.....
i hate ppl asking me again and again like just now, why i switched to nursing.....ok in case anyone out there didnt know, there's several core reasons.....and they are, stability, assurance of a brighter a future, a much more comfortable life in the golden years, the chance to migrate if i chose to, the chance to teach if i still have the passion to teach later on...that's why. nursing provides broad and many channels for me. its a fine and decent choice i made. secondary to all that, i guess im fated and of cause, my nature....i guess it just suited me well.......i will never turn back or regret....its the best choice ive ever made in my life. the hardships, the rough and hardwork that the job demands is nothing new to me, ive faced worse, i was a labourer for several times at production factories, i think i can manage. and being bonded with imh is another blessing cos they say its a little bit more relaxed down there...hopefully ar......my only worry is the prcp, the final attachment in the final year whereby u will be assessed stringently by perceptors......the rate of passes is very low....u have to be very competent and good or you'll fail. that is my only worry. i will concentrate this 2 years, ensuring i absorp all the knowledge i require so that i dont fail. i think, if im offered an overseas assignment while im still single, id grab the opportunity....id go.....serious...
im hungry, hungry for knowledge but im tired most of the time at the end of the day, i guess ill make full use of the academic time to absorp as much knowledge as possible, cos thats the best time for it, during attachments you are simply left with little energy to spare.....
everything that has happened in the past has a blessing.....im glad.....gnite peepz...
sigh
boredom galore......dah, memang dah takda plan pas tu takpe, the new clinical instructor that replaced mdm lee gave us assignments and pre-readings to do....which means haiz....weekends pon ada homework......kiwak btol betina tu....kasi la kier chan rehat......bleh katakan eh cos nie giler babi......6bulan, 6bulan straight ada menda nak buat, walaupun at the end ada 2 weeks break, tapi lu pikir ar, tu 2 weeks pon mau prepare start of new semester per.....
tapi takpa, walaubagaimana pun, gua tetap minat.......tadi gua kena datang saturday pon tapi gua cam enjoy....the main thing is love ur job....mesti ar kadang2 stress, penat, kaki sakit la....kepala pening la....hapa-hapa lagi la....tapi kalau keje yng takda sikit pon stress, aku rasa tu bukan keje lagi....muahahaha.....even cartoonist kadang stress.......
nari gua flat.........5hari keje satu hari sakit....tinggal besok je akunye so called free time......cam nak gi suntec ar, aku dengar ada big boys toys convention...nari ker?....hmmmm...ntah eh check out lagi ar.....kalau tak nak cuci moto....dah berkeladak da...
kla aku agak, aku nak mandi, pas tu main game japs baru tido......adios......
sigh
lets sum up the day first of all bfore i hit the bed....
2 sad news, my case study was uncomplete according to Mdm Lee...sigh...but wat is done is done....
I have to make up this saturday for yesterday's MC sigh.........
I have to go to school tumoro just to submit the stupid mc....sigh......
i dont think my wound at my last surgery site has improved by means of antibiotics and regular wash and dress....therefore i might need to see a specialist, which means i need to use more money and thus have to forgo certain luxuries....sigh....
i might also need another op.....sigh.....lets hope for the best.....
ive learnt one thing, that when frens are good, they'd forget about ones wrong-doings even if they knew it very well and they even witness it, they tried to cover it up for the fren at first, then they could not hold it back but to tell it to the victim but once the victim is out of sight, they are good frens again or as ever and forget totally what has happened. i have a few frens who stood up to their principle and now they are left with lesser friends. so is that why some ppl, wouldnt dare tell their frens off? bcos they are afraid they'd loose more frens? just pondering....or some are jus like me who jus cant be bothered to get into their stubborn minds and their screwed up self bcos i myself am not perfect, maybe....so jus ignore la...hehehe....well, just pondering again...heee.....
i hate it when rashes develops due to the strong antibiotics....gotta see the doc again....
poisoned
i was down with food poisoning yest, was on mc, i had diarrohea and vomited several times tuesday night, i tot i was ok on wednesday morning but i vomited again at work, my clinical instructor asked me to go n see the doctor....as a result i was given 1 day mc, which also means i have to make up for that one day this saturday! urrrghhh.....nevermind, its ok, i dont think i got any plans anyways, cos half of my frens will be on their way to KL on their scooters, gileras and some harleys, only the bb boys will be around......so i ges lepak habeb je la...hahahah....k cheers, im glad im feeling better right now but still a little weak cos i had no appetite jus forced myself to a cup of oats just now. gotta go to work at noon.....i hate being sick n going on mc cos ull get so lazy to work the following day.
sorry
i dont hurt anyone intentionaly and i dont want to aggravate the situation, so please understand, it is better this way. im no good. period.
3weeks
3 more weeks counting....yeay ....then ill be free for a whole 2 weeks...great!.........well deserved break.....cant wait.
if im not going anywhere out of sg.......ill definitely going to do something about my shape......and stop procastinating.....hehe
i need dough
me no doughboy anymore...hehehe.....my hand so itchy to spend but i resisted cos i know i need to put aside money for next months instalment and for the new semester to get books and stuffs.....i have to resist, although earlier i said i want to get that volcom berms......
and following nadzir to the bike shop just make me drool....damn, that rear shocks sure look spanking good and that cool alarm system and electric snail horn.....wah lau.....drool2....hehehe....
hopefully sharul get me those part time assignments...at least i can earn like 200bucks to feed my desires...heheheheh
more things...
shit, reservist call up for next year but im getting deferments, tt also meant later ROD date....that means ill still get bothering messages when im around 40 i guess....sheesh....
ive experience lots of things......but theres more i wish to experience.....
ive had many jobs but ive settled with the current one, though i might consider migrating elsewhere as psychiatry is most wanted overseas. i still havent or rather still far away of having my own side business, ive always loved trading. theres many more things id love to do but most of them require a little of the dough, so id have to wait till probably im stable and have cash to spare. i love cartooning, i love printing, mebbe i can collaborate that with a mini business so i can achieve 2 at one go...hehe just thoughts. i guess, if i get to migrate as a nurse id have more opportunity, but i wonder if i have the heart to do so. i love my frens here and i dont know if i can bear to be away for so long from my mom n my younger siblings...
i am still holding on to my dreams, what id like to have, how id wanna be n live....etc....tt keeps me going on to strive better.
the first year was a tough one having 9 modules that were totally new to me, although i didnt score but i did pretty ok but i couldve done better. my aim next year is to turn all the Bs into As and Cs into Bs, pretty realistic goal right? can be done, with determination and hopefully no distractions, focus.....
i wanna go for a holiday in december.....but i think id forgo that idea.....i think ill just spend my 2weeks of vacation in december starting off the new semester and getting my class2 probably...i still want to ride a harley one day u know...heheheh i feel i got to start the new semester early so that at least id have a rough idea and i would understand my lectures better. i wouldnt settle for average this time. i wanna be the top few.
i still in love with caramella, i rode her ard yest, still got that crisp vespa noise but the timings abit off, ill have it done today, sorry An, i don't think i can bear letting it go and sorry Roy, I don't think id switch with your YB even though ure offering me extra 700cash. some things you cant just let go like that, its difficult to do....
gotta go, nadzir jus sms, go bike shop...hehehe big boys toys, bikes n cars...hehehe...
No As :(
Not too happy with my results, nobody else to blame except myself....anyways, here it is...
tired + wierd
wierd u know, i dunno why macam magic show like that.....if they don't wanna talk can always say one mah, busy or something.. say hi onli, poof they go....heheh ppl ar....
anyways, im very the tired....my leg aches....i think ill invest in an osim.....when i get my full pay that is...ummm have i said that?
dave suggested that i take car license.....well i will dave, ive already thought of it long enough and i guess i will have to sacrifice some stuffs to make way for the class 3. and class 2. in preparation for 2008......i will definitely either get a harley OR a small car....:) lagi lama dah plan seh...hehehehehe
